"...and for the love of God can you give a brother man a three?"
Well can ya?
Saturday, May 31, 2014
Well
for the love of God, if I can't even breathe these days would you be so kind as to make it at least a three?
Showtime here in a few...
Love you.
Please don't keep me hangin any longer.
I really can't take it.
Silver boot Keyrings.
CD's.
Earbuds.
Nice.
Appreciated.
Doesn't put me at ease.
Not in the least.
Only one thing will.
You.
Me.
Married.
Havin the time of our lives.
God Bless you.
Night.
I've...
"Ready
when you are.
Say the word.
I'll be there as soon as I can."
I've been ready for two fucking years!
What more you want from a fella?
Geez-louise!
We have
to erase the configs off of 16 nursing centers equipment, routers and switches, shortly after 12 AM.
Like always, we get busy when it gets late.
I'm
fucking serious about your shit having my name on her.
It really is my one and only condition.
Who else would have ever given you a thrill like this chase has been?
Lets see...
Nobody, that's who.
All these fucked up long beard havin craft brew drinkin, mamby pamby hipster wanna be's ridin scooters, go grow a fucking pair scooter boy...
Women need to be women and men need to be men...it just works better that way. Cause when you're full-blown masculine? It gives her the freedom to be full-blown feminine, and that's something that a lot of todays career-minded professioanl women have never had the chance to experience.
Well get ready sweetheart.
Yes
"the responses look like they are written by brain dead people?
:-P And, if you are writing at additional
online social sites, I would like to keep up with you.
Could you list the complete urls of all your shared sites like your linkedin profile, Facebook page or twitter feed?"
Yes, the responses do seem somewhat brain dead.
No, I will not share other social media outlets with you.
You want me?
Put some ink on that finger, walk down the isle to "Here comes my girl" (Live version) say I do, and lets go riding...
Fuck social media.
tryin to get farther and farther away from it...
If I got you...
then what do I need social media for?
She
better be bald and have my name inked right above her and be ready for the time of her life.
Drew's Honeypot.
Indeed.
Cause I own that shit.
At least I am gonna act like I do.
You can like it or you can tell me to go fuck myself.
Really don't matter to me.
Your call.
Ridin with Chad later in June.
So sorry.
Looks like you won't be the first.
Bahahahahahahaha.
Your tough shit.
Oh, and we will be touring a distillery.
Yeah, wats that?
Oh, okay once again?
Alright.
Your tough shit.
Bahahahahahahahaha.
We...
"Is there a way I can import all my wordpress posts into it?
Any kind of help would be greatly appreciated!"
We can work on it together after we are married and living in the same house, how's that grab ya?
I'm
gonna cry when I finally see you.
You know this right?
Tears of happiness, joy, relief...
I'm gonna wanna grab you and not let go of you ever again...
afraid it would take me two more years of chasin' to ever find ya...
What
I wouldn't do...
to just have a date with you...
to go to a drive in somewhere...
and pack a picnic basket with some snacks...
Xmen...
Godzilla...
the movies really wouldn't be the point.
Tell me to come right now.
Watch what happens.
Try me.
Chickenshit lol...
I'm beat
just emotionally worn out from being so upset with a certain 15 year old boy yesterday.
I was literally trembling yesterday when I went to Janets to go to sleep.
He should understand that I just can not afford physically to be that upset with him.
I just can't do it to myself.
I'll end up sick.
He should know this.
I shouldn't have to explain it to him.
Like...
"Exactly where are your contact details though?"
Like you aint been to my house and you don't have them.
Please.
505
pageviews today so far Ornery ass...
but I am ate up wit it? lol...
Yeah, okay, whatever
Morning sunshine...
Love you.
It's
not like you're gonna be knocking on the door to the apartment that my ex-wife still lives in or anything Lucy :-).
I thought you had balls sweetheart :-(.
Bahahahahahahaha
All
it takes is a phone call or a text you know?
