Thursday, March 30, 2017

One



of them was gonna cave sooner or later.
Them getting rid of this guy so quick kinda gave it away something was up.
This could really be a watershed moment.
These things always come to a tippin point and looks like, right now anyway, this is it.


Yeppers...




Proverbs 11:2



Proverbs 11:2

1 Corinthians 4:7



1 Corinthians 4:7

Jeremiah 9:24



Jeremiah 9:24

Dear



Mr. Lewisport City Councilman.

Matthew 6:1

James 4:13-15



James 4:13-15

James 4:17



James 4:17

Not



really sure how many 52 year old men who ride Harleys are out there listening to The Cure and The Verve.

My guess would be not many :-).

Like



I was sayin' :-).

"Keep away old man, you won't fool me
You and your history won't rule me
You might have been a fighter, but admit you failed
I'm not affected by your blackmail
You won't blackmail me"

Reminds me of Nich :-)



"I've got my clipboard, text books
Lead me to the station
Yeah, I'm off to the civil war
I've got my kit bag, my heavy boots
I'm runnin' in the rain
Gonna run till my feet are raw"

Yep






"But I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no, no, no"

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Love you :-)



Big day today :-).

Song is still applicable today



"Save me. Save me from tomorrow
I don't want to sail with this ship of fools
Save me. Save me from tomorrow
I don't want to sail with this ship of fools
Where's it comin' from?
Where's it goin' to now?
It's just a It's just a ship of fools"






Selfishness



Not even discussion worthy.
Movin' on.

Forgiveness



Just because you give it to someone doesn't necessarily mean you have to be around them.





Yep :-)



"I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real 
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures 
Are all I can feel"



How



many horrible songs have I shared with you in 4.5+ years now?

Exactly.

Love you.

Yeah...



"Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life.
Trying to make ends meet, you're a slave to the money then you die."




Fuck that!

I saw a performance of this song once and Richard Ashcroft said something to the effect of:

"This is for everybody working shitty jobs they hate with shitty bosses and lousy pay."

Yep :-)





:-)





"There's no goin' back to that I'm so numb,

Can't even react "



Tuesday, March 28, 2017

Russia shit



Could this administration even try and pretend to be any more guilty than they are acting?
Strong arming testimony, cancelling meetings.
Why?
If there is nothing there then why do all that?

Devin Nunes went to the White House before he informed his own committee cause things ain't lookin so bright.
Promise ya.
Wait and see.

I was asked this weekend how I felt about Neil Gorsuch's nomination to the Supreme Court.

It's pretty simple. Until all the investigations are done?
Including a possible independent one?
No nomination should be considered.
Period.
Filibusterer then all if need be.

Love ya.
Gotta get.
ttys.

Like



I was saying :-).


Yep :-)



At the end of the days activities :-).
Just like a responsible adult :-).



Song of Solomon 8:7



\Song of Solomon 8:7

RNM




“While they fight you down, 
stand firm and give Jah thanks and praises.”

John 6:35



John 6:35

Psalm 62:1




Psalm 62:1

Love it :-)





‘It’s not what they call you, it’s what you answer to.’

Saturday, March 25, 2017

Love you



Gotta get.

Be awesome today :-).

How



bout UK goes on to beat North Carolina and then Kansas to get to the NCAA Championship game?
To bad they couldn't have beat Duke somewhere along the way :-).




Like



I keep sayin', I figure you'll get your head out of your ass someday.

Bahahahahahahahaha

Psalm 30:11



Psalm 30:11

Thursday, March 23, 2017

Gotta get



Love you.

Time



to worship at the alter of the power cord for a few minutes :-).


Apparently?



I'm not the only one that thinks he doesn't know how to tie a tie :-).



Bahahahahahahahahahaha




Used



to dig it lol.
Not them really, just this song.
Can't even tell you why tbh.
Just do.


People



were like: 
"You won't always like music like you do now. You won't always go to shows, clubs, festivals, blah blah blah...

I was like: 
:-).

