Well

 

"Left her whole world behind to be with him."

 

Well then why aint ya?

My

head is just spining, feels like it's just going to explode.

I am not sick anymore either.

 

Can't take it, need to know Molly.

 

This is love?

More like torture if you ask me.

It's all

 

"Does she really love me that much?"

 

I ever really wanted to know.

I...

understand you've been through a lot.

I understand Nicholas been through a lot.

 

I am rarely like this, but here goes...

 

What about me?

What about what I have been through?

Who is really giving a shit about what I go through everyday?

Will this be the day?

Will I get an address?

Does she really love me that much?

Are we really going to do this?

 

I am at the end of my fucking rope, I know something is going on, I have been able to tell for a while now.

Nobody else worried about anything at all and I get to sit here an deal with all the stress...nice, thanks, appreciate it.

 

I ain't shitting!

In a month my insurance premium is going to go up between $150 - $400 a month.

Were fucking sunk and your playing little girl games to complete some fucking fairytale?

Yeah...like I said thanks.

 

Love you Lucy, but this shit has to stop.

My mind...

just never seems to get a break.

If it does, it's for a very short time and then right back to a million things.

Not that long a go,

it didn't used to be this way.

I am not used to it.

I don't like it.

I don't ever wanna get used to it.

 

It's not, what my creator wants me to feel.

I know this.

I fight against it...

 

And yet still.

Here I am.

 

"...right back to a million things."

 

You and him.

All I give a shit about.

 

Nothing...

 

else...

 

matters.

Seems

 

like you could cut a boy some slack you know?

A 13?

Why don't you just tell me knucklehead?

 

Something tells me we are the fuck up out of here before too long.

I'll go with that.

Settles the queasiness of my stomach.

Even if it's not true, it makes me feel a lot better, so yeah, I'll go with that.

Now...

it's an 11?

Why?

 

is this post getting a 10?

 

"I got

a lot on my mind and I am tired of it.

Nobody else seems to be worried about my health, or moving, or where we are going, or my job, or providing for my son.

Now why would that be?

And why can't you just tell me?..."

When you feel you cant bear even one minute...

 

pretty much how I been feeling since I saw that e-mail.

 

I got nobody to pick me up when I am down.

I got nobody to pick up when they are down.

 

Tired.

 

Feeling beat down by life.

 

Been fighting these little battles on my own far too long.

Sorry.

It's just that truth.

RUMI

 

"When you go through a hard period,
When everything seems to oppose you,
When you feel you cant bear even one minute,
never give up
Because it is the time and place that the course will divert."

 

Ofcourse it comes to me right now.

lol.

Why wouldn't it?

Well...

 

I got it figured out.

If we can't afford it?

We will go without and pay the penalty.

We have been paying out of pocket for two years and never met the deductible so whats the difference?

Next open enrollment?

We get a policy through Kynect.

 

I knew it would be like this.

I just did.

I knew the weight of the world would come crashing down all around me.

 

So glad nobody else seems concerned.

Sure doesn't make it any easier for me.

If somebody meant what they said seems like now would be the time to let it be known.

 

Drowning...

 

roof.

Power steering pump.

Health Insurance.

 

Just want my wife.

Just want somebody to handle all of life's little adversities with.

Tired of it.

Carried the load for to long.

It's wearing on me.

I got

a lot on my mind and I am tired of it.

 

Nobody else seems to be worried about my health, or moving, or where we are going, or my job, or providing for my son.

 

Now why would that be?

And why can't you just tell me?

 

I can not rest till I get this insurance thing figured out.

There are ways to get discounts but it won't let me log in, won't let me change my password, and the hold time for customer service is 20-30 minutes.

This is what it did before.

This is all Humana, nothing to do with Kynect.

So great, tomorrow or one of my days off I get to haggle with Humana most of the afternoon.

 

I'd rather be talking to you.

There

 

comes a time to be practical about things.

That time is now.

Hey...

So if you were told to choose between loving me and breathing you would use your last breath to tell me you loved me?

 

That's nice and all.

I'll believe it when you say it to me.

 

Yes I can make your hips stir lol.

