Monday, November 6, 2017

"The Cool Girl" argument



Heard this the other day.
Like I don't know whose mouth it came out of :-).
Funny how I can tell you've been talking to people by what they feel compelled to share Lucy.

It goes a lil something like this:
"Pity the poor lil "cool girl", the one all the guys wanna be with because she likes to do "cool" (ie, guy) things.
Hunt, fish, bowfish, ride bikes, whatever. Pity her because as soon as a guy gets her? He no longer wants to do "cool things" with her any more. Largely? Because he feels threatened by her ability to do masculine (or so we are told) things that are equal to, or above the mans abilities to do the same.

Here is the problems I have with this argument.

It places all the fault on the guy.


Seems to me like, if the "cool girl" was really all that "cool"? 
She would recognize the fact she's latched onto yet another insecure man who doesn't want to feel intimidated or threatened by her abilities and she should bolt.
She should recognize what she has got herself into and extradite herself from the situation. 
The situation and the outlook needs to change because people?
Well?
Good luck.
A man is simply not going to fight eons of evolutionary biology to please a woman. He just won't. It's just a lot easier to find another.
 The 'cool girl" should realize just how bad-ass she really is and hold out for that unicorn of a man who won't feel intimidated or threatened by her abilities in her masculine pursuits.

Also? 
And I love this part, goes back to what I have against feminism from what I've seen from first hand, being able to be as good as or better than a man in what he pursues as his passions? 

Congratulations genius, you have just effectively ruled out 99% of all eligible men. 

Way to go. 
You don't get to usurp a mans abilities and then complain when they're no longer in the picture all in the same breath. Take some responsibility for yourself, hold out for your unicorn. 
One will come along. 

And guys? Why the fuck do you feel so threatened? 
Can't you just feel blessed you have somebody that has the same interest as you do? The same thing goes for the guys, you don't get to have someone to share your passions with, then not do those things, then complain when they no longer stick around.

Here's the trick:
Guys want to feel needed. 
If you can do everything he can do and you can do it better in some instances? 
He won't feel needed and will eventually bolt. 
The trick here is make your fella FEEL needed, 
even if you both know neither one of you really needs the other.

Me personally?
I've never had this problem :-).
Never had "the cool girl" so I really wouldn't know.
I wouldn't mind finding out someday though...

Maybe...

I think...

I'll kick it around for a while...

Let you know when I make a decision...

Maybe...

We'll see...

Someday...

Maybe.

Love you Lucy.

Now



is the time.
If you wanna go?

Go now.

You try and push me away?
I do the same.

Decision time.

I



wrote most of this last night.

Be glad I'm not posting what I'm not posting.

Woman Logic



You can't continually take the wind out of somebody's sails
and expect them to want to continue sailing Lucy.


You can't just continue to heap mental abuse on someone and expect them not to snap.
It's just not realistic.

You



don't listen.
You don't quit.
You don't know when to stop.
You think it's all funny till the shoes on the other foot then you take objection.

That?

I got a problem with Lucy.

I tried to take the high road.
For years I tried.

It never mattered.
It never made any difference.

So now?
You get what you get.

Yesterday



Was dads birthday btw.
I would have liked to have had some time to reflect.
Go through some old pics
Reminiscence etc.

But yeah that got all fucked up for me as well.

How



does it feel when somebody is being 
deliberately antagonistic and won't stop?
Like it?
Feels great?
Want some more do you?

Awesome.

Look



If you’re gonna be one of these, 
"I’m going to be a cunt today because…well…just because I feel like being a cunt today" types?

Then this is all a big mistake.

I won’t tolerate it.
I’ll march my lil happy ass down to the lawyers office so fast it will make your head spin.

And I’ll leave this situation better than I walked into it.

There will be no prenupt.
Not any more there wont be.
Price you pay for all your horseshit.
Our prosperity was gained mutually, 
if need be, it can be split up that way.
At a minimum, I’ll be better off than I am now.
In any event the message here is simple.

Don’t be a cunt.

It will cost you.
Dearly
Nothing in this world is any more pathetic than somebody trying to be all hardcore about shit, 
then when push comes to shove it’s all 
“Yes dear, whatever you say dear.” 
It just doesn’t jive with the whole bad-ass vibe that’s being fronted.

It aint me. 

Any questions?

One day



Just one day.

One day of my life to be perfect.
For everything to go how I wanted.
I never, in a million years, thought the one who I believed would defend it the most,
would be the one who ended up ruining it.