People were like:
"You won't always smoke. You'll quit sometime. You'll have to grow up someday and become a responsible member of society and blah blah blah...

I was like: 
:-).

Now? 
People are like:
"You get old you don't do all that F'in' around. Were old we don't mess with all that. It becomes less important than it was. (Which I can kinda see)...and blah blah blah...

Now I'm like:
Y'all 0 for 2 so far, I'll take my damn chances. 
Bahahahahahahahahaha

Triple



word score.

Sweet.
:-).

Rumi



"If you find me not within you, you will never find me. 
For, I have been with you, from the beginning of me."

Rumi



Through love, all pain will turn to medicine."

:-)




"You make me smile, all - all of the time."

John 16:33



John 16:33

Saturday, March 18, 2017

Love you



TTYS.

We



(more like I lol)
need cases of this stuff.

It works.
It really does.
The capsules quick working after a while.

Saw



him twice.



Both times for free at the WC Handy fest in Henderson.

If you could imagine what a harmonica imported from outer space would sound like?
That's how this guy played it.
Sounded like nothing else I have ever heard in my live.
Sad.
Glad I got to see him.



1 Thessalonians 5:16-18



1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

Once?





You got the wrong fella then.

Bahahahahahahahaah

Tell



"...Buy the ticket, take the ride...
And if it occasionally gets a little heavier than what you had in mind,
Well...maybe chalk it off to forced consciousness expansion..."

me about it :-).

Thursday, March 16, 2017

:-)




:-)




:-)




:-)




:-)





:-)





Turns



out Hunter S Thompson was in the Louisville Male High School class of 1955.
Dad graduated in 53.


Revisiting



"Fear and loathing in Las Vegas"
:-).


Who



would have thunk it?
Like you couldn't see this coming miles away?

Bout to be :-)





Romans 12:21



Romans 12:21

Yep :-)




Security



“It is time to prioritize the security and well being of Americans, and to ask the rest of the world to pay its fair share,” Trump wrote.
(About his budget proposal)

from what?


You shouldn't be.
At all.
None.
Zero.
Nada.
Zilch.

"a cost of more that $400 million dollars per life saved."

You are 250x more likely to die drowning in your own bathtub.
Cause everybody is scared of that right?

I thought the GOP was the party of business?
Surely any good businessman would see that this ROI is way in the negative.

It's the always follow the money trail thing going on.
Who benefits from all this money being spent?
Other than the military-industrial-surveillance complex?
Not many.

Trust me, if there is one bureaucracy that is going to insure it's own existence and continue to grow?
It's the military-industrial-surveillance complex.

Thank goodness from Bro Joe's bible study on the book of Revelation.
No need to worry or fret, it's all part of the plan.


Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Funny



how others viewed my finding that long lost account :-).
I didn't say it, even though it was what I was thinking.

"A gift from God" one said.
"It came at the perfect time." said another.

Whose timing is perfect?
Exactly.

Love you.
Gotta get.
ttys.

No SOMS today?
Damn, killing me smalls, just killing me :-).

Good thinkin...




You



bout to be.




Bahahahahahahahaha

Rumi



"To place you in my heart may turn you into thought
I will not do that.
To hold you with my eyes may turn you into thorn.
I will not do that.
I will set you on my breath , so you will become my life."

Numbers 6:26


Numbers 6:26

Rumi



"Be quiet. 
Find acquaintances with silence. 
Go inside, delve into your heart. 
Take a day off from the clamor."

Or?
You know, take five years or so :-).

1 Corinthians 13:7



1 Corinthians 13:7

Luke 1:37



Luke 1:37

2 Corinthians 12:9



2 Corinthians 12:9

James 4:10



James 4:10

1 Corinthians 2:9



1 Corinthians 2:9

Monday, March 13, 2017

Only



if we were there together :-).




Love you Lucy.
Thanks for putting up with me the last few days :-).

Fiscal conservatism at work :-).



Rumi



"If you want the moon , Do not hide from the night, 
If you want a rose , Do not run away from the thorns, 
If you want to love , Do not hide from yourself ."