 

Did you leave your whole world to be with me?

Did you?

How am I supposed to know when you won't say anything to me?

Breaks my heart.

 

Walked in to work to see an e-mail stating that my insurance is probably going up $75 - $200 a pay period.

What single parent can afford that?

Even changing my deductions on my taxes I'll be going backwards.

I'm drowning over here.

The time for this nonsense has long been over.

If you love me then put my mind at ease somehow.

 

I don't know how Nich and I will make it.

I really don't at this point.

 

That's where I am at.

Where are you at?

Cause I honestly have no idea.

 

See why I said I wouldn't give a two week notice?

Fuck this place.

Enough.

 

 

I'm

leaving.

Give me the address and I will see you in a couple of hours.

Love you.

Love you too...

Molly.

Night.

Psalm 40:1-3

I patiently waited, Lord, for you to hear my prayer.
You listened and pulled me from a lonely pit
full of mud and mire.
You let me stand on a rock with my feet firm,
and you gave me a new song, a song of praise to you.
Many will see this, and they will honor
and trust you, the Lord God.

Morning...

Beautiful.

I mean ornery ass lol.

Got up at six.

Made him an egg, sausage, bacon and hash brown breakfast burrito.

It fell apart lol.

Didn't have the right tortillas.

Oh well.

Next time.

He devoured it anyway.

Plus he finished off the hash browns lol.

He was hungry.

I hadn't cooked a real good breakfast for him in a while.

Makes me happy to see him enjoy It.

Back to bed.

Get to ride :-).

First trip to Louisville of the season.

Bout time.

Love you.

With all of my heart.

I just knew...

Love you.

Night.

Nelson Mandela

"There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered."

One's...

Ornery ass...

"...Happiness..."

"...Happiness hit her like a train on a track..."

It's the truth.

 

"Let me ask you something.

If we just up and moved there tomorrow what do you think anybody would ever do about it?"

Walked...

into church just a few minutes late and  guess who is sitting on the back pew with his two boys?

Yep. Christian.

His babysitter was with him two, his other one that's like a junior in High School.

She watched them all last summer.

She is great with the boys

I was so glad he was there.

Made my day :-).

Alan stayed at mom's and had some Chilli for lunch.

Nich was tired, he stayed home.

Alan came over for a bit and watch some music videos.

Rare for Alan to come over here when he was going back to Owensboro.

Whatever, enjoyed his company.

Mom took Nich to owensboror and got his hair cut.

Bought him a book on C++.

Nice.

I went riding.

Only bout an hour and a half.

Tried to call Dave and see about watchin the game.

ATT was having issues most of the day.

Couldn't get a hold of Dave.

Decided to drive by...I figured if their are a lot of cars in the driveway then Laura's family is there and I would just go home.

They were there.

Just not my kind of people.

On the way home I thought, I bet Christian is home.

His boys lol.

JR, what a riot.

Now the little one is running around lol.

We watched the game.

More like I watched the game.

He watched the kids.

Whatever, I got to visit them anyway.

Great game.

Unreal shot Harrison made.

Came home.

Cleaned out frig.

Baking a chicken. 

Laundry started.

Bills done.

Chillin.

Lovin' you.

Like always.

70 degrees, riding to work tomorrow.

45-50 degrees comin home Wed AM :-).

Good stuff.

Peace.

Rumi

Lovely days don't come to you,
you should walk to them...

"...Where when

"...Where when I hear her I can see her
I can smell her sweet perfume
I can feel her skin against me when I sleep
Where I won't miss her I can kiss her
Anytime that I want to
Yeah that's right where I need to be..."

Pretty much

"...Out to the road, out 'neath the stars
Feelin' the breeze, passin' the cars..."

 Love you.

Peace.

I dare

somebody to insult you in my presence or for me to even find out about it.

It's just not going to be allowed to happen.

Family, friends, whoever, I don't give a fuck.

It's verbal abuse.

It screams "I hate myself so I take it out on you!"

Me and my son both tolerated it.

We don't any more.

Not from aunts, moms, whoever.

We just won't have it.

Just letting you know, I will run them off...

and if it ends up just being us three?