Excuse me for being a lil upset Lucy.

I am not done.
And no, I am not okay.


It's like you found a way to subconsciously dole out your latent hostility toward men 
for what was done to you 
through the thinly camouflaged veneer of socially acceptable cat and mouse/lil girl games.




I told you years ago:
I am not your whipping boy.
I am not your punching bag.

You wanna go your own way?
Go.

This?
This will not work like this.
Now is the time to avoid a big mistake.

The thing that cracks me up is?
You wouldn't be the least bit happy with a whipping boy/punching bag either.
It's the last thing on earth you would want.
Because you know it wouldn't work either.

Abuse


 Is abuse is abuse.
Glad all those who practice it and have a vagina think it is so fucking funny.

It’s not.

Mental, physical, sexual, doesn’t matter.

Abuse is abuse is abuse.

Keep in mind this is coming from one who was married to someone who was abused as a child and who sought to propagate that abuse on their child.
Doesn’t matter if you have a vagina or a penis, 

being an abusive asshole 

is being an abusive asshole.

Period.

You seem to have become that which you say you despise Lucy.
There is no, “Well men do/did it to women so blah blah blah…"
Horseshit.
Now you’re no better than the one who abused you.
Congratulations.

It’s reverse sexism.

It’s the same logic my ex had about not thinking she should have to pay child support.
“I want to be treated like a man. But not if that means being charged with felony nonsupport or being labeled an abuser I don’t”

You can’t have it both ways.

You don’t deserve special treatment because you got a wet slit between your legs.
I’ll give you a better one, it’s like saying “Ill show management all the inappropriate text you sent", 
while it was actually the female doing the stalking. 
Double standard much?

Enough already.



What the fuck


 is wrong with y'all?

I’m just gonna throw a hypothetical situation at ya for a minute.

Lets just say there is an individual who is on edge mentally.
He’s been ready to snap off and on for years on end now.
People have had the ability to make it where he won’t snap.
They have had this capability for years as well.
Guy finally snaps.
He harms himself and others around him.
Being that you could have defused the situation and willingly chose not to do so?
Wouldn’t that blood be on your hands forever?
Wouldn’t it haunt you for the rest of your life that you could have chose to do something about it and made the choice not to instead?

Why?
Why take that risk?

How much does it cost for a person to be unwilling to help someone who is struggling mightily mentally?
What is the pricetag on that?

A friendship?
What ever it is?
It’s not worth it.
Ever.
If things got bad?
Would it have been worth it?
From my standpoint?
There is no price high enough to warrant that kinda decision being made.
I wouldn’t even give it the slightest possibility of coming to fruition.
It’s just not worth the risk.
Obviously others?
They don’t feel the same way I do.

I do not worship your almighty dollar your highness.
Never have, never will.

“But I think I know this hypothetical person you’re talking of and I don’t think he would do such a thing.”

Really?
How do you know so?

Let me tell you a lil story bout what just recently took place up here for no real reason at all apparently.

Guy shot and killed himself.
Nobody can figure out why.
Had a Good job.
Good income.
Had everything somebody would want.
Married.
Had everything going on like you would think one would want and then one day out of nowhere…

My point is this:

You never really know what somebody is dealing with, so why push them?

Why even take the risk that the unthinkable could happen?
What kind of sense does that make?
 I forgot.
Woman logic.

Here is the only good thing I can take from this:
That if this guys friends and family would sell him down the river and lie and be deceitful right to his face for years on end? 
For a buck or two?
Others that have never known him and won’t ever know him as well?
Would sell him out a lot quicker for less.
That’s the only lesson I can see one drawing here.

Still pissed.

Here



is what I don't get and to a certain extent why I don't care for feminism.
I don't even really know that much about it, other than from what I've seen?
I've been turned against it.
Not talking about equal opportunity, equal pay for equal work, etc., that?
I have no problem with.

I just want someone to explain to me,
why it is,
that when a woman says she finds a certain behavior unacceptable?
She expects it to stop forthwith,
While when a man says a certain behavior is unacceptable?
It's perfectly acceptable for it to continue on for years?

I'll be waiting.

Morning





any questions?

Sunday, November 5, 2017

Woman Logic



Push a boy till he does not care anymore,
then get mad because he doesn't.

That makes sense Virgie.

Thanks.

