The last time...

The last time I heard your voice, you were near or in tears.

You left me with just a phone number.

A phone number!

That's all I had.

If nothing else I suppose I would have eventually tracked down your mom.

But, there was no way I was ever going to be able to convice you just how crazy I was for you after such a short time. You weren't ever going to believe me.

So I did what I had to.

I showed you how much.

It was the only way, it was ever gonna happen.

It reminds me of the story of the flood and the guy sitting on the roof and a boat goes by "I'm waiting on god to save me", then a helicopter comes, same response etc, eventually guy drowns and ends up in heaven, "Why didn't you save me?" God says, "Well I sent a boat, helicopter etc..."

I saw my boat go by.

I didn't need savin, I just needed to get in the boat.

I was like, I'm jumpin in the flood waters with no life jacket, I don't give a shit, I know wats goin on here, I'll catch up to it eventually.

Tell me it aint so Lucy.

You left me with tears and a phone number.

There was no way I was ever going to let this story end like that.

Love you.

Peace...