Somebody knows I like threes...
Now if I could just get her to show some face.
Love you
ttyl.
First Known Use: 1600
Tuesday, January 7, 2014
Morning Sunshine.
A balmy -2 this AM lol.
"Your girl is cute,"
"Why you?"
Cause I act like I deserve her? Cause I am not afraid to make her mad or to walk away if I felt like it's what I needed to? Cause she had never met anyone like me and just couldn't believe my kind still existed?
Something like that.
Love you.
Gotta get back down so I can get back up.
Rumi
Not the ones speaking the same language, But the ones sharing the same feeling understand each other.
Night.
Love you.
Monogrammed and manicured.
Monogrammed and manicured.
That and an address all I need.
Call my bluff sometime.
See what happens.
A three...
on that post?
I was just fishing to see if maybe or something like that.
My goodness GF.
What on earth have I done to deserve this?
You up to somethin' Bambi?
I like threes...
Somebody keeps giving me three's.
I like threes.
That's not being so ornery anymore.
Somebody is doing something they know I like.
Hum...interesting.
Wat I want to know is?
Lil Miss Dingleberry.
Did ya come back to the NOC that first night cause you honestly couldn't find your way upstairs?
Or did you just wanna second look?
Bet I know the answer...
"...Come..."
"...Come winter
I will build you a fire
of the bones
of who I used to be.
Before you came
and washed the weary away,
before you came here for me..."
Love you Virgie.
Night.
Monday, January 6, 2014
Carol...
Carol was great today.
She knows wats up.
Known me too long.
Mindy was great as well.
That face.
Just priceless.
It was like "OMG! It does exist! It's not a figment of my imagination! I knew it was true!This guy is gonna make this happen".
I could just see her sitting there all giddy on the inside clapping her hands"
What an awesome feeling.
It's just starting Lucy.
"Sir...
"Sir?"
"Yeah?"
"The only reason I know she lived here was because the two girls in the apartment next door told me."
What a piece of shit.
Didn't even wanna admit who he was or have me find out in any way shape or form.
That's character?
That's integrity?
I better not cross his path.
Ever.
Sorry, sometime it's like a flashback just comes to me out of the blue and I'm trying to set it straight in my head.
I don't want to know anything.
He just needs to be gone.
They always find another victim sooner or later anyway.
Me and him meeting up just don't need to happen.
Ever.
"Marine with issues."
Like it would even fucking matter.
He deserves a beat down just for lying to me.
POS.
"I wouldn't say...
"I wouldn't say two words to 10 people around here before I left."
Mindy just smiled. I said "Watch and see."
She was talking about when she did the books for a hardware store. Guy came in to get seeds. She asked him what kind of seeds he needed for his green beans...He said "The Jolly Green Giant ones if you got 'em." She told him "Nah...you'll have to get those at wal-mart." guy said "Seriously? that's the only place that has 'em?" He was serious. He was oblivious to her trying to be funny.
Lots of them around here. I went to work for Adult Ed here in the county when Alcoa was closing and my job was cut. Did volunteer work when I was unemployed and they had some grant money and tada...employed. It's where I met Dave, he came on board later. Anyway, guys from the plant I worked at were coming in to take pre-employment testing. I was tutoring them.
5th grade, 4th grade, 3rd grade 6th grade, 8th grade
Reading and math scores.
Mostly.
A few 12.9's but not many.
And mostly from surrounding counties, not here.
Mostly.
A few 12.9's but not many.
And mostly from surrounding counties, not here.
I was dumbfounded.
I had worked at another aluminum plant before being downsized and going to Alcoa.
The people already employed there weren't much better off.
Most of them anyway.
Nich always says "Yeah, I gotta deal with their offspring." It's a valid point lol. I don't argue it.
I just thought "These are the people wanna look down on us? Cause they work here or there? Cause their spouse works here or there? Cause they got some nice house? Cause they were born here live here and will die here?And because their last name is____ fill in the blank."
Lady at the Child Support office is a great example.
Left her job with the County.
Went to work in Owensboro.