Sufi Poverb



"I searched for God and found only myself.
I searched for myself and found only God."

Rumi



"We find the meaning in our life, we earn our humanity."

RNM





“It is important for us to be who we want to be.”

Psalm 27:14



Psalm 27:14

Never



liked this guy either.

So?



If the federal government can compel all major telecoms to turnover their phone records and give them blanket retroactive immunity?
What could possible go wrong here?
Talk about federal overreach.


Fuck Rep. Virginia Foxx, (R-N.C.).
How about she turns over her genetic records to the Federal Government?

These "small government" types just kill me with this kinda shit.


Saturday, March 11, 2017

George S. Patton Jr.


“For over a thousand years Roman conquerors returning from the wars enjoyed the honor of triumph, a tumultuous parade. In the procession came trumpeters, musicians and strange animals from conquered territories, together with carts laden with treasure and captured armaments. The conquerors rode in a triumphal chariot, the dazed prisoners walking in chains before him. Sometimes his children robed in white stood with him in the chariot or rode the trace horses. A slave stood behind the conqueror holding a golden crown and whispering in his ear a warning: that all glory is fleeting.”

Cause glory isn't ours.
It's gods.
Love you.

:-)





Finally



figured out when your bday is :-).

Friday, March 10, 2017

Love



you.
ttys.

Hopefully?
"real real soon"

:-).

Because






That's why.

:-)



"Nothin' much to say I guess
Just the same as all the rest"

:-)



"I'm gonna run to you, run to you, run to you
Woman be still
I'm gonna run to you, run to you, run to you
Woman I will"

:-)



"I dreamed that I saw Dali 
With a supermarket trolley
He was tryin' to throw his arms around a girl
He took an open-top beetle 
Through the eye of a needle
He was tryin' to throw his arms around the world"

:-)



"She's the wave, she turns the tide 
She sees the man inside the child"

:-)



"If you want to kiss the sky, better learn how to kneel 
On your knees, boy"

:-)




"Love, we shine like a burning star
We're falling from the sky tonight
A man will rise
A man will fall
From the sheer face of love
Like a fly from a wall
It's no secret at all"

Don't



fret sweetheart.
We got this.

Promise.

Revelation 20:4-5



Revelation 20:4-5

I



just wish everybody could have the kind of moments I did when I saw your jaw drop (I swear I saw our future together right then) and when I was at the bottom of the stairs waiting as you walked down them :-). I was scarred as a lil school boy but there was no way I was ever gonna let you know. Inside I was thinking, "There's no way in hell this doesn't happen, no way."

I



loved this :-).
Seriously, I had a good chuckle lol.




I was like:
"What the hell does she think I've been doing?"

Romans 8:28



Romans 8:28

Thursday, March 9, 2017

:-)






"You don't know if it's fear or desire
Danger the drug that takes you higher"

:-)



"She wears my love like a see-through dress"

:-)



"Her skin is pale like God's only dove
Screams like an angel for your love
Then she makes you watch her from above
And you need her like a drug"

:-)



"You're dangerous 'cos you're honest"

:-)



"You miss too much these days if you stop to think"

:-)


"Haven't seen you in quite a while
I was down the hall just passing time
Last time we met was a low-lit room
We were as close together as a bride and groom
We ate the food, we drank the wine
Everybody having a good time
Except you
You were talking about the end of the world."

Love you



knucklehead :-).

Oh yeah



I didn't explain that Bro Joe said the reason we need the cross as a portal so that heaven can come down to earth was because the evil one resides in the air.

Think a second about everyone walking around and looking at the images or text on their lil screens held in their hands which are really streams of dots and dashes transmitted through what?
Yeah, the air.
Let that sink in for a second.

Ephesians 2:2

I had



an interesting conversation with someone yesterday.
Keep in mind I've only ever talked to this person for less than a minute, even that was nothing more than exchanging pleasantries.

"Hello, how are you?"
"I'm great, you?"
"I'm doing good, it's been a crazy day, first I was at the blah blah blah, then I went to help with blah, blah blah and now I'm here."
"It beats the alternative."