Thirty



cents in my pocket last week, a dollar this week, 
not enough gas to make it to moms for lunch, had to take the bike to church and to moms for lunch.

Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.

Yelling and screaming on here and putting myself in such dire straits that people ask about me is my only recourse and I'm fucking sick of it!

Bro Joe looked at me and asked if I was sick.

Yeah, I am, of all of this.

Sick of everything.
Lost everything.
Nothing left to loose if you know what I mean.

From



this day forward?
It will never be what it could have been.
If it ever is at all even.

Way to go Einstein, I thought you were intelligent.

Yes



I know it's all public and everybody is seeing it.
Because I want them to.
Because I want them to know how I am feeling toward you right now.

The very thought of you?
Right now?
Even in that white dress?
Repugnant to me.
I can't stand the thought of it anymore.
Makes me sick to my stomach to know what I've put up with.

We



have crossed a line from which there is no return.

You ruined it for me.

Nothing you could say or do from here forward will ever make any difference to me.

We might as well go on our separate ways.

Take all the money you made and find you some other idiot and go share your life with him.
Told you for years.
Nobody gives a fuck about my metal state.
It will take years of therapy to recover from this.
Nobody cares.
So?
Why should I?

You don't listen.
You just assume it will all be okay and he will get over it and blah blah blah...

Not this time.
There is no getting over this.
You ruined it for me.
You.


Wanna know why men quit being romantic?
Look in the mirror.
Think about how you've been.
There's your answer ladies.
Cause you don't behave in a manner that deserves it.

If you're gonna act like every crazy whore that came before you?
Don't be surprised when you get treated the same as they did.

You did this Virgie.
You.
All on your own.
Cause you wanted to play lil silly girl games.

Go.
Take your cash and go fuck yourself with it.
At least somebody will be getting fucked.
Lord knows it aint me.

I



don't wanna keep taking people's money anymore.
I cringe when I even think of opening FB to check messages.
So much so, that this past week?
I didn't bother.

Are you sensing a trend, or pattern here?

Fucking done with horseshit.
Not proving a thing.

Riding the bike with the faulty alternator cause there is not enough gas in the truck to get me where I need to go.
Fuck you.

You would do it for me right?

Not from the loos of it from where I'm sitting you wouldn't.
Sure don't seem like it.

Cry.
You deserve it.

Why



is he being like this?

Cause I shouldn't have been here to begin with that is why.

You forget,
I don't need you either.

What



I'm trying to say here is:

YOU"RE FUCKING IT ALL UP FOR ME AGAIN!
YOU JUST RUIN IT.
ALL OF IT.
FOR ME.
IT"S ALL YOU DO AMY MORE,


Couldn't care less about fake social media accounts.

So



fuck off.
Get your head out of your ass.

Or you'll sit there in that big house all by yourself 
wishing I was there 
all the rest of your days.

You



have begged me repeatedly to not leave you.

So?
Maybe you should show up?
Maybe?

There's nothing left for me to loose here.
Don't you get it?

I have fought so hard against not wanting to make a point, just to make a point to you.
Then you do ignorant shit like these last two weeks?

It makes me bitter, angry and resentful toward you.


That's what you're accomplishing.
It makes me wanna walk out right in the middle of the ceremony, 
cause trust me if I was ever gonna make a point?

That's where and when it will be.

IVE



HAD 
EFUCKINGNOUHG!

One



dollar to my name.
No food left any more.
No gas either.
This is what you want me to be like?
Happy now?

Another birthday without you.
Thanks.
Needed that.
It's great.
Helps a lot.
Not to mention I got friends birthdays coming I can't do a thing for.
Happy now?

If one more person ask "Are you okay?"
When they have known for years?
That telling me one sentence would have made me so?
Lets just say it comes off as less than genuine.
I'd just as soon they didn't ask, than to feign some fake concern.
Happy now?

Seriously, Virgie?

If you're intent on being some lonely man-hating cunt?
Because yes, that is exactly how you are coming off these days,
then I suggest you keep on do so without me.

No need for me in that scenario,
Happy now?

Couldn't enjoy worship today.
Might as well not have went.
Happy now?

This is what you want?
This is the by-product of your wishes?
Happy now?

You can have 'em.
I don't want any part of it.
Happy now?

You don't listen.
And nobody else gives a shit or they would have eased my mind by now.
But they don't.
Ever.
You wanted honest.

Love you.



Saturday, November 4, 2017

Doing



my part.
if people are reading here and they don't know what's up?