Her family is friends with County Attorney. That's how she got her job back here. I went up there the first time after she was in her position. She just looked down on me like how dare you want this poor lil thing to pay you child support. I felt obliged to tell her about some shit the wonderful Mrs.Joanna had pulled. Didn't matter.
Later that day we were both getting gas. She saw me on the bike. You wanna talk about looking down on somebody. I wanted to go say something to her. But I didn't. I knew better. Discretion. Took me a long time to learn that.
One time she was quoting the wrong numbers to me...I looked at her file folder and it had somebody eles's name on it, when I point it out to her shes looking at the wrong case? Very polite, very professional...and now I'm the asshole? Cause you can't even perform the simplest of task without getting it wrong?
I made sure mom and Al heard all about her. Al knows her. He worked with her on the United Way fund raising drive and such. I'm sure he got the word out about how unhappy I was with Mrs. LaMar and her service. Even today, I asked for the 2012 records, she printed out the 2013. It's everybody all the time, Christian, his attorney, me, Fawn, anybody you talk to, she fucks shit up every time she touches something.
Carol just rolled her eyes when I told her how much I look forward to paying her a visit.
Anyway, these workers around here?
Lady at the Child Support office is a great example.
Left her job with the County.
Went to work in Owensboro.
Her family is friends with County Attorney. That's how she got her job back here. I went up there the first time after she was in her position. She just looked down on me like how dare you want this poor lil thing to pay you child support. I felt obliged to tell her about some shit the wonderful Mrs.Joanna had pulled. Didn't matter.
Later that day we were both getting gas. She saw me on the bike. You wanna talk about looking down on somebody. I wanted to go say something to her. But I didn't. I knew better. Discretion. Took me a long time to learn that.
One time she was quoting the wrong numbers to me...I looked at her file folder and it had somebody eles's name on it, when I point it out to her shes looking at the wrong case? Very polite, very professional...and now I'm the asshole? Cause you can't even perform the simplest of task without getting it wrong?
I made sure mom and Al heard all about her. Al knows her. He worked with her on the United Way fund raising drive and such. I'm sure he got the word out about how unhappy I was with Mrs. LaMar and her service. Even today, I asked for the 2012 records, she printed out the 2013. It's everybody all the time, Christian, his attorney, me, Fawn, anybody you talk to, she fucks shit up every time she touches something.
Carol just rolled her eyes when I told her how much I look forward to paying her a visit.
Anyway, these workers around here?
Please.
I mean seriously? These are the 21st century skills you possess and you think the world owes you $18-$22 an hour?
With a house and a boat and a four wheeler and a mansion on the hill?
It's just not the reality of the world any more.
This area gonna get hit hard.
Maybe another 20 -30 years but it's coming .
Amazing it hasn't happened yet.
People living in a time warp around here.
People living in a time warp around here.
I'm not trying to be arrogant, which this could easily be misconstrued as, just being realistic and pointing out what should be apparent.
People just don't ever wanna think about the day when these plants won't be here.
People just don't ever wanna think about the day when these plants won't be here.
This day in age?
This global economy?
It's coming.
Thankfully, as in everyday thankfully, we will be gone.
It's coming.
Thankfully, as in everyday thankfully, we will be gone.
I tell Nich all the time his competition?
The 12 year old in India that's already mastered SQL.
"Well that's crazy to leave home." - Christian.
Not when it aint home no more it aint sir.
"The more I study: politics, philosophy, religion, history, economics, the more enlightened I become? The more I can't stand it around here any more."
Nich, tonight.
Me too.
Time to move on.
I flat out told him last night that I thought the biggest mistakes parents make is to make their child their lives. That he was a part of my life, just like my job was a part of my life. But being his parent doesn't define me as a person. No more than working in the NOC defines me as a person. I define me as a person. Period. Always have. Always will.
Here's why: If your child defines you, then who are you when they are gone out on their own? Not me buddy. I know who I am. Been him for a long time before you ever entered the picture.
Character, consistency, integrity...eventually it attracts like minded people.
Always has.
Always will.