"Hey...Drewski?
It's me, your soon to be wife..."
Something like that...
Whatever
"I just get frustrated cause I feel like we should have already been together by now and that what ever the hold up is you won't just tell me."
it is, I have already assumed much worse.
Relax.
Take a deep breath.
We've come this far.
It's okay.
Promise.
You
got a bot running or something?
Cause all of your views are on the same post, over and over and over.
I am
seriously about to give up on him.
That is exactly where I am at right now.
That day moving the appliances and now this.
If he can't see, or doesn't know any better than to try and help his old man around the house any more than he does by this age?
Then what am I supposed to do?
We should be a team.
We should work together to get things done.
But, no.everything is a fight, a struggle to do what he already knows needs to be done and is the right thing to do.
I shouldn't have to do his laundry or cook his food.
I will, but I shouldn't be expected to cook every last meal for him.
When I was his age I was lighting the grill and cooking cheeseburgers for myself.
He should be and is able to do so.
He just don't wanna.
Too much of his moma and his uncles in him if you ask me.
I've just had enough.
Enough disrespectful tone and attitude to do me more than a lifetimes worth.
He gonna go kick the worlds ass and won't make his own breakfast or do his own laundry.
Give me a fucking break.
Friday, May 30, 2014
I
think you would have been a great mom.
I certainly understand if someone doesn't want kids or if just some unforeseen circumstances leads to people not having any but you would have been great.
Very calming influence you have with him.
It's nice for a change.
Needed actually.
We will have to play good-cop bad-cop, you know this right?
Well...
why wouldn't you?
"I am hoping to view the same high-grade blog
posts from you later on as well."
all day everyday till the end of days there Dollbaby.
Promise.
He
does so good with so much then he pulls some kinda shit like this?
I know, comes with the territory, he is 15.
He just needs to be made to understand he fucked up.
I had a bad case of gout in my foot.
Worst it's been in a while.
Had it from Sun - Thursday.
Hobbled around hardly walking at times, particularly in the AM or after having sat down for a while.
Ask him how many loads of laundry he did during this time.
Or dishes.
Ask if he even offered to help.
He knew it was painful for me to walk yet I was the one going downstairs to do laundry.
I think he moved one load from the washer to the dryer.
Well gee, thanks...
sorry...
just had it with him sometimes...
nobody sees it but me.
Love you Lucy.
He will be okay.
But he got some work to do.
Did I mention I was tired of being Daddy and Mommy lol?
I am.
I am just exhausted and a lil more appreciation and consideration from him would go a long ways with me.
I'm
fucking pissed.
Tired of being disrespected.
I don't take it from anybody else.
He is about to find out I am done taking it from him.
He quit doing dishes, he quit doing laundry.
He should be a helper, not a burden.
School work was always his excuse.
Now what is it going to be?
I guarantee you he will come up with something.
Fact of the matter is he is lazy.
Period.
It will be his undoing.
Well let me tell ya something.
When he turns 18?
He can go be lazy somewhere else on somebody elses dime.
Makes me sick to my fucking stomach.
Makes me think back to my dad and my grandad and how he is not just being disrespectful to me but to them as well.
I
mean is this the type of child you would want in your house?
Is it?
Cause I won't fucking put up with it.
He knows he was wrong not to help me.
Good.
Let it eat at him.
I aint even calling for the reading tomorrow.
Fuck him.
Yes, I said that.
He gonna act like that?
Then he gets what he deserves.
Let it stew for a good lil bit till I get home Monday.
and yes, there will be gravel to put down :-).
One's...
whatever...
It's okay for me to drive 180+ miles and spend $120 on a show he shouldn't have been able to get in to see but then I ask for a simple meter reading and I am the asshole?
This shit is not gonna fly come Monday AM when I get home.
Oh and summertime?
No school?
Yeah, the breakfast short order cook gets some time off.
He better not ever wake me up this summer sayin he wants something for breakfast.
