Friday, January 30, 2026

What

 

I don't understand is

if everybody else already knows

who she is?

And they do.


Then why be 

so adamant

about me accepting something 

that I know isn't her?


Just boggles my mind.

And thats sayin somethin lol...


By the power of the Spirit

I can understand 

and accurately predict things

half way around the world.


But I can not comes to grips

with the beautiful female mind

sitting at the table

less than three feet away from me.


Just drives me absolutely insane.


I told her:


"I knew who you were

the second 

you walked in the library."


She said

"No you didn't."


If she wasnt 

someone other than who she 

was saying she was?

Why would she bother to answer

like that?


Think about it.

Her answer even gave it away.



I said:

"I knew who it was that came 

around the corner 

that day at Lewisport UMC.


I knew who it was

that came in and sat by me 

at the library that day.


I knew who it was

when I saw her checking out 

at the Dollar store

that day.


I knew who it was

the night the 

Mexican Restaurant 

opened.


I knew who

"face tattoo lady"

was.


Just on and on and on...


So why are we even bothering

any more

kinda becomes the question

???????????


Cause this gig been up

for a while now already.


Don't matter if somebody doesn't wanna

admit it to themselves or not.

I just wanna know

 

how do I see a text  of mine

to a different number

show up on her phone?


And that was years ago.

YEARS AGO.


This shit is beyond ridiculous

at this point 

it really is.


Somebody needs to come to their senses.

And since they just absolutely 

refuse to do so?


Then I will come here

and tell everybody

what they already know.

She knows...

 

exactly

what I was talking about

last night.

She knows exactly

where she was 14 years ago.

EVERYBODY KNOWS.

This gig has been over for so long already

its ridiculous.


I knew who she was

every last time I ever ran into her

in all her various 

"characters", and

"Iterations"

etc.


14 years.

Anybody that says anything less?

Is a liar.

WHY

 


Keep on?

When everybody

already knows who is who

and what is what?


At what point in time

does my mental health

take precedence over 

over a reality show 

and its characters

that everybody already knows about?


Cause it just can not get here soon enough.


Fucking gaslighted

by every single person

around me for 14 years 

when I already knew better.


What greater good is being served?

When all you are doing 

is driving the one you say you love 

toward insanity?

WHY DO THAT?


You go live it.

See how well you hold up.

Aint but by the grace of God 

that I'm still alive.


Seems to me like

if you love somebody 

as much as you say you do?


Then their mental health

and them staying sane 

should have already taken

precedence.


I REITERATE.

IT"S NOT COMPLICATED.

Anybody

 

and I mean 

ANYBODY

that ever 

says anything else?

IS A FLAT OUT LIAR.


I


"Because you 

(Honey)

said.

Seven years ago:

(At that time)



"The time has come 

for him to bring 

his twos together."



That would be 

14 years ago now.


14 years."


We did not meet 

three years ago.


It is not complicated.

It's really not.


And this?

This was almost year ago.


Monday, 

February 17, 2025

"More Yet!"


Time is coming 

to be living  in my reality.

Cause this aint it.


Not even close.

Thursday, January 29, 2026

OBEY/DISOBEY

 

From

The Encyclopedia of 

Bible Words.



(Thx Diane.)


OBEY/DISOBEY

Often our understanding of the Bible is subtly colored. When we read the Bible, we often import a tone of voice into our reading. The words we read may seem harsh or impersonal, or strident and demanding, not because they are so used in the Bible, but because we intuitively feel this way about the words them-selves. This is particularly a danger when we read of obedience or disobedience. All too often the warmth and love that infuse the passages that speak of them are replaced by a cold impersonality that we bring with us and that robs Scripture of its meaning.


OT 

1. To hear and obey


NT

2. The Greek words


3. Obedience and disobedience 

in Jesus' teaching


4. The obedience of Jesus


5. Obedience and faith


6. Summary


OT-1. To hear and obey. 

The basic word translated "obey" in the OT is šāma", "to hear." The biblical concept stresses effective hearing one who truly hears will respond with obedience See: Hear/Listen

The OT portrays obedience as the appropriate response of God's covenant people to his revelation. In this sense, obedience is the outward expression of a heart that has turned to God

Throughout the OT, obedience is intimatcly associated with blessing. The person and generation that lives in intimate relationship with the Lord will esperience the blessing he yearns to extend to his people. So God promises, "Follow my decrees and be careful to obey my laws, and you will live safely in the land. Then the land will yield its fruit, and you will eat your fill and live there in safety (Lev 25:18-19, ct. Dt 4:30). God's call to obedience is, at the same time, a call to holiness and an invitation to blessing: "Hear, O Israel, and be careful to obey so that it may go well with you and that you may increase greatly in a land flowing with milk and honey (Dt 6:3).