No need to ever think it won't
Period.
End of story.
I told him he would always have a room to come back to, but between 18-21 years old he had to be gone.
I got a life to live.
Not his life.
My life.
He gets it confused sometimes.
Thinks it's him that's the reason things are happening lol.
Guilty of "kewl" by association on occasion.
Thinks he's kewl just because he's around me lol.
Don't work that way.
He should count his blessings to have been around it for a while.
Now son:
"Go get your own."
Love you Bambi.
Peace.
"Well that's crazy to leave home." - Christian.
Not when it aint home no more it aint sir.
"The more I study: politics, philosophy, religion, history, economics, the more enlightened I become? The more I can't stand it around here any more."
Nich, tonight.
Me too.
Time to move on.
I flat out told him last night that I thought the biggest mistakes parents make is to make their child their lives. That he was a part of my life, just like my job was a part of my life. But being his parent doesn't define me as a person. No more than working in the NOC defines me as a person. I define me as a person. Period. Always have. Always will.
Here's why: If your child defines you, then who are you when they are gone out on their own? Not me buddy. I know who I am. Been him for a long time before you ever entered the picture.
Character, consistency, integrity...eventually it attracts like minded people.
Always has.
Always will.
No need to ever think it won't
Period.
End of story.
I told him he would always have a room to come back to, but between 18-21 years old he had to be gone.
I got a life to live.
Not his life.
My life.
He gets it confused sometimes.
Thinks it's him that's the reason things are happening lol.
Guilty of "kewl" by association on occasion.
Thinks he's kewl just because he's around me lol.
Don't work that way.
He should count his blessings to have been around it for a while.
Now son:
"Go get your own."
Love you Bambi.
Peace.
You're...
You're just amazing.
Radiating
Beautiful
Intelligence.
You.
Yes, that was mine.
All mine.
About you.
I was...
I was woken up by a phone call at 1 PM today lol. It was my attorney. I had tried to call her last night but with no signal I couldn't get through. We were supposed to meet at 8 AM this morning after I took Nicholas to school. There was no school. I didn't think she would be open for business. I told her I could be there in 20 minutes and I was, with the child support records from 2013. I had to go to the child support office and get the records for 2012 as well. I asked her what the hold up was and why things were taking so long. She said she honestly believed that since Candi (Her honest to god real name and no, she is not hot lol) had her hip replaced and everyone in her office had quit lol. She thought that was the reason for the delay more than anything premeditated on their part. Which is good. But I still told Carol "Her ability to staff her office should not impact my and my son's future, that's her problem." I'll tell her to her face, I'll tell it to her face in court. Speaking of a life we're gonna live...is there anything you can think of that would put the shit Nich has been through any farther behind him than all of us being together? Me neither...her and her past behavior will just be a long lost distant memory very very quickly...
Speaking of which we have a date! A court date that is. Jan 14th. Next Tuesday. Of all days. lol. Had to be Jan.14th. Nich's birthday. Least I am off work. Motion of contempt of court for not paying child support. Seems almost like poetic justice if you ask me. Carol is hoping by forcing her hand she will just sign her rights away. Hope it works. Going to bring up I need the right to relocate for economic reason to within a particular geographic radius. Say 250 miles? That ought to be more than enough right Lucy?. I can hear Carol already, "Mr. Hollifield has been driving 90 miles one way to work for going on four years, if he were able to...":-) Hows that grab ya Lucy? I think it sounds great.