There will be eggs, bacon, bread for toast etc, he can cook it, he has been shown, he said he knew how.
He wants to be treated like a man?
Then he needs to start acting like one.
Two and a half more years Lucy.
You think I am going to make it?
Lol.
He by his own admission stated he likes to aggravate me.
That's what I need?
That helps?
That makes me sleep better at night?
That makes me feel better?
He wants to pester me to no end like I am one of his school buddies then he is upset when I don't wanna be around him?
It don't cut both ways like that.
He needs to recognize.
Seriously...
it's pissing me off listening to him talk about what he wants, or what he is going to get.
Don't think I don't know where that is coming from.
Does that even remotely sound like me or something I would say?
Just
don't ever, ever, think or treat me like I am stupid.
It won't be pretty.
I've put up with that from plenty of others for plenty long enough.
I won't put up with it.
I appreciate what you're trying to do I really do.
But enough.
It's taking it's toll.
Wrap it up buttercup, drive the train into the station there sweetheart.
Tell me to come right now.
What are you so scare of anyway?
You know I would.
I would be there just as soon as I could.
You
might wanna reign your lil buddy Nicholas a lil bit.
All I hear any more is about the phone he wants to get or the speakers he wants to get or putting a sub-woofer in the vehicle Janet is giving him.
I'm fucking tired of it.
Here we are getting by and I'm hearing about $400 phones and speakers?
From somebody that doesn't have a job?
From somebody that doesn't wanna walk outside and give me the electric meter reading when I call and ask him?
That doesn't wanna me help shovel gravel?
I'm fucking tired of it but you know, of course I am the bad guy, I am always the bad guy...
Tired of you, Janet, mom, James and everybody else thinking I am just tee-totally stupid with what is going on...
It's starting to come between me and him...
It simply won't be allowed...
Tread at your own risk at this point...
That's
eight one's in a row.
George Clinton said no matter how good a certain stroke is, it get's old if it's used all the time.
Just sayin...
Who
is barelybarbie singing for anyway?
Kinda reminds me of yodanipples a lil bit.
She liked to sing as well it seemed like.
Say the word.
I'll leave right now.
Be there in a lil over two hours.
Try me.
Dare ya.
Double dare ya.
Double dog dare ya.
I got chaps and a leather jacket and a sweatshirt.
I'm good to go.
Just need that damn address.
Had
to leave in a hurry.
Storm was coming.
When I opened the garage door to get the bike out it thundered lol.
It was 5-10 minutes away.
I rushed out to stay ahead of the storm.
I managed to stay ahead of it.
BBQ from lunch left over in break room.
Not near as good as mine.
Love you Virgie.
Pictures...
I want pictures of my beautiful,
intelligent,
high performance in oh so many ways,
wife.
Thursday, May 29, 2014
Reminds
me of somebody...
(Feisty, not just a lil bit, a lot.)
On this path let the heart be your guide for the body is hesitant and full of fear.
~ Rumi
Just beautiful
A life without love
is a waste.
“Should I look for
spiritual love, or material, or physical love?”
Don’t ask yourself this question.
Discrimination leads to discrimination.
Love doesn’t need any name,
category or definition.
Love is a world itself.
Either you are in, at the center…
either you are out,
yearning.
RUMI
I know I've sent it before...
those days are over lol...
been close to two years lol...
If you get something you already got before it's because it was meaningful enough to be sent again...
Love you...
We
understanding each other here?
You're gonna treat me like a fucking king and you're going to love doing so every minute of every day.
Monogrammed and manicured or take your shit somewhere else for two years and see who sticks around.
Capiche hombre?
Bahahahahahaha
Glad
to see the 2 works on your keyboard.
Wat about the three?
Does it still work?
Tired still.
Woke up not feeling so hot.
Weekend catching up with me I guess.
Layin down before picking him up and going to dentist in O-boro.
Has a cavity that needs filled.
