"You're

doing great."

"The best

aphrodisiacs are words."

"You

are exactly where you are supposed to be."

Enjoy it."

Yes

the game is on.

I

just wish people understood

but I've pretty much given up ever thinking people will.

Saw

the coolest softail slim this AM.
It was all bobbered out.
Blacked out.
Back rim hub and spokes were red with a white wall tire.
No front or rear fenders.
Front rim hub and spokes were black.
Front tire was black.
License plate bracket was mounted on the right rear side.
Big red license plate light mounted over it.
White spring loaded seat.

Lady getting on it had the doo rag going on.
Matching flannel shirt :-).
Her levis were cuffed big time 50's rocker style.

I told her "Sweet ride."
She said thanks.

Sounded great.

Coolest thing I've seen in a while.

If

you only knew what I was thinking a lil bit ago :-).

Thing is?

You probably already do.

I

love you.

I

love you.

Good night.

Nothing weird

at all about sending a DM to an account last weekend saying that another account had been receiving DM's as well as text to the phone you look at once every 10 months or so?

Okay.

Sure.

Makes sense lol.

For us anyway.

Yep

Happy

Birthday mom.

2nd Corinthians 6:4-10

2 Corinthians 6:4-10 

Rather, as servants of God we commend ourselves in every way: in great endurance; in troubles, hardships and distresses; in beatings, imprisonments and riots; in hard work, sleepless nights and hunger; in purity, understanding, patience and kindness; in the Holy Spirit and in sincere love; in truthful speech and in the power of God; with weapons of righteousness in the right hand and in the left; through glory and dishonor, bad report and good report; genuine, yet regarded as impostors; known, yet regarded as unknown; dying, and yet we live on; beaten, and yet not killed; sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything.

Made

you laugh with the pudgy comment didn't I?

It's my job knucklehead :-).

Can

you tell?

:-).

Recent

favs anyway.

By no means all of them.

Favs cont

I'll never ever forget it.

Favs cont

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:-)

Favs cont

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Favs cont

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Favs

See?

I told you :-).

I'll be fine.

I love you Virgie.

I'm gonna

have to take "pudgy" off the description of the blog here soon.

I bet I could wear 34's these days :-).

Relax

I'll be fine.

Just gotta tweak a few things.

I

love you.

I

love you.

Good night.

I

got food in my belly.

A roof over my head.

Clothes on my back.

Blessed.

Dec 23rd

here we come!

Baby

liked that last one :-).

I

saw your beautiful soul just about the second I laid eyes on ya Lucy.

The physical beauty was there as well.

BUT IT WAS YOUR SOUL I FELL FOR SWEETHEART.

Yep

"Needs to start happening.

The dream that is."

:-).

You're

doing a great job.

"When I was all messed up

And I had opera in my head

Your love was a light bulb

Hanging over my bed

Baby, baby, baby, light my way

Oh, come on,

Baby, baby, baby, light my way"

As in

We

Got

This.

This.

This.

Got

Got.

We

We.

Yesterday

and today have went a long way with me.

:-).

Just keep letting me "empty my head" in DM's and I'm good.

Does

five days in the behavioral health ward count?

:-).

Never

going to let you go.

It's

nice when somebody is concerned about you and lets it be known :-).

Thanks for the note this AM.

Doing good.

Thanks.

I

love 

you!

I

love you.

One more.

It's not our righteousness.

It's his.

We're just conduits.

I

love you.

Beat

yesterdays pageviews.

Had some eights and nines.

Yippie!

"I

want you all to myself."

I'm serious.

I never thought you really meant it.

I thought there would always be little caveats here and there.

Plus? 

I never really thought you would be able to pull it off.

Only time I have ever really doubted you.

Never again.

Promise.

Prophecies cease

because individuals only ever get just part of the picture.

1 Corinthians 13:8

1 Corinthians 13:8

Love never fails. 

But where there are prophecies, they will cease; 

where there are tongues, they will be stilled; 

where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Love is 

patient, 

love is 

kind. 

It does not envy, 

it does not boast, 

it is not proud. 

It does not dishonor others, 

it is not self-seeking, 

it is not easily angered, 

it keeps no record of wrongs. 

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 

It always protects, 

always trusts,

always hopes, 

always perseveres.

Love never fails. 

But where there are prophecies, 

they will cease; 

where there are tongues, 

they will be stilled; 

where there is knowledge, 

it will pass away.

Lets

just keep encouraging one another.

1 Thessalonians 5:11 

Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.

When

things were just so austere at home?

I kept feeling like, why?

What is she trying to prove?

There were times when I felt like you were trying to drive me back in the arms of family.

Other times it seemed like just a test of how much I would endure.

Mostly?

It felt like you were trying to drive me back in the arms of family.

For my/our own good.

Sorry I was so stubborn everybody.

It didn't help when you didn't know exactly whats going on either Lucy.