(Meaning, it's always good to have something to do, however small or insignificant it may seem. Trust me. For someone who doesn't do all that much sometimes, okay lots of times, shut up already! I know the importance of having something to do each day no matter how small will give that day a plan, some meaning, as well as an objective to be accomplished. Doesn't matter whether it's laundry, walking the dog, grocery shopping, doing the dishes, whatever, having an activity planed for the day is a good thing.)

The response startled me.
"I don't worry about that, I know I'm going to heaven."

A few minutes passed when I explained that wasn't what I meant.
That I thought having activities planned for the day beat the alternative of not having any planned.

"Oh".

Inside I was like, WTF?
Where did that come from?
Why on earth feel compelled to tell that to someone you don't know from Adam?
No, "I can help you get there as well do you want to know how?"
No other explanation, nothing, just a curt, "I know I'm going to heaven."
What was really said, was what was implied, not spoken.
The real message being delivered was,
"I'm going and I don't think you are.
I'm better than you,
I know it and I'm going to tell you."
It reminded me of the "A rich man doesn't need to prove he's rich" story.
He knows he's rich.
Why should he feel compelled to prove it to anyone?
I mean if you know you're going?
Why do you feel so compelled to convince me of it?
Happy for ya.
And then to go on and not even share how you know or to try and explain or help a stranger get there as well?
WTF was your point other than being smug and self-righteous?

And we wonder why church attendance and membership is falling.

The ironic thing is?
I was reading about how it's possible to have heaven here on earth when this conversation started :-).


Bout



to be :-).



Bahahahahahahaha

Watcha thinkin bout now?

Bahahahahahahahahaha

Rumi



"Last night
I lost my grip on reality
and welcomed insanity.
Love
saw me and said,
I showed up.
Wipe you tears
and be silent.

I said, O Love
I am frightened,
but it's not you.
Love said to me,
there is nothing that is not me.
be silent.

I will whisper secrets in your ear
just nod yes
and be silent."

Wednesday, March 8, 2017

Okay I cheated :-).




Need



this one posted in a conspicuous spot somewhere around the house as well.

1st Corinthians 2:9.

Fuck it



just listen to the damn record.

Bahahahahahahaha

:-)



"We're free to fly the crimson sky
The sun won't melt our wings tonight
Oh now
Oh yeah, here she comes
Take me higher
Take me higher
You take me higher
You take me higher

You're the real thing
Yeah, the real thing
You're the real thing
Even better than the real thing
Even better than the real thing
Even better than the real thing"

:-)



"Give me one last chance and I'm gonna make you sing
Give me half a chance to ride on the waves that you bring
You're honey, child, to a swarm of bees
Gonna blow right through you like a breeze
Give me one last dance, we'll slide down the surface of things

You're the real thing
Yeah, the real thing
You're the real thing
Even better than the real thing, child"

Told ya :-).



"Give me one more chance and you'll be satisfied
Give me two more chances, you won't be denied
Well, my heart is where it's always been
My head is somewhere in between
Give me one more chance, let me be your lover tonight"

:-)




"Alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright

It's alright, it's alright

It's alright, it's alright
Hey baby, 

hey baby, 
hey baby, 

hey baby
It's alright, it's alright"

:-)



"I'm ready, ready for the laughing gas
I'm ready, I'm ready for what's next
I'm ready to duck, I'm ready to dive
I'm ready to say 'I'm glad to be alive"

Just wow...



1 Chronicles 29:12

Bro Joe



said that the cross can be a portal by which heaven can be experienced here on earth.

He had a diagram similar to the one below to make his point.

I thought that was pretty interesting as I had never heard that preached about before.

Besides, it made the lyrics to "Get up, stand up" make more sense.
 It did to me anyway :-).

Revelation 21



Revelation 21

Matthew 6



Matthew 6

Isaiah 65



Isaiah 65

1 Chronicles 29:11-12



1 Chronicles 29:11-12

Psalm 146:5-6



Psalm 146:5-6

Really



really stuck on this record here lately.