Carol said "Your girl is cute". I told her condensed version of the story. Told her about my list that I had made. That you just walked in one day. Shes a very smart woman Carol. Her first question? "Well did ya say thanks?" Well yeah...like everyday...duh. "Why you?" she ask laughing lol...Showed her the pic of me and Nich at Dave Mathews...she just smiled, "Its a good pic" she said. "Keep in mind we had just met and I was sitting there in khakis and a sport shirt." Told her I saw your jaw drop lol. Told her about Joe Williams. Told her about how mad he was for no, absolutely no reason. Told her the pre-story that goes with Joe. What she say? "Oh my...that's too funny, of course he was jealous, after what you had told him?" She got it, first time right off the bat, never heard anything about it before. Told her you were talking to my friends and that every once in a while I would pick u on something but that it was obvious...She just smiled and said "You deserve it. All you been through." I was kind of like that's the way I look at it as well. Told then I text you at three in the AM all the time tell you to tell me to leave right now and watch what happens. You should have seen the look on Mindy's face. That's Carols aid. She lit up. She's 40 or so, cute, funny, very married. When I'm waiting to see Carol or talking to her on the phone it makes it bearable cause shes nice. Anyway, she had that "Oh my god he means it" look on her face. Carol has known me a long time, she wasn't shocked at all. I didn't tell Mindy the story but showed her pictures of the lake at Sunset...Your song just came on lol "Here comes my girl" live version, just balled my eyes out...anyway where was I? Oh yeah...Showed her the waterfalls...didn't even mention anything about bikes lol...Just told her about you...Told them I had told Chad..."Dude, one day if she says come I'm out of here..." Chad knows, he don't have to tell me, he see other forces at work here as well. I told Carol and Mindy "When I'm gone I'll purge my Face book account of about 50 people, Carol chimes in "The ones who think you're just wanting to show off." Told you she was sharp as a tack. I pointed right at her and said "exactly". I would leave the people who have known and loved us from the beginning and wanted to know what was going on in our lives and the rest of them can go away. Mindy said she didn't like all these people posting about how great their lives are on FB. I said those the ones that are miserable. Again she just looks at me startled like "OMG, he's right". I told her "A wise man once told me, a rich man aint gotta prove he's rich, if their lives were so great they wouldn't feel the need to show everyone." It's why I put my pics on Goggle + it was picassa web albums before and everything was already there, if somebody wants to see them great, they will have to want to go there and see them...if not I don't really give a shit.
Came home, laundry, chix and dumpling for lunch, laundry...brewed a pot of coffee, wrote this...taking down the tree tonight...Auburn vs. Fla St for college football title...gotta go with Auburn (SEC Team)...watched lock stock and two smoking barrels with Nich last night, gonna watch Goodfellas tonight...school is already cancelled for tomorrow...
Love you Virgie.
I'll give you your fairy tale ending...you know I will...
ttyl sweetheart...
Peace.
Morning...
Morning beautiful.
What do you think I have been doing?
What else can I do?
Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
and lean not on your own understanding;
Like...
Like I didn't see you in here all day Friday looking at old post...trying to get some kind of contact...please.
Nicholas is getting too cocky and too arrogant I think I know why.
Better tell him to tone it down.
Grannys beat down at the dinner table was priceless.
I just sat there and smiled,
I knew this day was coming.
It was over pretty quick.
Al told Alan..."Sorry you had to see that..."
Alan was shrugging it off when I said 'Part of growin' up..."
Alan said "Yep...that it is...".
He leans on you when he hears what he doesn't wanna...
It's way obvious.
Don't ever think I'm stupid, don't ever take me for granted and be my LB in the bedroom...amongst other places lol...
and life will be fine...
Promise.
Sunday, January 5, 2014
fre·quent·ly
Matches up well with...obliterated.
Just sayin.
fre·quent·ly (fr
kw
nt-l)
fre•quent•ly (ˈfri kwənt li)
adv.
frequently
Just sayin.
fre·quent·ly (fr
kwnt-l)
adv.
At frequent intervals; often.
The
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fre•quent•ly (ˈfri kwənt li)
adv.
often; many times; at short intervals.
[1525–35]
syn: See often.
Random
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Thesaurus Legend: Synonyms Related Words Antonyms
| Adv. | 1. | frequently - many times at short intervals; "we often met over a cup of coffee"
infrequently
- not many times; "in your 1850 church you not infrequently find a
dramatic contrast between the sumptuous appointments of the building
itself and the inhuman barrack-like living conditions in the church
room"
|
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frequently
adverb often, commonly, repeatedly, many times, very often, oft (archaic or poetic), over and over again, habitually, customarily, oftentimes (archaic), not infrequently, many a time, much Iron supplements are frequently given to pregnant women.
rarely, occasionally, seldom, infrequently, once in a blue moon (informal), hardly ever
rarely, occasionally, seldom, infrequently, once in a blue moon (informal), hardly ever
A three...