Not my fault.
No blood on my hands.
Everybody's got a decision to make.
Freedom train's comin Lucy.

Love you Dollbabay.

"All day
every day
till the end of days "


Remember?

Here's



a good one:



If



somebody wanted to?

They could write a book on Joel Chapter Two.
All the allegory and similes and metaphors and references to other verses.
Amazing.
Just stunningly amazing.

Joel 2



An Army of Locusts

Blow the trumpet in Zion;
sound the alarm on my holy hill.


Let all who live in the land tremble,
for the day of the Lord is coming.
It is close at hand—


2 a day of darkness and gloom,
a day of clouds and blackness.
Like dawn spreading across the mountains

a large and mighty army comes,
such as never was in ancient times
nor ever will be in ages to come.



3 Before them fire devours,
behind them a flame blazes.
Before them the land is like the garden of Eden,
behind them, a desert waste—
nothing escapes them.

4 They have the appearance of horses;
they gallop along like cavalry.

5 With a noise like that of chariots
they leap over the mountaintops,
like a crackling fire consuming stubble,
like a mighty army drawn up for battle.


6 At the sight of them, nations are in anguish;
every face turns pale.


7 They charge like warriors;
they scale walls like soldiers.
They all march in line,
not swerving from their course.


8 They do not jostle each other;
each marches straight ahead.
They plunge through defenses
without breaking ranks.


9 They rush upon the city;
they run along the wall.

They climb into the houses;
like thieves they enter through the windows.



10 Before them the earth shakes,
the heavens tremble,
the sun and moon are darkened,
and the stars no longer shine.


11 The Lord thunders
at the head of his army;
his forces are beyond number,
and mighty is the army that obeys his command.

The day of the Lord is great;
it is dreadful.
Who can endure it?
Rend Your Heart



12 “Even now,” declares the Lord,
“return to me with all your heart,
with fasting and weeping and mourning.”



13 Rend your heart
and not your garments.

Return to the Lord your God,
for he is gracious and compassionate,
slow to anger and abounding in love,
and he relents from sending calamity.


14 Who knows? He may turn and relent
and leave behind a blessing—
grain offerings and drink offerings
for the Lord your God.


15 Blow the trumpet in Zion,
declare a holy fast,
call a sacred assembly.

16 Gather the people,
consecrate the assembly;
bring together the elders,
gather the children,
those nursing at the breast.
Let the bridegroom leave his room
and the bride her chamber.

17 Let the priests, who minister before the Lord,
weep between the portico and the altar.
Let them say, “Spare your people, Lord.
Do not make your inheritance an object of scorn,
a byword among the nations.

Why should they say among the peoples,
‘Where is their God?’”

The Lord’s Answer


18 Then the Lord was jealous for his land
and took pity on his people.

19 The Lord repliedto them:


“I am sending you grain, new wine and olive oil,
enough to satisfy you fully;
never again will I make you
an object of scorn to the nations.


20 “I will drive the northern horde far from you,
pushing it into a parched and barren land;
its eastern ranks will drown in the Dead Sea
and its western ranks in the Mediterranean Sea.
And its stench will go up;
its smell will rise.”


Surely he has done great things!


21 Do not be afraid, land of Judah;
be glad and rejoice.
Surely the Lord has done great things!

22 Do not be afraid, you wild animals,
for the pastures in the wilderness are becoming green.

The trees are bearing their fruit;
the fig tree and the vine yield their riches.


23 Be glad, people of Zion,
rejoice in the Lord your God,
for he has given you the autumn rains
because he is faithful.
He sends you abundant showers,
both autumn and spring rains, as before.


24 The threshing floors will be filled with grain;
the vats will overflow with new wine and oil.


25 “I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten—

the great locust and the young locust,
the other locusts and the locust swarm—

my great army that I sent among you.


26 You will have plenty to eat, until you are full,
and you will praise the name of the Lord your God,
who has worked wonders for you;
never again will my people be shamed.

27 Then you will know that I am in Israel,
that I am the Lord your God,
and that there is no other;
never again will my people be shamed.
The Day of the Lord


28 “And afterward,

I will pour out my Spirit on all people.
Your sons and daughters will prophesy,
your old men will dream dreams,
your young men will see visions.


