After

a few of Bro Joe's bible study sessions on the book of Revelation?

I prayed.

I prayed for knowledge and wisdom and understanding 

and for things to be revealed to me if it be his will.

Largly due to Bro Joe's comment about:

"Jesus will open this book to those who seek him daily in end times."

Sometimes?

I think I got a lil bit more than I bargained for :-).

I sat in church once at New chapel, a while back, tears just streaming down my face asking, just begging, "if this is what it's like to be used by you? Then keep it coming, I can do it, only cause I know you got my back and aren't gonna let me down."

I wrote my buddy in Idaho about it, pretty sure I wrote about it on here.

Now here we are and people still don't wanna believe.

Not my problem.

Doing what I can.

The other day?

I had to ask him to turn the radio waves off for a second :-).

It was the genesis of the posts I started on doing today.

I couldn't handle it.

Sitting there on my section of my neighbors couch and all this stuff is flyin at me like I'm doing mushrooms or something.

People moving about, conversations going on and I'm like holy shit I don't even have a pencil or piece of paper.

Don't wanna leave that seems rude.

Don't wanna get writing instruments and go in another room either.

That seems weird.

So I let things repeat, several times, till I felt I had a grasp on them and could wait till I got home to write things down and get started on some notes.

It was like I went from receiving his voice with this:

to this:

In the blink of an eye with no warning.

Seriously, I said, 

"Come on man, turn it off for a second."

My point is, I asked for this.

None of it is an accident.