Thats bull shit you wouldn't be in there if I paid ya to be.
Know how I know?
Cause your ornery like that that's how I know.
Couple...
Couple of comments left today...
One in Italian and one in Japanese.
Was somebody jonesin for attention?
You got the damn number girlfriend...
and the address
and my sons number
and the e-mail address.
Your fingers still work?
They better...
For...
whatever reason, I feel like I hit a home run. I feel like I been pretty on the money with some intuition as so forth. This is not just any home run but a bottom of the ninth bases loaded, two outs, full count, down by three, game seven of the World Series home run.
But you know, what ever you do don't ever clue the guy in that had the ideas to start with...
Oh no no no no no...
lets keep that guy in the dark as long as possible...
that sounds like a good plan...
that's a good idea...
Women logic...
Just kills me.
Probably cause there is none.
Sorry,
Didn't mean that...
Meant...
Not very much.
Peace.
I'm...
I'm probably not going to church tomorrow or to work Monday. The high Monday is forecast for a wopping -3 degrees. I can't run the risk of getting stranded in that.
I just get frustrated cause I feel like we should have already been together by now and that what ever the hold up is you won't just tell me. It's proably not even a hold up at all you just think it is...lol women...
Love you.
Night.
I thought it was funny...
obliterate
oblit·er·ate
transitive verb \ə-ˈbli-tə-ˌrāt, ō-\
: to destroy (something) completely so that nothing is left
oblit·er·at·edoblit·er·at·ing
Full Definition of OBLITERATE
1
a : to remove utterly from recognition or memory
b : to remove from existence : destroy utterly all trace, indication, or significance of
c : to cause to disappear (as a bodily part or a scar) or collapse (as a duct conveying body fluid) : remove 4 obliterated
2
: to make undecipherable or imperceptible by obscuring or wearing away
Examples of OBLITERATE
obliterated
Origin of OBLITERATE
Latin oblitteratus, past participle of oblitterare, from ob- ob- + littera letter
Related to OBLITERATE
- Synonyms
- abolish, black out, blot out, cancel, clean (up), efface, eradicate, erase, expunge, exterminate, extirpate, liquidate, annihilate, root (out), rub out, snuff (out), stamp (out), sweep (away), wipe out
Rhymes with OBLITERATE
oblit·er·ate
transitive verb \ə-ˈblit-ə-ˌrāt, ō-\ (Medical Dictionary)
oblit·er·at·edoblit·er·at·ing
Medical Definition of OBLITERATE
: to cause to disappear (as a bodily part or a scar) or collapse (as a duct conveying body fluid) obliterated
—oblit·er·a·tion noun
I'll...
I'll never forget it.
How could I?
Last couple of post I have not been looking for...
They just fall in my lap...
Just like always.
Just like they are always gonna.
Saturday, January 4, 2014
Rumi
We are even higher than the heavens,
we are greater than angels;
why should we not transcend both?
Our lodging-place is Majesty.
we are greater than angels;
why should we not transcend both?
Our lodging-place is Majesty.
:-)...
A three.
Thought you would like that.
Art from the third floor offices.
I'm just glad you let me be me.
But shit will happen.
Just like I say it will.
Promise.
You...
can give me two's.
one's.
nuthing.
Don't one plus.
Tell me again not to contact you.
I really just don't care.
You have pushed me to the point of seriously not giving a fuck.
Who could blame me?
Congratulations.
You've made this no fun anymore.
I'm sure that's what you wanted.
Trust...
Trust issues.
I been here 16 months.
Done everything I ever said I would.
You tell me who should have them?
I'll...
I'll say it right here and e-mail the link for everybody to see.
Fuck you.
Fuck your stupid lil girl bull shit.
Wanna fairy tale ending you could have had three times already.
What a crock of shit.