29 Even on my servants, both men and women,
I will pour out my Spirit in those days.


30 I will show wonders in the heavens
and on the earth,
blood and fire and billows of smoke.


31 The sun will be turned to darkness
and the moon to blood
before the coming of the great and dreadful day of the Lord.


32 And everyone who calls
on the name of the Lord will be saved;
for on Mount Zion and in Jerusalem
there will be deliverance,
as the Lord has said,
even among the survivors
whom the Lord calls.

Excerpts continued



"The effect of this blessing: They shall prophesy; they shall receive new discoveries of divine things, and that not for their own use only, but for the benefit of the church. They shall interpret scripture, and speak of things secret, distant, and future, which by the utmost sagacities of reason, and their natural powers, they could not have any insight into nor foresight of."



Know the feeling :-).


"By these extraordinary gifts the Christian church was first founded and set up, and the scriptures were written, and the ministry settled, by which, with the ordinary operations and influences of the Spirit, it was to be afterwards maintained and kept up."



The old shall be new and the new shall be old anybody?


"The pouring out of the Spirit will be very comfortable to the righteous; but let the unrighteous hear this, and tremble. There is a great and terrible day of the Lord coming, which shall be ushered in with wonders in heaven and earth, blood, and fire, and pillars of smoke, the turning of the sun into darkness and the moon into blood. This is to have its full accomplishment (as the learned Dr. Pocock thinks) in the day of judgment, at the end of time, before which these signs will be performed in the letter of them,"


"The judgments of God upon a sinful world, and the frequent destruction of wicked kingdoms by fire and sword, are prefaces to and presages of the judgment of the world in the last day. Those on whom the Spirit is poured out shall foresee and foretel that great and terrible day of the Lord, and expound the wonders in heaven and earth that go before it; for, as to his first coming, so to his second, all the prophets did and do bear witness, Rev. 10:7


"It is the day of the Lord, the day of his judgment, who knows how to separate between the precious and the vile."


"They are called a remnant, because they are but a few in comparison with the multitudes that are left to perish; a little remnant but a chosen one, a remnant according to the election of grace. And here we are told who they are that shall be delivered in the great day. (1.) Those that sincerely call upon God: Whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord, whether Jew or Gentile...shall be delivered. This calling on God supposes knowledge of him, faith in him, desire towards him, dependence on him, and, as an evidence of the sincerity of all this, a conscientious obedience to him; for, without that, crying Lord, Lord, will not stand us in any stead.


"Note, It is the praying remnant that shall be the saved remnant. And it will aggravate the ruin of those who perish that they might have been saved on such easy terms."


Knowing just how easily they could have saved themselves from the anguish they will endure for eternity, will haunt them forever. and be a part of their own personal Hell.


"(2.) Those that are effectually called to God. The deliverance is sure to the remnant whom the Lord shall call, not only with the common call of the gospel, with which many are called that are not chosen, but with a special call into the fellowship of Jesus Christ, whom the Lord predestinates, or prepares, so the Chaldee. St. Peter borrows this phrase, Acts. 2:39 . Note, Those only shall be delivered in the great day that are now effectually called from sin to God, from self to Christ, from things below to things above."



Colossians 3:2
Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things





Excerpts



from Matthew Henry's Complete Commentary
on Joel chapter two.


(Written 1708-1710)

"It is the day of the Lord (as it was called, v. 1), for in this war we are sure he carries the day; it must needs be his, for his camp is great and numerous. Those whom he makes war upon he can, as here, overpower with numbers; and whoever he employs to execute his word, as the minister of his justice, is sure to be made strong and par negotio—equal to what he undertakes; whom God gives commission to he girds with strength for the executing of that commission.


"There's army's of you
There's army's of you
There's army's of you."


"Thus you must answer the end and intention of the judgment; for it was sent for this end, to convince you of your sins, to humble you for them, to reduce you to your right minds and to your allegiance.’’ God brings us into straits, that he may bring us to repentance and so bring us to himself. 2. "Thus you may stay the progress of the judgment. Things are bad with you, but thus you may prevent their growing worse; nay, if you take this course, they will soon grow better.’’


"The Lord will do great things for his people, as the enemy has done great things against them, to convince them that wherein they deal proudly he is, and will be, above them, that, what great things soever they did, they did no more than God commissioned them to do;"


"Note, It is a good sign that God has mercy in store for a people when he sends them teachers of righteousness, pastors after his own heart."


"When God restores to us plenty after we have known scarcity, as it is doubly pleasant to us, so it should make us the more thankful to God."