Well then good for us, who needs that stupid shit in their lives?

I'm telling you, you gotta cut it out of your life like a cancer...

Or you'll be the one that gets sick and suffers.

Not us.

Not any more.

Love you.

Why...

am I not waking up with you yet?

Have a beautiful day beautiful.

32 degrees right now.

Supposed to be a high of 60.

We will see.

Hope so.

Wanna ride.

70 tomorrow :-).

UK game at 4.

Go Cats!

Love you.

 

Lil

Spongebob.

Lil Bourbon.

Lil college basketball.

Only one thing missing.

Somebody cuddled up with me on the couch.

I knew when your were walking down the steps at Kindred you were into me lol.

Your smile said everything I ever needed to know.

You had hung up the phone and were to well on your way to the stairs before I even knew what was going on.

I looked at Chad while still holding the phone (you had hung up) and said. "Well I guess I'm am going for a walk."

He just laughed and said "Alright."

Standing at the bottom of the steps watchin you walk down them thinking..."Oh my God, just be cool, be cool, she don't know you are flipin the ever-livin' fuck out..."

That smile...

it said everything...

Love you ...

night.

That

was a quick three..

We like those :-).

I...

don't think your dress ever gonna come off Cinderella.

"Happiness hit her...

Words for my wordsmith.

Been a while.

It's just awesome.

Heard it on the way home Fri AM.

Had forgot about it.

She is just way cool.

Way more popular in England and Europe.

Happiness hit her like a train on a track
Coming towards her stuck still no turning back
She hid around corners and she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses and from it she fled
With every bubble she sank with her drink
And washed it away down the kitchen sink

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

And I never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had and what was left after that too, oh
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back
Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than that

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run 

So...

somebody was saying something about a wedding?

:-).

Pretty much...

Lyrics, lyrics, lyrics...

"...Surgarpie...

sweeter than sugar...sweeter than candy..."

RUMI

"In love’s country, language doesn’t have its place. Love is mute."

Tell me about it lol...

Love you Virgie.

Oh yeah...

Ornery ass...

Well

 

 RE - LENT - LESS 

 It was what it was going to take wasn't it :-)?

Love you Beautiful.

Rainy day here.

Really rainy.

Wanted to ride tomorrow, (60+ degrees) but now I don't know if it will dry out or not.

Sleep.

Basketball.

Only two things on the agenda.

Be awesome today.

"...Lately I've been on the road more than I've been home
All this leavin' her alone is killin' me
And holdin' her right now has got me thinkin' more and more
This is right where I need to be..."

Tell me about it.

Love you.

Story

of my life.

Love you.

Almost

Gametime.

Breaking out the Elijah Craig 18 year old.

Didn't sleep.

Don't know why.

Had two cokes Thursday night but that usually won't do that to me.

Feel like my body has finally caught up on it's rest.

Bout time.

Go cards!

 

Love you.

RUMI

Never lose hope, my heart, miracles dwell in the invisible.

Love you.

Night beautiful.

MY history

with UK, UofL.