Just like a woman.
Give me a reason to give it to you and then maybe we will see.
Maybe.
If your lucky enough.
If I feel like it.
I don't kiss ass.
Period.
Not yours.
(Figuratively anyway lol).
Not nobodies.
Ever.
Never have.
Never will.
Go away.
I dare you.
Like I don't already know better.
Woman please...
I don't...
I don't care if you have three mansions and are a multimillionaire you don't show me shit.
Disrespectful, unappreciative just like always.
Straighten up and fly right.
Seriously, time to give me something to go on.
You want me?
You'll come get me.
You're gonna have to.
It's that simple.
Tired of the holding pattern.
Go do your bullshit with someone else.
Like you would even want to at this point.
Give me a fucking break.
I saw your jaw drop lol.
All you kept saying was
"That's so cool...that's so cool..."
I was sitting there thinking "Woman..if you only knew..."
Give me an address.
Where and when would be up to me at that point.
But I anit decrypting shit.
Ever.
Not for you or anybody.
I aint gotta.
And I fucking won't.
If I walked away tomorrow you'd be the one crying the blues on what you missed out on, not me, I did everything I could.
Not my fault you got a heart of stone.
That's your problem that you need to fix.
I don't know that you deserve a man of my caliber at this point.
You haven't shown that you do.
Think about it.
All things having been said, Morning sunshine ;-). Love you.
She better have my fucking name on her when I see her that's all I got to say.
I got playoff football the next two days.
Do you see where your ranking in terms of importance to my attention these days?
Stay warm.
Love you.
peace.
Tired...
Tired of your shit.
I do not need it.
Move it along or go the fuck away.
It's obvious you have no idea how to treat a man.
Go back to boys.
See how that works for you.
Friday, January 3, 2014
Thursday, January 2, 2014
You wanna...
You wanna go to worship?
I'll go.
Often as you want.
Only reason we're not going yet is cause of you.
Only reason we haven't been going for the last year is cause of you.
How many times you ever told me you want to go to worship with me?
Think about that.
Exactly...
0 times.
Thats how many.
So who is holding up who here from getting what they want?
Not me.
Speed it up.
No sense in it.
Been old for a while now.
You...
You understanding me?
Do I look like the kind of guy that would be kidding around about that?
Have I not shown you I mean what I say?
And that I say what I mean?
Is there anything I have said I would do that I haven't done?
What on earth makes you think that scenario would be any different?
Fun?
You don't even know what it is yet.
Who...
Who else do you think I would rather have eat my lunch than you Bambi?
You know who?
Yeah...
Nobody thats who.
:-).
Never.
Just want my wife.
A good woman for my son to look up to besides and in addition to his granny.
That's right...
:-).
This shit with Joanna will get fixed.
Soon.
Promise.
It's all thats holding us back from what I can tell.
I think...
I think I got most of it right lol. And if I didn't? I don't really care. I know your heart, that's all that matters. I got most of it right I bet ya lol. I told Nich the same story the other day when I was very aggravated about having to deal with Joanna and he didn't even flinch. Not the least bit. "What if she owns her own business and the house is paid off?" "Well then congratulations." he says so nonchalantly. Tells me he knows whats up...He likes his lil buddy from "Poland" lol...says she is "cute"..."progressive, forward thinking, liberal...plays video games". You don't say. This is a win-win-win for everybody. Say the word and I am there. Get me an address and I'll surprise you sometime this spring with a bike in your driveway. Call me and I'll leave right now.
I've told Chad the same thing. "I'll let you know first since it affects your work but I am telling you I am going to walk in here one day and say 'dude, I just gave my notice'.
Promise.
Really like Carol's response. It's the truth.
Love you.
My point is.
Get ready Bambi.
TI
TAN
IUM
Just sayin. Like you want less. Give me a break. Running with two ticketing systems and two alerting systems for a while. of course me and Chad would be the first to have to sit in here at night and do this. hardly any alerts for the day shift guys today. Were getting hammered. lots of bull shit alerts till groups decide what they want to be alerted on. meanwhile all we can do is write tickets.
