Wednesday, October 28, 2026

I just want

 

everybody to know.

I am not mad at anybody

for anything ever.


I do not hold grudges

as that only eats away 

at the person who holds them.


I am way smarter than 

to do that. 

Yes I am.


I fully expect to be attacked etc.

It hasn't surprised me any...in years.

Not by: who, when, how, where etc...

Water off of a ducks back.

Nothing surprises me

and hasn't for a while

Absolutely none of it.


BUT KNOW THIS:


God always gets the last word.

Not anybody else.

EVER.


And Im sleeping better

than I have in years.


Fact of the matter is 

people are just not spiritually prepared

for the confluence of pressures 

that face our world.


For years now

I been trying to warn people.

Not my fault they don't listen

believe etc...


And now were here.



And on a side note?

I hadn't worn this necklace

in months:


(It has a different cross on it now.)


Sunday I was getting ready for church 
and I was going to wear a black 1/4 zip
 Nike pull over similar to the shirt above.

I thought:
"that cross always looked good on that"
so wear it.

And then I thought:

Nah...

No more than I had 
that thought?

Spirit says:

"Go ahead and wear it
you just might need
some extra protection today."

So I did.
First time in months.

I sat in church smiling
taking notes
knowing full well
the entire time 
exactly what was going on
during service.

Smiling...

Yup...

"I will make your enemies 
your footstool"

Psalm 110:1

I wore my dads high school ring as well.
I couldn't tell you the last time 
I had worn that cross necklace
and my dads ring together...

Turns out I needed them both.


Friday, November 4, 2016

(Dads birthday is 11/5 BTW.



"I would sit in church 
when I was elementary school age 
and just twirl it on his finger 
and just be mesmerized by it.

Somewhere around middle school he let it be known  
"When something happens to me? That's yours."
I thought that was so great.

After he passed?
I went looking for it.
Immediately.
It wasn't for me, 
it was to remind me of him.
To honor him.
Anyway.
Couldn't find it.
Looked all over.
Usually it's on the jewelry tray.
Right on the lil finger lookin like thing 
you store rings on. 
Not there.
Had Janet and others help me look.
Not there,
Gone.
Vanished.
I mean we  looked 
behind dressers and under the bed.
Three people.
It aint there.

I just couldn't get it out of my mind.
I would just walk back to the bedroom 
and look for it from time to time.
Not there.

Then?
One day?
Bout a week later?
It just showed up out of thin air 
and was on the jewelry tray.
Right on the fake finger thingy.
Just like always.

We all just stood there 
with our jaws dropped like, 
"What the hell just happened?"

I have a coke tray.
(That's a  whole nuther post someday right there.)
Anyway,  I keep watch keys, 
rings, change,  knives, zippos, 
whatever is in my pockets or jewelry 
I'm wearing goes in the coke tray 
including dads ring.

Periodically to this day.
This ring will disappear 
and not be found for a few days.
Then it magically reappears.
It's happened on numerous occasions.
It's fucking crazy."


That was 10 years ago.
(It hasnt disappeared in years BTW)
All three people involved
in looking for that ring 
after my dad had passed
KNOW
that story is true.

So what I am getting at is this,
just like I told pastor Bridgette Sunday:

"Different does not mean wrong.
Different just means different."

And me and honey
just happen to live 
in a different reality
than anybody else does.

And that is for a reason.

See: Tuesday, August 26, 2025

Below is some peoples reality.

To them?
The spiritual world just 
does not exist.

That is their "Headspace"
so to speak.

Other people think 
they both exist
but there is no interaction 
between them.

That is their "Headspace."


Still yet, others
think they both exist
and have had incidences 
in their lives
where they have 
rubbed up against each other
from time to time
and they are more than willing 
to share those experiences.

(Watsup Ronnie? :-)


Mine and honeys reality
LIVES PERMANENTLY
at the intersection of both
worlds.

Or I wouldn't be able to share
a blog post about 
wat happened with dads ring 
some 25/26 years ago
to which there are still 
alive multiple witnesses.

COMPRENDE?


So here is the delima 

We have no problem
accepting anybody elses
reality no matter how
DIFFERENT
it may be than ours.

So why cant other people 
accept our reality
like we do theirs?

People can think 
watever they want.
Fact of the matter is
if it wasnt for the spiritual realm
there wouldn't be a physical one.

Universes dont create themselves.
Causeless effects is bad logic
and therefore not truthful.

And people just don't like
our reality
as being evidence to that.

Well?
Tough lol.

I got bad news for you.

Going forward?

Its only going to 
continue getting worse
for the people 
who can not accept our reality
as more and more evidences
of it will be displayed.

You been warned lol.
Only because I love you.

Protestantism killed Mysticism.
And that was a huge mistake.

The Blood of Christ 
is mystical.

HEAVENLY.
ATTOINING.

It makes everything else 
that goes along with 
accepting that fact
mystical as well.

So maybe God thought
some people needed 
a reminder.












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