"Note, We should labour to grow in our acquaintance with God by all providences, both merciful and afflictive"


"We often read in the Old Testament of the Spirit of the Lord coming by drops, as it were, upon the judges and prophets whom God raised up for extraordinary services; but now the Spirit shall be poured out plentifully in a full stream, as was promised with an eye to gospel-times,..."


"Hitherto divine revelation was confined to the seed of Abraham, none but those of the land of Israel had the Spirit of prophecy; but, in the last days, all flesh shall see the glory of God (Isa. 40:5 ) and shall come to worship before him, Isa. 66:23 .


(1.) The Spirit shall be poured out upon some of each sex. Not your sons only, but your daughters, shall prophesy; we read of four sisters in one family that were prophetesses, Acts. 21:9 . Not the parents only, but the children, shall be filled with the Spirit, which intimates the continuance of this gift for some ages successively in the church. (2.) Upon some of each age: "Your old men, who are past their vigour and whose spirits begin to decay, your young men, who have yet but little acquaintance with and experience of divine things, shall yet dream dreams and see visions;’’ God will reveal himself by dreams and visions both to the young and old.


"Prophecy does not reside on any but such as are wise, valiant, and rich, not upon the soul of a poor man, or a man in sorrow"






Morning



Sunshine.




Love you.

Thursday, November 2, 2017

:-)





Love you.

Night.

Yes she is.





No there's not.

You





know?

Like twenty or thirty times :-).

I





bet you did :-).

I bet you told them a lot :-).

Yep



"I



am not your rolling wheel, 
I am the highway..."

The Library



is open till seven this evening.

You got a lil while to get me something...

Interesting?

:-).

A



funny thing happened on the way through reading the minor prophets.

I got hung up on Joel Chapter 2 :-).

Almost like somebody wanted it that way :-).

Afternoon



Knucklehead.


Love you.

Wednesday, November 1, 2017

Love you



Gotta get.

"What'dyousay?



I say."

Do



people really not see the Constitutional crisis that is brewing?
Do they not think that Russia, China and terrorist organizations all over the globe are making plans already?
Do they not think the geo-political winds are about to shift in ways we could have never imagined a few short years ago?

It's not all gloom and doom.
Still room on the freedom train.
One last time to wake up and get on-board.

She





finally figured me out :-).

Yep...




Sweet :-)





It's



what I pretty much said 
"Fuck this" to a few years ago.




Just couldn't do it anymore.
Being homeless somewhere warm with the bike and a few clothes
seemed like a better option if thats what was gonna happen.

Just



in case you didn't know.





And yes, I knew as soon as I saw the U2 video for 
"Where the streets have no name"
what they were paying homage to.

Good thing





Accident



that Bible found me right?
Completely circumstantial.
Just like everything else since my "Walk to Emmaus."
Okay.
Sure.

Not.

I



still remember texting these to you.

Nicholas and I went to Wal-Mart.
I was texting them to you in the parking lot .
It had rained and was wet.
He was like, "Come on dad"
wanting us to get inside.
It wasn't cold.
He just wanted out of the dampness I suppose.

Point is?
I remember it :-).

Must have struck a chord.
Goodness knows you've posted them enough times :-).

I





have never
thought like others.
I just never have.
Ever, as far as I can remember, seems like.
Dad and I were the most alike in our thoughts.
But even we had our difference.

"Sometimes





it's like someone took a knife, baby, edgy and dull
And cut a six-inch valley through the middle of my skull

At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet
And a freight train running through the middle of my head
Only you can cool my desire
Oh-oh-oh, I'm on fire"

How



in the world
anybody can think
I'm just sitting around
doing this on my own
because I just want to
is beyond me.

Right when



I was about done with the post on Revelation Chapter 1?
That voice?

Isaiah 43:19


"See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the wilderness
and streams in the wasteland."

Promise.

What phone?







:-).

Revelation 11






Duh.
:-).


eye candy today?
Girl?

You suck.

Bahahahahahahahaha

Better get it in gear.
You got about an hour and a half left or so :-).

Oh



yeah, 
were gonna figure it all out someday...
yeah, sure.




RNM





"We know where we're going, uh!
We know where we're from.
We're leaving Babylon,
We're going to our Father land."

Only



21 more chapters to go!

Revelation Chapter 1 with References




The revelation from Jesus Christ, which God gave him to show his servants what must soon take place. He made it known by sending his angel to his servant John, He testifies to what he has seen and heard, but no one accepts his testimony. "I, Jesus, have sent my angel to give you this testimony for the churches. I am the Root and the Offspring of David, and the bright Morning Star.”