Love you.
Sent my atourney an email today about you/us. I'll explain later when I have more time.
Not gonna be a lot of post tonight.
IUM
Just sayin. Like you want less. Give me a break. Running with two ticketing systems and two alerting systems for a while. of course me and Chad would be the first to have to sit in here at night and do this. hardly any alerts for the day shift guys today. Were getting hammered. lots of bull shit alerts till groups decide what they want to be alerted on. meanwhile all we can do is write tickets.
Love you.
Sent my atourney an email today about you/us. I'll explain later when I have more time.
Not gonna be a lot of post tonight.
Morning sunshine
"You show me that monogram and I'll give you your fairy-tale ending.
Seems fair."
Pretty much.
It doesn't have to be crude. Just a pic right below the panty line to show me you've had it done. Hell you could Photoshop it for all I care, just making me think it's been done would be reason enough to give you your fairy tale ending...duh...
Not like you couldn't have had this ending three time already or anything.
Nich is fighting the powers that be about algebra.
Please talk to him and help calm his nerves.
He thinks everything is the end of civilization lol.
It's freshman algebra for God sakes!
There will be bigger crises in his life.
Rumi
Try not to resist the changes that come your way. Instead let life live through you. And do not worry that your life is turning upside down. How do you know that the side you are used to is better than the one to come?
Past
Past your bedtime Lucy.
I can just hear those "rules girls" "Don't worry about it! If he's "the one" it aint gonna stop him from keeping on a comin". I guess they kinda had a point after all. To an extent anyway lol. Anything can be over done sweetheart.
Love you.
Night.
Seriously, you should see the looks on some of the guys faces around here. They just look at you like "You aint worried about this? You don't have your concerns?"
That's the way they look at you anyway.
I just figure, we write tickets and we call people.
So what's really all that different?
It's just a job.
I like to do a good job everywhere I go.
But I learned a long time ago to not let it define who I am as a person.
Peace.
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
IF...
you need me to get a job in Nashville then thats what I'll do.
you need me to take care of a home then thats what I'll do.
you need me to help you with a business then that's what I'll do.
I just want every second I can have with you and a home or a job just aint ever gonna keep me from doing so.
Promise.
Oh sweetheart...
Keep those threes a comin' darlin'.
Your LB be home wit you before you know it lol.
I'm showing my attorney that collage of pictures.
She needs to understand whats at stake and why I am just not gonna sit around indefinitely and wait for some POS to decide what she's gonna do.
I know what I'm doing.
I came to Kindred to see if I could do this job.
Check.
Largest learning curve I will ever have in my life.
It's not challenging anymore.
Don't really wanna know anymore about networking to be honest.
Time to go master other things in this world.
It served it's purpose.
Same with home.
It's not home now.
Our hearts aren't there any longer.
Time to be with like-minded people.
It served it's purpose.
Time to move on.
Wow...
A preponderance of three's.
Nice.
:-).
I feel like I am the most blessed man on the face of the earth.
Period.
Three's...
Three's...they make me smile sweetheart.
Just not intersecting on the same plane (as in geometry lol) with the same people as I was a lil while back.
Like less than a year ago.
They have young kids and all that their lives are gonna entail.
We're gone.
I (we) never fit in in Hancock County KY.
Never did really like too many of the people there nor they me.
It's just the right time to move on.
I can see it in their faces.
They all know it as well.
Every body's freaking out at work. I'm like "It's a ticketing system, I wouldn't get to hung up on it."
It's just time to move on.
Me and Nich.
Who could ever blame us?
No wonder people been solemn lately.
It all makes sense now.
Finally.
Love you.
It could be...
It could be a shack in West Virgina or anywhere else and it still wouldn't matter.
This is what you wanted somebody to prove to you.
Know what turns me on?
More than anything else?
Intelligence.
Do you...
Do you honestly believe there is anything on this earth gonna keep me and my son from this type of life?
I assure you, no judge, no "agreed order" (not worth the paper its written on) gonna keep us from our future.
Ever.
Period.
My attorney will find all this out come Monday.