Obedience enabled God to bless his people, but disobedience led necessarily to discipline. "See, God told them, "I am setting before you today a blessing and a curse-the blessing if you obey the commands of the LORD your God that I am giving you today, the curse if you disobey the commands of the Lord your God and turn from the way that I command you today by following other gods (Dt 11:26-28). The consequences of obedience and disobedience were fully explained for Israel in Dt 28 and 30.

We need to hear both the promises and the warnings as they were uttered-i.e.. in the warmest and most loving of tones. This is how the OT believer who truly loved and trusted the Lord heard God's instructions on obedience and his warnings about disobedience. Thus, the psalmist did not regard God's call to obedience as a cold command that aroused resentment. Instead, his deep love for God enabled him to hear God's call as the loving invitation it truly was, an invitation filled with promise: "Do good to your servant according to your word, O Loan. Teach me knowledge and good judgment, for I believe in your commands Before I was afflicted I went astray, but now I obey your word. You are good; teach me your decrees...The law from your mouth is more precious to me than thousands of pieces of silver and gold.  (Ps 119;65-68,72).


NT-2. The Greek words. 

Two  different families of Greek words are linked with "obedience" and "disobedience"

Peitho means to convince or "to persuade" obedience: a person who is persuaded." It is logically linked with obedience: a person who is persuaded to obey a demand obeys it. This root is translated "obey" only three times NASB (Ro 2:18. Heb 13:17: Jas 3:3)

Another word from the same root is much stronger and is used of obeying a superior. That word is peitharcheo. It occurs four times in the NT (Ac 5:29,32:  27:21, Tit 3:1)

Disobedience is expressed by negative forms of this root: apeithei, apeithes and apeitheo.  In most usages in the NT disobedience is viewed as disobedience to God (except in Ro 1:30, 2Ti 3:2).

Strikingly, disobedience does not 

stand in contrast 

in the NT with obedience 

but in contrast with faith. 

The reason for the contrast in the NT with obedience but in critical linkage is explored by the writer of Hebrews (see 5 below).

The other family of Greek words for obedience and disobedience is, like the OT concept linked with hearing. The emphatic form of akouo, "to hear", which in all its forms means "to obey." The sense here as in the OT is that of understanding and following. Obedience can be spoken of as an attitude (2 Co 2:9, Php 2:12) and most particularly as a faith-rooted disposition. In many contexts obedience to Christ or the gospel has the same meaning as faith in Christ and a faith response to the gospel. In (e.g., Ro 15:18, 16:26; 2 Th 1:8). 


3. Obedience and disobedience in Jesus' teaching. 

In Jesus' teaching, as in the OT, obedience is a relational term.  Obedience flows out of a personal relationship and is motivated only by love. The reality of a relationship with God is demonstrated by one's obedience to him. This theme is developed in several key passages particularly in the Last Supper discourse (Jn 14-17) The following are key statements in that discourse Who ever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me...If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching...He who does not love me will not obey my teaching. If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as  I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love  (Jn14:21,23,24, 15:10). 

The picture provided here is vital Obedience flows from a love relationship with God and cannot be generated by any other motivating force. Jesus maintained his own unique fellowship with  the Father through that responsive relationship with him portrayed as obedience. We too maintain our fellowship with Jesus and the father by responding to his words and teaching with obedience.

Later the apostle John picks up this theme and develops it. Obedience is one of those qualities that give the believer evidence that he is living in close fellowship with the Lord (1 Jn 2:3: 3-22,24, 5:3).


4. The obedience of Jesus. 

In his discourse on obedience, Jesus held him self up as an example. Two passages from the Epistles examine Jesus obedience. Php 2 is a call to the Christian to adopt a Christlike attitude. Jesus, devoid of pride, took on human nature Then. "being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death-even death on a cross (Php 2:8). Subsequently Jesus was raised from death and was exalted to the highest place in our universe.

The passage has two lessons. First, if we maintain this attitude of Jesus, we will be able to work out the fullest possible expression of our salvation (2:12). Only when we live in full accord with God's will can our actions be in accord with his good purpose (2:13). 

In Jesus' full commitment to God's will for him, 

he demonstrated the level of commitment 

we are to achieve. 

And he showed us the result: exaltation. 

This is the second lesson about obedience. 

It produces blessing

but this blessing may not be experienced until 

resurrection occurs.


(For most, agreed.

Notice it didn't say rapture but

resurrection

Printed by Zondervan, 1985.)