Who testifies to everything he saw—that is, the word of God and the testimony of Jesus Christ. God thus confirming our testimony about Christ among you. That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked at and our hands have touched—this we proclaim concerning the Word of life.


Blessed is the one who reads aloud the words of this prophecy, and blessed are those who hear it and take to heart what is written in it, because the time is near. He replied, “Blessed rather are those who hear the word of God and obey it.” You too, be patient and stand firm, because the Lord’s coming is near.

John,

To the seven churches in the province of Asia:

Grace and peace to you from him who is, and who was, and who is to come, and from the seven spirits before his throne, God said to Moses, “I am who I am. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: ‘I am has sent me to you.’” In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. See, the stone I have set in front of Joshua! There are seven eyes on that one stone, and I will engrave an inscription on it,’ says the Lord Almighty, ‘and I will remove the sin of this land in a single day.

And from Jesus Christ, who is the faithful witness, the firstborn from the dead, and the ruler of the kings of the earth. To him who loves us and has freed us from our sins by his blood, Jesus answered, “Even if I testify on my own behalf, my testimony is valid, for I know where I came from and where I am going. But you have no idea where I come from or where I am going. And he is the head of the body, the church; he is the beginning and the firstborn from among the dead, so that in everything he might have the supremacy.They will wage war against the Lamb, but the Lamb will triumph over them because he is Lord of lords and King of kings—and with him will be his called, chosen and faithful followers.” “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. How much more, then, will the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered himself unblemished to God, cleanse our consciences from acts that lead to death, so that we may serve the living God, you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood, offering spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.

And has made us to be a kingdom and priests to serve his God and Father—to him be glory and power for ever and ever! Amen. Who alone is immortal and who lives in unapproachable light, whom no one has seen or can see. To him be honor and might forever. Amen.

“Look, he is coming with the clouds,” and “every eye will see him, even those who pierced him”; and all peoples on earth “will mourn because of him" So shall it be! Amen. “And I will pour out on the house of David and the inhabitants of Jerusalem a spirit of grace and supplication. They will look on me, the one they have pierced, and they will mourn for him as one mourns for an only child, and grieve bitterly for him as one grieves for a firstborn son.

I am the Alpha and the Omega,” says the Lord God, “who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty.” Who has done this and carried it through, calling forth the generations from the beginning? I, the Lord—with the first of them and with the last—I am he.” Each of the four living creatures had six wings and was covered with eyes all around, even under its wings. Day and night they never stop saying:“‘Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty,’who was, and is, and is to come.”


I, John, your brother and companion in the suffering and kingdom and patient endurance that are ours in Jesus, was on the island of Patmos because of the word of God and the testimony of Jesus. The former preach Christ out of selfish ambition, not sincerely, supposing that they can stir up trouble for me while I am in chains. Now if we are children, then we are heirs—heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory. If we endure, we will also reign with him. If we disown him, he will also disown us;

On the Lord’s Day I was in the Spirit, and I heard behind me a loud voice like a trumpet, He became hungry and wanted something to eat, and while the meal was being prepared, he fell into a trance. A week later his disciples were in the house again, and Thomas was with them. Though the doors were locked, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you!” After this I looked, and there before me was a door standing open in heaven. And the voice I had first heard speaking to me like a trumpet said, “Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after this.”

I turned around to see the voice that was speaking to me. And when I turned I saw seven golden lampstands, “Then make its seven lamps and set them up on it so that they light the space in front of it.

And among the lampstands was someone like a son of man, dressed in a robe reaching down to his feet and with a golden sash around his chest. Above the vault over their heads was what looked like a throne of lapis lazuli, and high above on the throne was a figure like that of a man. I looked up and there before me was a man dressed in linen, with a belt of fine gold from Uphaz around his waist. Out of the temple came the seven angels with the seven plagues.They were dressed in clean, shining linen and wore golden sashes around their chests.

The hair on his head was white like wool, as white as snow, and his eyes were like blazing fire. “As I looked,“thrones were set in place, and the Ancient of Days took his seat. His clothing was as white as snow; the hair of his head was white like wool. His throne was flaming with fire, and its wheels were all ablaze. His body was like topaz, his face like lightning, his eyes like flaming torches, his arms and legs like the gleam of burnished bronze, and his voice like the sound of a multitude.