Had to :-).





Bahahahahahahahaha

RNM






“I just want to live and love.”

Monday, March 6, 2017

Translation?






We know they got a lot more on us so don't be surprised by what you may see in the upcoming days or weeks.

:-)



Matthew 16:24

Colossians 1 19-20
Galatians 2:20

Galatians 6:14

2 Corinthians 5:20

Luke 14:27

Revelations 12 7-9

"True love comes from God" ~ Bro Joe.
Who knew :-) ?

Rumi



"When setting out on a journey, do not seek advice from those who have never left home."

Ecclesiastes 11:5



Ecclesiastes 11:5

And BTW?



We will see who is laughing when my nutsack is bouncing off your forehead.

Bahahahahahahahaha

Sorry girl, but you deserve it at this point.
You play your game your way I play mine my way.
Just the way it is.

This



country always has to have a boogie-man.
Dad was saying much the same thing back in the late seventies early eighties.

Great



Friday, March 3, 2017

The



new wish list (minus the rye).
Right behind Buffalo Traces Antique Collection.



Particularly interested in the barrel proof.

Yep




Yeah,



why don't ya?


If



I was just your lover?

Oh lord have mercy honey-child would you ever have overachieved.

Bahahahahahahahahahaha

Read



this last night :-).



Fun Facts:

In the 1890's Richard Monarch purchased the E.W. Murphy distillery. The distillery was small as it had a 60 bushel a day mashing capacity and could store around 1500 barrels. He supposedly purchased it so he and his friends would never run out of good whiskey :-).

When John Medley came to America from  England in 1634? Wanna take a guess what he brought with him? Yeah, the family still :-). How bad ass is that? 1634? Crossing on a boat? "Yeah were leaving and going to a new land but you know whats coming with us sweetheart? Damn straight the family stills comin with us."


James Crow is credited scientifically perfecting the "sour mash" method of distilling.





T.J. Megibben is credited with creating the Old Fashion cocktail at The Pendennis Club in Louisville.





Even Hancock County had a distillery in the late 1890's.
Old Best Distillery RD#99.




RNM





"You mean they can tell God that it's not legal?"

Ephesians 2:8-9



Ephesians 2:8-9

Thursday, March 2, 2017

Now



how about those ass cheeks?

Bahahahahahahahahaha

Sorry



but I gotta go on a rant.
If I don't get it out of me?
I'll blow a gasket at the most inopportune time and that's not what I or anyone else would want.

I see the snide looks from people around here.
They might as well scream: "I can't believe he's making her pay back child support with all his money."
First of all, what money?
I'm just sick of hearing about it or sensing it from people.
So for once and for all I'm gonna put it out here and what ever happens happens.
People don't wanna be my friend or quit talking to me over it?
So be it.
Good fucking riddance.

The fact is I never wanted child support.
It was only after the other party started making as much as I was that I asked for it.
I'll be damned if you're gonna make almost what I do and not help support your child.
Fuck that.

Then there was an overage.
I mean what do these people think?
That I was the one crunching the numbers?
That I came up with the determined amount of monthly support?
That's what the lawyers and the judge decided was applicable.
Not me.

All I ever wanted was to be left alone from someone who stated they would "make it their purpose in life to make him miserable as hell."
So how's that working for ya these days?
Seems to me like shit like that always comes back to bite you in the ass.

So I had an idea.
Lets just go back to no child support.
Forget about the overage now and I'll save you thousands more over the course of years and we won't have any reason to keep dragging shit in front of attorneys and judges, using the court system etc.
The response?
I'll never forget it.
"Nooooooo, I want to paaaay."

11 motions made in fifteen years.
One approximately every sixteen moths.
All part of the "make it their purpose in life to make me miserable as hell." plan I suppose.

"But you could go back and ask for more child support at any time." they say.
True
But by this time?
I was so done with all this shit all I wanted was for the whole issue to go away.

But noooooo.
Somebody had a better plan.
Poor mans disease.
Short Sightedness.
Forget about what you're gonna pay later.
Get what you can today.