Third one in a year.
He did better when he was smaller lol.
Love you.
ttys
Oh...
obliterated gets a two does it?
That shit is going to be a f'ed up mess...
on a regular basis...
you don't scare me there "grenade face" and you don't fool me either...
I've known what you have wanted since I saw that gleem in your eyes coming down the steps at Kindred.
I'll give it to you.
All you can handle.
More than that probably.
all day...
everyday...
till the end of days...
Dollbaby
Promise.
Obliterated...
Obliterated...
just sayin...
chickenshit...
tryin to look all hard in that bandanna and your "grenade" face...
bring it...
you're gonna need it...
Bahahahahahahah
379
pageviews yesterday.
Comments left all night long.
and I am the one that is ate up with it?
Lol.
Okay Bambi, sure, whatever you say.
Love you dingleberry.
Morning.
Bout sick of your fucking ones...
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
Maya Angelou
"I love to see a young girl go out and grab the world by the lapels.
Life's a bitch.
You've got to go out and kick ass."
She passed away today.
Sad...
She was awesome...
Like somebody else I know.
Love you.
Gotta get...
Tony be here soon.
He always comes in here with a bundle of energy...
Warm for ride home.
Looks like no rain on the way :-).
Leathers almost dried.
Should be in good shape.
Love you so much...
just wanna be together...
forever...
or I wouldn't still be here...
promise...
Night.
ttys.
"You..."
Joe: "You should have got a seat on the back of that bike, that would get you a woman."
Me: "Joe, if a woman wants to be with me because I have a bike I assure you that is not a woman I want."
Joe: "Yeah, you say that till they're all rubbing on you and they are soft and they smell nice."
Me: "How bout I get a woman with her own bike? How bout that? How about we do that Joe?"
I aint heard much out of Joe since our confrontation
in the foyer and then Kenny lining him out about his behavior...
Haven't heard much out of anybody at work since that incident to be honest.
I got nothing against Joe. He is helping raise his Grand kids, admirable, how can I not respect that?
I just pray for them...Joe, his family, his kids, his grand kids...what else can I do? People don't understand, we have to fight against our natural inclinations, jealousy, hurt, anger, bitterness, why me? etc, on and on and on...wish well for those that seek to harm you and watch what happens...
Promise.
It felt so good going back to see Christian Sunday after I woke up. I wanted to see the kids in their new home while they were still awake. Walked in the door and Jr is sitting there at the end of the couch watching Ice Age, he starts patting the seat next to him saying "Drew, Drew." How could I not go sit by him? What a great feeling. He likes to hear me fire up the bike as well. If they are going somewhere he never wants to leave till after I do :-)...Ryder was running around on the deck. Christian said he loves running around out there. He was having a blast. But we had to go inside. He threw a fit like I aint seen in a bit. Bucking at the waist, arms and legs just a flailing away...me and Christian just looked at each other and laughed...two single dads...lol...we each knew what the other was thinking..."Keep doing that buddy, that will get you what you want...NOT!...lol...not today, not tomorrow, not ever lol...
Why aren't you in bed yet?
and
for the love of God would you please leave comments in a form that I can easily understand?
Jeez Lucy...
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
Damn...
not even a three on that last post?
Ornery I tell ya, it don't even come close...
you wait till I get ahold of you...
Bahahahahahaha
You
never so much as thought about a motorcycle till you met me and saw the picture I was painting for us.
Tell me it aint so lil miss "When I grow up I wanna be a biker chick".
Okay...
yes I understand.
Cook,
clean,
mow,
dishes,
laundry,
groc shop
take care of the yard,
grill,
stain the deck,
landscape,
be a travel agent for us
etc,
on and on and on...
I get it...
but seriously...
what would you rather I be doing?
I bet you would rather I be doing what I told you in that text I just sent.
Bahahahahahahaha
I
promise you...
I am going to wear your ass out...
just like you want me too...
just like I been telling you all along...
just you wait and see...