All part of the whole not really talking to one another that much thing I suppose.

Somebody

was saying something about?

:-).

To

Know the good you could do and not do it is sinful.

Asked

To be some kinda at large committee member for New Chapel UMC. I have no idea why or what the committee does. Told Brother Joe my schedule is crazy not sure how much I could show up for etc. He just kept going on about how it wouldn't meet very often or take much time. Kinda felt like a Lil wink-wink, nod-nod action was going on to tell the truth.

Eight

Out of the gate dag gone. Must have touched a nerve lol.

I never

Completely took you seriously about you wanting me all to yourself. Let's just say I do now. :-).

I

love you.

One

more time.

I

love you.

Good night.

I said

a lot today.
I got a lot on my mind.
It's not my breathing.
It's not my heart racing.
It's my mind.
I got no choice but to do the task thats been put in front of me.
I couldn't imagine a better partner in crime than you Lucy.

I'll work my way through things.
I always do.

I love you.

Lack

just nailed it.

Since

I met you.

Yes

I do.

I

write what is put on my heart to write.

Here lately it's been directed mostly at Lucy.

For whatever reason I am feeling compelled to share the following:

People can call me nuts.

Say I'm Bipolar due to the temper that flares up.

Say I've had a meltdown.

Say I've lost my mind.

Whatever.

The thing I am being told to share is this, 

once you've experienced the supernatural?

Nothing ever quite goes back to being "normal".

It's just the way it works.

I have no idea why I'm feeling compelled to write this right now.

I write what is on my heart.

God bless you mom.

I just want

to be your personal weirdo.

Go on adventures with you.

Dance with you.

Kiss you when you don't expect it.

Make you laugh.

Thats all I really want.

(yes I borrowed it but it's all true :-).

A lot

on my mind.

Sounds

familiar enough.

"the human capacity to tolerate
and even embrace small lies
if they are in service of someone’s larger truth."

Brett Kavanaugh Is Lying. So Are You.

Just

don't understand things sometimes.

Always

Have been.

I am.

Will be.

I know

It's why you left so quick.

 :-).

Somedays

8's

and 7's and 11's and 9's oh my!

What happened?

:-).

I

love you.

I'm

not easy to deal with.

Nor am I for everybody.

But I will promise you this Lucy,

I will love you with everything I got

and be as honest and faithful as the day is long.

I love you lucy.

With all my heart, mind, body and soul.

I plan on pouring it out to you always sweetheart.

In and out all night.

I love you.

Good night.

Amen!

A

seven!

Righton!

RNM

"This world is funny, 

because you claim you’re white and I claim I’m black, 

and we have a fight because if you’re not sensible, it becomes a barrier. 

But the truth is the truth: your father’s name is Noah and my father’s name is Noah 

and Shem’s father’s named Noah, 

so we all people come from Noah so we’re the same people."

Just

want my girl.

Want my wife.

Wanna see how this saga plays itself out in reels life.

Read somewhere the other day,

maybe today,

something to the effect of:

"With us it was never about the ending, it was always about the story."

I thought:

How true.

I love you Lucy.

We've

had our rough spots thats for sure but I do love her and all that she has taught me.

I can't imagine having a horrible abusive mother type.

Found out how much I really do love her here lately.

Well

I will say this much.

If I have completely lost my mind, (which I know I haven't or they would have kept me at the behavioral health ward longer), I have surely had fun in doing so.

Go out in your own ball of flames and not somebody else's right?

It's your life, live it your own way etc.

:-).

See

if you can recall this blast from the past.

"I'm wontyph
gingham shipp."

Bahahahahahahahahahahaha

Think I would forget or something?

Yea!

We beat yesterday's pageviews!

Figures

A four lol.

Come on

Six more views lil miss parking garage stalker 

:-).

Thanks

for all the support and encouragement the past few days.

I can tell when you're there.

In spirit and in word and deeds, prayer etc.

Speaking

of which,

have you been hanging out in parking garages stalking anybody else here lately?

Bahahahahahahahahahaha.

Lil Miss

"I'M NOT INTERESTED!"

Bahahahahahahahahahahaha

Oh you do crack me up Lucy.

That you do very well.

I will

never ever forget it.

I just wanna scream it to the world forever so

everybody knows exactly how it happened.

Always have.

Don't ever see it changing :-).

Favs here lately pt3

Deal.

Favs here lately pt2

Favs here lately pt1

I

told you I wouldn't be able to rest till I see you walking down the 

aisle, 

sidewalk, 

whatever at me :-).

I don't know why you thought I was lying :-).

Amen

"Peace"

Sermon #5 in Brother Joes series on fruits of the spirit.

John 16:33

“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”

John 14:27

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

Philippians 4:6-7

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

It works.
I just experienced a real world example.

I'll explain in DM's.

I love you.

I

love you.