The whole thing was to keep all the drama and bull shit ongoing.
That's it.
Without child support to haggle about?
There's no issue left that needs to be discussed.
Just anything and everything to keep the drama and victim status ongoing.
The only thing some people are a victim of is their own bad decisions.
That's all these people ever want.
Keep the drama going on as many fronts as possible.
And when it ends with you?
It just starts up again with someone else about something else.

"But you bought a Harley." they say.
So the fuck what. is my response.
I got a raise from work to pay for it.
Seriously, if I didn't think I could swing the payments without the child support?
I wouldn't have bought the damn thing.
I knew the support couldn't be counted on.
Five years worth of payments.
Only one year did I ever receive child support while making payments on it.

"But that money was for him."
I love this one.
This one burns me up more than any other one and here's why, because more often than not the people who say it have never been in a similar situation.
What was I supposed to do?
Open up a separate account and only use it for his needs?
Figure up his portion of gas, electric, water, food, mortgage, fuel, DSL, Insurance, clothes, toiletries on and on and on and pay it out of his own separate account?
Have you even heard of anyone doing such a thing?
There may be some, but there isn't many who do, that I can assure you.
So it all went in the pot, and then the bills (including his) were paid from it.
Case closed.

The thing that kills me is everybody acts like there was no other option.
Why not just pay what the court said you should?
(Which was the minimum amount btw)
Why was that never an option?

If we had done things my way?
Nobody would have owed anybody anything and everyone would be much happier.
Oh hell no, happiness?
Even the other parties own?
Can't possibly have that.
Wouldn't know how to fucking act.

I honestly could not believe they turned down the offer to not have to pay any more if they forgave the overage. It would have saved three dollars for every one they had to pay out.
Makes sense right?
You're gonna give me three dollars for every one I give you?
Who passes up a deal like that?
I just looked at my attorney like WTF?
Someone said something to the effect of "Some people are just stupid."
I said thats fine, however we can work it out is fine with me, I just want it to go away and be over.
One thing though, she pays, every last penny, they're gonna pay, BECAUSE IT"S WHAT SHE SAID SHE WANTED.

I gave multiple chances to not have to pay.
Multiple.
This is only the one incident I'm talking about.

I knew that day some eight years ago or whatever that we would end up here.

Now here we are.
Everybody thinking I'm being all hardcore and shit.
To me?
I'm just giving her what she said she wanted.
Out of the 11 motions she filed in fifteen years? This will be the only one she made she ever had to adhere to.
Let that sink in for a second.

I'm sure if it was a man in a similar situation he would have been treated the same.
Yeah right.
Just deserts if you ask me.
Careful what you wish for they say.

Isaiah 54:16-17.

It is what it is.
I'm done ever talking about it again, to anyone.
It's not worth the aggravation.
Period.





This Russia Shit



I'm tellin ya they got 'em.
A bunch of them.
Seems to me like today's story about Mr. Sessions is part of the slow trickle of information that they've had for a while.
This is what they do.
You never give away your whole hand all at once.
You put a lil bit out there and watch them try and cover for themselves, let them squirm for a while, see what happens, and usually somewhere along the way? They hang themselves.
It's all part of the "rising action" as if it were if it was a novel or movie.
Then the day comes when there will be a climactic event.
Then the inevitable falling action and trying to put humpty dumpty back together again.

A while back a read where an official with the secret service agency was saying that all the trips to mar-lago were taking it's toll on the agents involved in security. He said agents were suffering from "burn-out". Remember that if a secret service agent ends up turning on his president. To me it was like they were planting the seeds for whats about to happen. Seems like anyway.

Ever wonder why everybody involved in this administration looks like they are about to blow a blood vessel in their forehead? 
Well? 
If I had the Dems, the establishment Republicans, The CIA, The NSA, The FBI, The Treasury Department and in all likelihood The Russian Intelligence services coming after me about stuff I knew I had done and lied about? 
I'd probably look like I was gonna stroke out too.

So much for that "bump" from the speech he gave Tuesday.