Wednesday, November 7, 2018

Not



my fault you still can't believe what you found.




:-).

:-)




You got this


#proudofyou

Galatians 6:9-10



Galatians 6:9-10


 Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.

Right on time.


There



are days I would like to :-).



Sweet :-).





:-).

I





didn't do all this to loose you.
K?

I love you.
I'm never letting go either.
If I was?
I'd be gone already.

I love you Virgie.

I



love you.




Saturday, November 3, 2018

Chicken



shit lol.
No call lol.

I



love you.




Good night.

I



know it's real.
I know how :-).

I



never said 
"Have some alias from a front social media account DM me and I'll leave right now."
What I have said consistently for years is, 

"Call me and I'll leave right now."

Which is just how it's going to have to play out :-).

Love ya Dollbaby.

Try me right now.
Dare ya.

I



don't need permission.

I do however need confirmation from you.

Comprende Kemosabe?
Check your DM's.

I love you Virgie.
I'll be there.
Chill.

You



did a great job putting my mind at ease today.
Made me laugh as well.
Thank you.

"Why



nervous silly boy?"

Made me laugh and feel good 
But at the same time?
Having had the rug pulled out from under me so many times makes a boy leary sweetheart.

I've



heard that bit about be patient while things are unfolding for you a couple of times now.

Whats your point?
:-).

I'm



happy about a lot of things,
sadden by others 
and the 
person who keeps me sane drives
me crazy and she wonders why I am
a "confluence of conflicting emotions."

Like I needed help Lucy lol.




I



believe that.



You




Lord



did we ever.
You couldn't take it.
When I said solitude is like vitamin D for your soul looking straight into your eyes?
You looked away first.
Not me.
Checkmate.
Then a few minutes later you were gone.
Like a flash.
I knew right then I had struck a chord.
That I had told you something you always wanted to hear somebody say to you.
So yeah, do this.





Been



yours since I met you Knucklehead.



Then





why stop?

Forever





if we could.

You?




:-).

Yes,



I like the concept.


I know



“The most powerful thing you can do right now 

is to be patient while things are unfolding for you.”


I'm trying.

Thinking I'm doing pretty good TBH.
Lord knows I've done worse lol.

"New



beginnings. 
The love, the fear, the lust, the excitement."

I have no idea what youre talking about.
None.

I



love you.





Thursday, November 1, 2018

I



love you.




Good night.

I'm



not joking.

"Tell me to come right now
and I'll leave this second."


There have been times when you put off this vibe 
like you don't think I mean it, 
or I won't be ready when the time comes etc.

Hopefully today puts an end to some of that.

Every





might just be an understatement.

I know.





Because I do exactly the same with you.

Well?





Get them there then :-).

Better be




Oh



honey you will be.
That and so much more.

“I want to be remembered as a kind woman,
a unique and unforgettable soul,
a powerful source.”

Do I



like the bedroom lol.

Does it have a bed in it?
:-).

They



should support and encourage your dreams as well.




"Align with your tribe." Indeed.

GLMO?



Exactly.
It's all I want.
All I think about.

I



don't have one.
I've never had a flat screen TV in my life.




I've never had a dishwasher.
I've never had an icemaker on the door of a fridge either.


Lots



of big numbers today.
I like that.

You're home.



Any questions about how I feel any more?

Got



a feeling I will someday.

"Tell me to come right now
and I'll leave this second."


:-).


I've



put everything I have into this dream.
Heart, soul, mind, possessions etc.
I'll be damned if I'm gonna sit back and watch it not come to fruition.

Thats why I say,
Tell me to come right now
and I'll leave this second.
I've always told you that.

I love you Virgie.

Amen



"I deserve the same energy and effort I release."

I



think thats a pretty good description :-).


"adventure in his mind and love in his heart"

Honey?



"But inside there is a little boy with adventure in his mind and love in his heart.
That is the true self.
The self with a story to tell. 
A life to live.
Your goal as the adult is to let him out and trust him.
Tell that story."

I am and
I will.

Thank you so much.

Break



time.

Not



for long though.
:-).

Sounds





about right.

I



mean were here.
It's happening.
Hopefully people can wrap their heads around it somewhat.
Lord knows it took me a while.

Hopefully?





It lives on in one form or another for a good lil bit.

This



has been planned for a long time.
It's not about us it's about the help we get to give others.
Thats what it's always been about.
Yes we get to live a comfortable life.
Comes with doing what you're told against all odds and listening to that inner voice that silences out all others.
Is it going to be tough?
Heart Wrenching?
You bet.
But if you sign on for a task with big man?
Don't you ever walk away from it.

Wish people understood.
We have no choice.

I



mean how am I supposed to know all those post come from you?
I figured some of them were but goodness girl.
A boy can't keep up or keep it straight.

Do what you want.
Save me a small room.
We'll be fine.
Promise.

Somebody



else counting down the days?
:-).

Newsflash



If it's ours?
I'm gonna like it.

Feel like



I am getting the hang of this
 "Telling my story" business.
:-).

I



told you a long time ago.
Do it however you want.
Inside, outside, downstairs etc.
You have taste, class and style.

All I want is one room to put my junk in I didn't wanna get rid of.
Some little small out of the way room so you'll never have to look at any of it if you don't want to.
Feel like I deserve that much Lucy.

Ya know?



A boys been trying :-).



Lord



do I ever.



As



long as it's our bedroom?
Of course I'll like it.

I



don't know if these are intended for me or not lots of times.

And what's up with all these "goals"? 
:-).
Always thought they were you.
Never really sure.

Yes



I like the bedroom.

So



you're not mad I'm counting down the days?
Good to know Lucy.

Was



that part of "telling my story" as well?
:-).

You



can be mad all you want, 
I'm counting down the days!

K then.



I try and tell it some at least a lil everyday sweetheart.

Did



I tell my story a couple post ago?
:-).

Been



saying it all along.

"Democrats are running particularly well in suburban districts, where independents and many suburban women want to send a message of dissatisfaction to President Trump. This is having an outsize impact because many of these districts were drawn to favor the GOP and now comprise the bulk of the competitive races."


I



knew.
I just knew.
Not long after meeting each other I just knew we would be together.
That neither time, nor distance, nor circumstance would ever keep us apart.
I felt like you knew it too.
There had to be some reason lilreddollbaby came across my computer screen one night in the NOC :-).

I love you Virgie.
You're more than magic to me.
More than a work of art.
More than a masterpiece.
More than anything.
You're you.
Our weirdness blends right together.
Seamlessly.
Into one.
Into the mystic.

Somebody



was sayin?
:-).


I



love you.