I was
gonna post Bowfishin pics but I didn't have some on the camera that I had mixed in from Marks 10+ years ago so I will wait till I get home.
I'm sure you have seen some of Nich's from the skrillex show...
Just wanna get home and rest.
Mom said, "trust your heart, follow your dreams, trust what you feel...don't worry about anything"
(Don't ever tell her I told you that lol...)
but...
oaky...
have been...
will do...
just want my wife Lucy, hell I told you when I text you after walking you to your car the third time where I saw this goin'...lol...
Just like a woman not to believe a man lol...
so I ask you again...
why every good love story gotta start with some beautiful woman sayin...
"No!, this can't be!,
this is not what I wanted,
this is not how this is supposed to work out,
I had it all planned out...
Not like this!...
But goodness there is something about that boy that I can not get out of my head...
No!...
Where is that pic of him and his son again...
Oh good lord..
No!
This isn't supposed to be happening!
This is so not gonna fly around here..."
Uh-huh...
we will see about that...
Love you Virgie...
Two's...
ones...blah blah blah...
silver boot on a keyring...blah blah blah...
DMB CD and ear buds...blah blah blah...
Sporster girl with a blacked out Iron 883...blah blah blah...
when you really gonna show me something?
Like some ink on that finger and oh...some other place...
now that would be showing a brotherman something...
Bahahahahahahahaha
Next
time I see you in a bandanna it damn well better be your reflection in my bikes rearview mirror.
Just sayin...
Bahahahahahahaha
somebody is tired of waiting...
"Well...
"...Well I'd sell my soul for just one touch
The good Lord would too if he loved her half as much..."
You are just the baddest mama jama I have ever met.
People thought I was crazy, still do I guess, chasin after you for so long...
They didn't see, or didn't know, or didn't ask me about what I knew.
I knew.
Right away, I just knew.
I could tell.
There was something special here.
None of which was any of our doings.
Just the way it goes sometimes there sporty.
A phone number...lol.
Are you kidding me?
A fucking phone number.
How many parking garages are there down in Lebanon TN?
Just wondering if you been cruisn any lately stalking out older, mature, responsible (mostly lol) hippie christian, biker, perverted NOC techs...
Bahahahahahaha
I'm just
wondering.
Are all the numbers on your phone or keyboard broke besides the one?
Damn girl...
Asked my
Asked my friend David Lash about how to handle blessing that would seem to be overflowing in the near future (never experienced anything quite like it before there bubalooie)...
"stay humble. Humility keeps the door open."
How awesome is that?
Exactly what I needed to hear, exactly when I needed to hear it.
Seven lil words...
Priceless...
"Why
dream a dream if you're not gonna live in it?"
somebody once asked.
What is the point in that Lucy?
Ready
when you are...
Hop in the ol' truck
pop it in gear
drive til the pavement
ends
and then some
down a dirt road
to a wide open meadow
with deer grazing in the sun
the adventure's just begun
not a cloud in the sky
and you're by my side
as we step back in time
"As We Step Back in Time"
Michael Traveler
60 miles...
in the rain today on the way up lol...
couldn't get out of it, it was in front of me.
It was heading Northeast, same direction as me lol.
I would go 10-15 minutes and then I would be right back in it.
Pull over and wait a lil while...then right back in it.
Then when I turned north on 31-W?
Yeah, another one coming from the south going north, big ass drops.
Wasn't until I got to Gene Snyder and 31-W interchange did I see sunlight.
Leathers are soaked to the bone lol.
Hope they dry out some before heading home.
I started to say "Well this sucks..."
Then I caught myself.
You're riding your Harley to work, shut up, this is the third big adventure you have had in four days, most guys wouldn't get this in 3-4 months, shut up, not everybody gets to have an adventure on the way to work.
Something like that.
I've gotten good at riding in the rain.
Good tires.
Leathers.
Sit up straight, no leaning.