Hebrews 5:7-10 also speaks of Jesus obedience, especially his learning obedience and his "being made perfect" through it. the thought is that Jesus established his integrity by living a normal human life in which obedience was demanded. by actually living out obedience he was "perfected" in the sense of being demonstrably qualified to become "the source of eternal salvation for all who obey (i.e. believe in )him. (5:9)


5. Obedience and faith. 

Jesus spoke of our personal relationship with the Lord in terms of a love that generates obedience. The writer to the Hebrews examines the relationship of obedience to the responsive hearing of God's Word that expresses faith and trust in him.


First, disobedience stems from a hard heart (Heb 3:7-11) The heart is further characterized as a sinful, unbelieving heart that turns away from the living God (v. 12). The modern reader is warned not to hear God today with a similarly hard heart. Both the attitude and the resulting disobedience of the earlier generation was located in unbelief (v. 19).


God has spoken in Scripture. 

(I wish it would have said something about

he speaks to us in prayer too.)

One response to the Word is an expression of the sinful heart, which simply will not trust God. This response is disobedience The other response, obedience, comes from a heart that trusts God, being persuaded that he is able to guide his people into rest (Heb 4:1-11)


6. Summary. 

Greek and Hebrew words view obedience as a response. One hears, grasps what is communicated, and acts on it. Thus, obedience is essentially linked to God's revelation. God initiates by speaking, creatures respond by obeying.

In both Testaments, obedience is also closely linked with relationship. It was God's intention to guide his OT people to blessing by speaking to them in statute and commandment. If they obeyed, they would find the blessing he yearned to give. If they disobeyed, they would find only tragedy and necessary discipline.


Thus, the call to obedience in the OT is God's loving invitation to blessing, and not some cold, impersonal command. In the NT, obedience is further demonstrated and analyzed. Jesus lived a life of obedience and in so doing demonstrated the exaltation that comes at last to the person who obeys God. Jesus' teaching linked obedience to love; only the person who loves God will obey him. The NT goes on to link obedience with faith; only the person who trusts God will obey him. Thus, biblically speaking, there is a definite and vital connection between faith in God, love for God, and obedience to God, and all are a result of God's work in a person's life.

The NT testifies that today as well as in sacred history, an obedience that is motivated by love and exists as an expression of faith is necessary in order to stay close to God. We live in fellowship with God only as we obey him.

So obedience, properly understood, is never a cold or impersonal thing. God's call to obedience is a loving invitation to experience his best. Our response flows from a growing love for God and ex-presses our confidence that God is living and able. Only in a deep and loving relationship can the biblical import of obedience be understood.



HIGHLIGHTS


"one who truly hears 

will respond with obedience"


"Throughout the OT, obedience is intimaetly associated with blessing."


"Obedience can be spoken of as an attitude and most particularly as a faith-rooted disposition."


"In Christian thought, "disposition" has two meanings. Firstly, it may refer to a deliberately practiced habit of behaving in a certain way, for example, "a virtue is an habitual and firm disposition to do the good."[9] Secondly, it may refer to a state of a person that is required for reception of a sacrament, for example, a disposition of genuine repentance is required for the forgiveness of sins in confession"


"...obedience is a relational term.  Obedience flows out of a personal relationship and is motivated only by love. The reality of a relationship with God is demonstrated by one's obedience to him.


"Obedience is one of those qualities that give the believer evidence that he is living in close fellow ship with the Lord" 


"This is the second lesson about obedience. It produces blessing, but this blessing may not be experienced until resurrection occurs.


("Heaven on earth

for telling you hell is coming.")


"One hears, grasps what is communicated, and acts on it. Thus, obedience is essentially linked to God's revelation. God initiates by speaking, creatures respond by obeying."


"In both Testaments, 

obedience is also closely linked 

with relationship."


"Thus, the call to obedience in the OT is God's loving invitation to blessing, and not some cold, impersonal command."


"...only the person who loves God will obey him. The NT goes on to link obedience with faith; only the person who trusts God will obey him."


"God's call to obedience is a loving invitation to experience his best. Our response flows from a growing love for God and ex-presses our confidence that God is living and able. Only in a deep and loving relationship can the biblical import of obedience be understood."



Hebrews 4:7

God again set a certain day, calling it “Today.” 

This he did when a long time later 

he spoke through David, 

as in the passage already quoted:


“Today, if you hear his voice,

    do not harden your hearts.”


Psalm 95:7,8

for he is our God

    and we are the people of his pasture,

    the flock under his care.