His feet were like bronze glowing in a furnace, and his voice was like the sound of rushing waters. Their legs were straight; their feet were like those of a calf and gleamed like burnished bronze. And I saw the glory of the God of Israel coming from the east. His voice was like the roar of rushing waters, and the land was radiant with his glory.

In his right hand he held seven stars, and coming out of his mouth was a sharp, double-edged sword. His face was like the sun shining in all its brilliance. To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: These are the words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand and walks among the seven golden lampstands. He made my mouth like a sharpened sword, in the shadow of his hand he hid me; he made me into a polished arrow and concealed me in his quiver. About noon, King Agrippa, as I was on the road, I saw a light from heaven, brighter than the sun, blazing around me and my companions.

When I saw him, I fell at his feet as though dead. Then he placed his right hand on me and said: “Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last. Like the appearance of a rainbow in the clouds on a rainy day, so was the radiance around him.This was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the Lord. When I saw it, I fell facedown, and I heard the voice of one speaking. While he was speaking to me, I was in a deep sleep, with my face to the ground. Then he touched me and raised me to my feet. Who has done this and carried it through,calling forth the generations from the beginning? I, the Lord—with the first of them and with the last—I am he.”

I am the Living One; I was dead, and now look, I am alive for ever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and Hades. For we know that since Christ was raised from the dead, he cannot die again; death no longer has mastery over him. Whenever the living creatures give glory, honor and thanks to him who sits on the throne and who lives for ever and ever, Our God is a God who saves; from the Sovereign Lord comes escape from death.

Write, therefore, what you have seen, what is now and what will take place later. “To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: These are the words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand and walks among the seven golden lampstands. After this I looked, and there before me was a door standing open in heaven. And the voice I had first heard speaking to me like a trumpet said, “Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after this.”

The mystery of the seven stars that you saw in my right hand and of the seven golden lampstands is this: The seven stars are the angels of the seven churches, and the seven lampstands are the seven churches. “For the lips of a priest ought to preserve knowledge, because he is the messenger of the Lord Almighty and people seek instruction from his mouth. “To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: These are the words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand and walks among the seven golden lampstands. He asked me, “What do you see?” I answered, “I see a solid gold lampstand with a bowl at the top and seven lamps on it, with seven channels to the lamps. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. So that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.” Then you will shine among them like stars in the sky.

But Drew?



Whats all this about Rasta and rejecting materialism and consumerism when you yourself said you want that Audi that is in the iron man movies and your bike done the way you want and another cruiser type bike someday? 
You're a Hypocrite.

Here is the difference:

Proverbs 21:25-26


The desire of the slothful killeth him; 
for his hands refuse to labour.

He coveteth greedily all the day long:
but the righteous giveth and spareth not.


What else besides those things 
and my brilliant, dazzling, 
amazing wife to be have I ever said I wanted?
Exactly.

I don't lust after those things.
If I can have them?
Great.
Part of my reward for doing what I'm told.
If not?
So what.
I don't have them now so what will I miss?
It's kinda like getting a bonus from your employer for a job well done.
Everybody I know who has ever received a bonus check has always turned right around and given that kinda reward to charity right?
Hardly.
Having luxury is not a sin.
Especially if it's a reward for the hard work you've done.

Lusting after it greedily all the day long like crack cocaine or meth?
That's the problem.
Because you will never, ever be satisfied.


Bob Marley drove a BMW btw :-).
He said it was because it stood for Bob Marley and the Wailers.
Nobody ever really believed that :-).
Does that discredit all the good he did?

Critics gonna criticize.
Thats what they do.


Years ago, I prayed for my family and friends to have their needs met before me
and for myself to be given a platform to be heard from.

You tell me what happened.

Revelation 2:7

"To the one who is victorious, 
I will give the right 
to eat from the tree of life, 
which is in the paradise of God."

Some of us?
Not many, but some?
We get heaven on earth as our recompense.

Besides, I'm on record as saying I'd just as soon give it all away 
when I'm no longer here anyway 
so what difference does it all make in the long run?

Do a survey of the people in the fortune 500 and see what they plan on doing with their wealth when they are no longer here.
I betcha there aren't many who plan on giving it all away.
Critics should go bitch at them.

Peace.

The



things that give you away:

Nose
Cheekbones
Lips
Jaw line
Chin
Ass :-)

I'd recognize them anywhere :-).

:-)






Love you.