Drive slower.
Pay even more attention to traffic.
No "quick grabbing" brakes.
No quick movements of any kind actually.
anyway...
How hardcore are you really lil miss thang?
and I aint talking about sex sweetheart...
lol.
The greatest
"The greatest truths are often the little ones right in front of us ..."
Michael Traveler
"Come and get it"..
she says lol...
how about you bring it?
Monogrammed and manicured...
all...
over...
me...
How about that?
Hows that grab ya?
Bahahahahahaha
Morning
beautiful...
back at it.
Feel pretty rested.
Nich said Molly was the prettiest person he has ever met.
Hummm
Sounds familiar...
Monday, May 26, 2014
Home
now sporty girl...
Skrillex and Dillon Francis were better than I thought.
I'd stick around to see their sets at a festival where it's not all just EDM.
Not that interested in going back to see them again lol.
Five hours and four groups of EDM artist was a lil much for me.
But I would watch their sets at a festival...
Skrillex set ran a lil long and therefore maybe was a lil anti-climatic but it was okay lol.
Light show was awesome.
Go figure.
I wonder why that would be?
lol.
Had a good time.
Got to watch the freak show lol.
Man they were everywhere.
Funny.
I saw one person there who might have been my age.
Nich was a happy camper.
That's all that really mattered.
Love you.
When we going ridin?
Come to think of it I aint never even rode with nobody else.
Why not make you the first?
It's a thought.
Night beautiful
Peace.
Skrillex.
What
else was ever gonna work with you?
lol.
Nothin'.
That's what.
That pic of you in the leather?
With the bandana?
Oh good lord child lol...
only been waitin two years lol...
"WHAT DO I HAVE TO SAY OR DO TO GET IT THROUGH TO YOU?
I'M NOT INTERESTED!!!!"
Yeah, I could tell, lil miss parking garage...
Uhhhh
I told ya...
put a bullet in me
or send the law after me...
I told Dee (security guard at work, not there any more) this a long long time ago...
"Oh my God, you mean it!"
"You fuckin' better believe it I do."
Promise.
Got ot get to moms for lunch then up to Louisville for the show with Nich.
Love you.
You're amazing.
Don't ever forget that shit lol.
Funny the show got moved to the Iroquois Amphitheater.
You mentioned it in the break room the day we sat out in the courtyard and had dinner.
I don't miss much sweetheart.
Then again I am dense as hell about somethings lol.
Comes with the territory lol.
Is
your husband "pretty rad"?
I mean is he really?
Only a strong man can handle a strong woman, you know this right?
James, when we were shopping around Christmas time:
"You are going to be so much happier with her dude..."
and
"Your not going to be happy unless she rides..."
I think I see where he was coming from now :-).
...and for the love of God can you give a brother man a three?
It's a shame...
It's a shame what this day has become compared to what it is supposed to have been...
Thanks for your service hotrod.
"I got a date...
"I got a date with the preacher's daughter
She give me life, she bring me water
Every Sunday I watch her work
Pretty little self in a pretty little church
Daddy gives her a nod, she takes collection
Her daddy gives her a nod, she kneels by his side
Well I'd sell my soul for just one touch
The good Lord would too if he loved her half as much
Well I got a date with the preacher's daughter
Hmmm..."
Love you Virgie.
Morning...
Sunshine...
Love you...
I thought this was appropriate to hear the preacher preach about yesterday...
John 14:15-21
New International Version (NIV)
Jesus Promises the Holy Spirit
15 “If you love me, keep my commands. 16 And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever— 17 the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be[a] in you. 18 I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. 19 Before long, the world will not see me anymore, but you will see me. Because I live, you also will live. 20 On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you. 21 Whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me. The one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love them and show myself to them.”
Sunday, May 25, 2014
Night...
sporty...
Love you.
Busy day tomorrow...
lol
like always...
I just knew...
I just did...
sweet dreams...
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