Today, if only you would hear his voice,

8 “Do not harden your hearts as you did at Meribah,[a]

    as you did that day at Massah[b] in the wilderness,


Meribah means quarreling.

Massah means testing.


Me and honey 

both heard his voice

independent of 

one another:


"BE YOURSELF

JUST GO TELL THEM."

(What I tell you to.)


Acts 5:29

Peter and the other apostles replied: 

We must obey God 

rather than human beings!


So me and honey 

are in good company,

and

we don't worry 

about anything

other than 

if you are going 

to believe us or not.


What about you?

What would you do?


If God told you 

he wanted you 

to go and do 

some crazy things 

nobody 

really understood at the time?


If you really loved him?

You would obey him

and do what he told you.


Godspeed.

Journey well my friends.

Wednesday, January 28, 2026

WHERE

 


ARE ALL THE 

"RIGHT TO LIFE"

HYPOCRITES 

???????????



WHAT ABOUT HIS

"RIGHT TO LIFE"

??????????


WHY ARE YOU NOT 

COMPLAINING 

ABOUT A

LIVING HUMAN BEING

WITH A SOUL

HAVING HIS LIFE

UNJUSTLY TAKEN AWAY

??????????


IF IT WAS AN AMALGMATION

OF CELLS IN A UTERUS

YOU WOULD BE 

HAVING A COMPLETE

COME APART

ABOUT IT

!!!!!!!!!!


WHEN YOU CARE MORE

ABOUT SOMETHING 

YOU DONT EVEN KNOW

HAS A SOUL OR NOT:


Ecclesiastes 11:5


As thou 

knowest not 

what is the way 

of the spirit


(Neshama

"Derived from 

the Hebrew word for breath

Neshama refers to the soul 

breathed into humans 

by God"


Oh you know, 

kinda like Adam:


Genesis 2:7

And the Lord God formed man 

of the dust of the ground, 

and breathed into his nostrils 

the breath of life

and man became 

a living soul.)


nor how the bones do grow

 in the womb of her

 that is with child: 

even so thou knowest not 

the works of God 

who maketh all.


THAN YOU DO 

A LIVING BREATHING 

HUMAN BEING 

WITH A SOUL?


YOU JUST MIGHT BE

UNDER THE INFLUENCE 

OF SATAN.


SO ONE MORE TIME:

HOW DOES AN 

AMALGAMATION OF CELLS

IN A UTERUS


(Nobody knows when the souls enters the body.

NOBODY!


Ecclesiastes 11:5

As thou 

knowest not 

what is the way 

of the spirit.


TAKE PRECEDENCE

OVER A LIVING 

BREATHING HUMAN BEING?


IT IS SIMPLY PERVERSE

TO PUT

THE POTENTIAL FOR LIFE

ABOVE THAT 

WHICH IS 

ALREADY LIVING.


THE ABSOLUTE SILENCE

FROM

"THE RIGHT TO LIFE 

MOVEMENT"

IS JUST DISGUSTING

IT IS JUST SICK.

MAKES ME WANNA VOMIT.


I cant wait 

to run in to 

some of yall 

at the county fair.


For years,

I have been holding back.

NOT ANY MORE.


I GOT SOME QUESTIONS

FOR ALL YALL.

AND IF THERE IS A 

DISTURBANCE?

THEN SO BE IT.


John Wesley caused a few 

in his time as well. 

"Random Ramblings" from the coffee table this AM.

 



"Five Components 

of the Soul."


The Bishop

Mar Mari Emmanuel 


1) Subconscious mind.

Memory.

"Hard Drive" storage.


2) Conscious mind.


3) Will.

Spirit - SOUL - Memory


4) Feelings/Emotions


5) Thoughts


SIMPLY PUT:


Every last one of those 

requires energy

which 

can not be destroyed

it can only transformed.


Those five components,

 related to your own 

individual frequency 


(Your DNA code 

is your "radio station" dial

for your own

individual consciousness) 


will absolutely reside 

somewhere forever.


Chuck Missler 

was saying the same exact thing

over 30 years ago.





"Bosom of Abraham"



"Amen, 
Do It All Again.
Rock My Soul 
In The Bosom Of Abraham.
Spit Shine And A Three Piece Suit,
Good Lord I Got To Thank You 
'Cause You Do It Like You Do.
Hallelujah, All The People In The Back.
Hallelujah, It's Tight Like That.
Hallelujah, All The People Up Front.
Tight Like That, Rapture, Rock."



"Don't try to sell me your New Age guru troubles
'cause I'm already reeling doing that good-time gospel shuffle
And all your thumpings about your Armageddon
Ain't no big deal, 
"cause I already hang with Him"

"Can I get a witness for the rock of ages?
For the rock of ages?
Can I get a witness for the rock of ages?
For the rock of ages?"