I'm gonna work in some relocation for "economic benefit" language (notice that didn't say a job :-) and were Audi 5000 whenever we wanna be hotrod.
She knows me pretty well.
She knows when I say "I've had enough, I'm gone." I mean it.
I told her at the start of all this "I am done with this."
I meant it then, just like I mean it now.
Sound familiar?
It should.
Think about it.
Joanna gets to violate every agreement we ever had for no good reason and I don't get to violate it once?
When a life like this is at stake?
With the woman of my dreams?
Yeah...right...sure.
Watch me.
Better yet, come get me.
Situations like this are the very reason good men sometimes snap.
Ain't gonna be happening with me.
Like I said, it's best for everybody.
Us as well as Nich.
Peace.
Yeah...
Dats right.
Who else ever gonna send you a text like that last one I just sent?
I think we both know who.
Nobody.
That's who.
Oh I got more to come as well...
Bahahahahahah.
Lady...
Lady at church recievied a box of chocolate covered cherries for Christmas.
It was missing one chocolate covered cherry.
She got a late Christmas gift from her husband.
A box of chcoclate covered cherries that only had one cherry in it.
That's the kind of love/relationship I want Hotrod.
What kind do you want?
I bet I know what her favorite gift was this year.
Hum...
A six...that would be a three doubled which is nice...
How about a 27? That would be a three cubed wouldn't it?
3x3 = 9x3 =27?
Maybe? lol...
I always sucked at math...
I got a -5 on an Algebra 2 test.
I promise I did.
Missed the extra credit.
Couldn't believe she took off for it.
Like a 0 isn't bad enough?
Give me a break.
Bitch.
I'll never forget that big red negative five in a circle at the top of the page.
Next day I was in civics.
Promise.
Love you.
A three?
A three?
You trying to tell me something dingle berry?
Nice...
Love it.
Back to looking around deciding what I would even want to take with me the other day. Trust me, it ain't that much.
It just don't mean nothing being somewhere where your hearts not anymore. It just don't. I can't just stay for others, it's a disservice to me and my son. I gotta do whats best for us, not friends or even family. And whats best for us at this point is being around like-minded people, not to mention everything else that comes with the territory and the lifestyle we can have together.
Love your style...always have.
I just knew...I just did.
You left me with a phone number! A stinkin phone number!
I could hear you crying and see your tears when I was texting you that morning after James said you had left. I knew for sure right then, "This shouldn't feel this intense right now, something is going on here."
Lil did I know.
Back to two's?
Damn girl...Cut a brother some slack lol.
I told Chad. "Day is gonna come and I am going to be gone up out of here. I'll give you the heads up first so you know whats up. I'll give Kenny a two weeks notice but I'll tell him not to tell anyone and if he does? That will be it, I just won't be here any more."
Mom
Al
Nich (Who would probably know before me anyway lol)
Chad
James
Kenny
Tony
Adam
Alan
Richard Wilson (Church mentor)
Dave
Christian
Fawn
That's about it.
And I am the fuck up out of here.
Try me.
Call me right now.
See what I do.
Peace.
New ticketing...
We got a new ticketing system. Nothing like walking in and flying blind. They paid $1000's a piece for each of us to be trained. It wasn't worth a hoot! Didn't even tell us how to write a ticket. I kid you not. Walked in today and just had to go with it. It's sure to be in a state of flux for a while till all the kinks are worked out.
Meanwhile, back to the important stuff.
We should be married already.
Get busy.
Get a hold of that attorney friend of yours.
Write up the prenuptial if that's what it's gonna take to put your mind at ease.
I'm simply tired of going to bed at night and you're not there.
Love you.
More than you'll ever know.
Funny how...
Funny how after I tell you I don't get any time alone he leaves me alone the rest of the night.
You want cuddles?
I'll cuddle with you all day everyday.
Say the word and we will be there.
You're the one holding this up.
You wanna talk about how men are?
You ever stop and think maybe this is why?
Woman please.
Move this thing forward.
Or go the fuck away.
Tired of your shit.
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