First time I heard it it about blew me away.
We had company or were busy or something
so I didnt have a chance to see 
who it was or what the song name was or anything
all I remembered was:

"Amen, 
Do It All Again.
Rock My Soul 
In The Bosom Of Abraham."

It took a lil bit
but eventually I found it again.
Don't really know anything about em.

Listened to some other songs of theirs 
and couldn't really find much else
that appealed to me.

This song though :-).


"Amen, 

Do It All Again.

Rock My Soul 

In The Bosom Of Abraham."


Gets stuck in my head 

somedays.


PROVERBS 3:13-18


Proverbs 3:13-18


13 Blessed are those 

who find wisdom,

    those who gain 

understanding,


(Just in case you couldn't tell?

Those two things 

are in exceedingly

short supply these days.)


14 for she is more profitable than silver

    and yields better returns than gold.


15 She (Wisdom) is more precious than rubies;

    nothing you desire can compare with her.


16 Long life is in her right hand;

    in her left hand are riches and honor.


17 Her ways are pleasant ways,

    and all her paths are peace.


18 She is a tree of life 

to those who take hold of her;

    those who hold her fast 

will be blessed.


(Heaven on Earth

for warning you

Hell is comin.

KEEP DOUBTING.

Look at your world 

for goodness sakes.)


Isaiah 5:20

Woe unto them 

that call evil good, 

and good evil; 

that put darkness for light, 

and light for darkness; 

that put bitter for sweet, 

and sweet for bitter!


HEY FRANKLIN GRAHAM

AND EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU

SOLD OUT, DELUSIONAL

YOU KNOW WHATS.


COME EXPLAIN 


Woe unto them 

that call evil good, 

and good evil; 


TO ME.


CAUSE IF YOU 

ARE CALLING THIS GOOD?



WOE

(A warning of impending doom)

is certain to find you.


Woe unto them 

that call evil good, 

and good evil; 

that put darkness for light, 

and light for darkness; 


Did I mention:

Wisdom and understanding

are in exceedingly

short supply these days?

Just wondering.


AND shame on every last one of ya

Franklin Graham, Paula White,
and Joel Olsten types.

Shame on every last one of ya.

You are simply beyond disgusting.


Romans 1:28

"I will give them over 

to a reprobate mind."



Seems appropriate 

to the entire lot of ya.


"Scripture has traveled

this arc before."


Country preacher :-).

Cant imagine who :-).


What arc is that?


Revelation 13:4

"And they worshipped the dragon 

which gave power unto the beast: 

and they worshipped the beast, 

saying, 

Who is like unto the beast? 

who is able to make war with him?


Interpreters Bible Exposition


"Whenever we allow 

political considerations 

to replace the authority 

of moral 

and spiritual judgements, 

the day of 

political idolatry 

has arrived."


"Scripture has traveled

this arc before."


Indeed...

and way to often 

in my book.


"A strongman isn't a savior."


If you honestly believe?

If you are truly 

a "sincere" Christian?


Then what would you ever need 

a "strongman" for in the first place?


Unless you 

just wanted to preserve

your comfort level.


"GOD DONT CARE ABOUT

YOUR COMFORT."


If you think he does?

Then go ask Job or Paul

about theirs.


God cares about 

your faithfulness

and your 

obedience.


And he particularly cares about

your obedience

to his will 

for your life

which way more times than not

is not what you would want 

if left to your own devices.


Comfort has a way

of removing these things:

Faithfulness and Obedience

to God.


That is why 

he is about 

to take them away 

from you.


Hey?

Nothing else has worked.

So what do you think

he is going to do?


Genesis 15:6

And he 

(Abram) 

believed in the Lord

and he counted it to him 

for righteousness.


And so did 

me and Honey

when we heard him

(The Hebrew word for "obey" 

actually means; "To Hear.")

speak to us

and

God has counted it to us

for righteousness.


And we really don't care 

if you dont think so.


"The fruit"

from our tree?

speaks for itself.


Matthew 7:15-20


Beware of false prophets, 

which come to you in sheep's clothing, 

but inwardly they are ravening wolves.


16 Ye shall know them by their fruits. 

Do men gather grapes of thorns, 

or figs of thistles?


17 Even so 

every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; 

but a corrupt tree 

bringeth forth evil fruit.



18 A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, 

neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit.


19 Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit 

is hewn down, and cast into the fire.


20 Wherefore by their fruits 

ye shall know them.


Oh yes it most certainly does.