So many stories. Dad grew up listening to UK games on the radio in the 40's. Cats won five titles in that decade. I grew up right along with him watching UK games. Then something happened. Joe B Hall would get every recruit you ever imagine and couldn't ever do anything with it. 1 title in his tenure? For UK? Please. Dad used to say Bobby Knight could win a national title with Joe B Hall's bench and I do believe he was right lol. I started watching U of L more. Liked the style a lot better, full court press running up and down the court, high flyers, guards posting up down low and such, this is early eighties before a shot clock. I'm like "Well this beats that old thick ankle pass the ball 45 times before you shot it crap." Told dad I was done with UK. He was sad, but he understood where I was coming from. To this day I will still pull for UK if they are not playing U of L. I don't understand the hardcore on both sides that aren't willing to do that. People that don't live here don't understand the animosity that exist out in the state for the actual city of Louisville and how a lot of urban dwellers see the rest of the state as a bunch of hicks. Then there are the obvious racial overtones that exist as well, rural vs. urban. on and on and on...I lived in Indy for a while before moving back to Louisville in 79. The 79-80 U of L team was a preseason favorite to win it all that year. They were affectionately know as "The Doctors of Dunk". I kid you not they had black Dr scrubs for uniforms and they all had their names embroidered on them in red. Darryl Griffiths said "Dr. Dunkenstein." LOL. I do believe he was the first player to do a 360 dunk in a collegiate game after they made that play legal. Oh that 79 team? They won the title in Indy, where we had just moved from. The team they beat in the finals? UCLA, coached by Larry Brown. Darrell Griffiths Alma Mater? Same as my dads lol, Male High School. When I was a senior at Eastern High School a guy name Herbert Crook was a sophomore. he led the 7th region in scoring all four years he played. I kid you not, I became a male cheerleader just so I could go to all the games and get in for free to watch him play. He went on to play for U of L and started on their 86 national Title team. When Herbert was a sophomore another local phenom, from of all places, Male High School was a senior. His name? Winston Bennett, he went on to play at UK which was a big deal because he was the first blue chip African American recruit from Louisville to go play for UK. Anyway, I had the pleasure of seeing these two battle it out twice, once at their place, once at ours, both of them averaging 30+ points a game. Games drew 3500-4000 people, fire marshal turned people away due to overcrowding. Everybody knew they were seeing something special. Then travesty struck UK, low point of the program. Pitino gets hired I'm like "Well good, I always liked him at Providence and such". He says in his initial press conference "We are going to win and we are going to win immediately." Everybody was like "Is he nuts?" There was literally nothing left of the program at that point. I remember Richie Farmer, a guard for UK saying after one of Pitino's practices, "I feel like I ran to Louisville and back", I about fell out. That team went 13-13. They didn't have a loosing record. Most masterful coaching job I have ever seen in any sport ever. The kids that stuck it out thorough all four years and didn't transfer were labeled "The unforgettables." Three of them were KY natives, the other was from Indiana. Think they didn't know what the program meant to people? On senior night all four of them had their jerseys retired. I lived in Lexington then, nobody, nobody knew it was going to happen, not the players, not Pitino, nobody. Three people in the athletic department, that was it, they all stayed tight liped, unreal. These were the seniors when Jamal Mashburn was a sophomore and that team lost in the NCAA Regional Finals to Christian Laettner's Duke team. That, is my long ass saga about these two programs, the state and the city, hope you enjoyed. Go Cards. Peace.

Rumi

"If words come out of the heart,
they will enter the heart."

Drew's Honeypot.

 

Drew's Honeypot.

 

Dats right...

Gotta get, Tony be here soon.

Love you.

 

 

Not

 

so sure about that anymore.

I might  just fart and hold the covers down over your head.

The way you been actin'?

 

Yeah...

 

I could see that happening...

It's...

 

killing me that I don't...

 

"I just want you in my life every second that I can have you..."

 

More than a couple of hours a week.

As much time as we can get.

Me and you.

Won't be long and it will always be...just me and you.

Aint

 

 

"...Sometimes I'm sexy, move like a stud
Kicking the stall all night..."

 

Aint no sometimes to it.

 

"...Alright..."

Give me...

 

that address.

Call me and tell me it's real.

 

I'll show you who has really been full of shit.

Hint: It aint me.

Wasssamatter...

 

somebody can't sleep?

 

Bahahahahahaha

 

Get used to being woke up in the middle of the night sweetheart.

Make

 

that last post a three and I'll take it down.

 

Just wanted you to know I will put things like that here if I feel compelled.

 

Honestly?

I'd rather no one else see it.

Make it a three and it goes away.

If not?

 

It stays...

That

 

shaved, bald, juicy, tight lil mother fucker better have my name on her.

 

Understand?

One last thing...

 

Pul·ver·ized

"Just sayin..."

 

as somebody said earlier...

You

 

always get tired around 1.

I always ask if you wanna crawl in bed.

 

But then you are always checking back in here to see whats up lol.

I never post anything till I see you looking :-).

 

Like it's my fault the coolest, craziest, funniest, most fashionable, most passionate man you ever met is this crazy about you?

Get used to it.

 

Something tells me you already have.

 

Love you Virgie.

 

 

Lets roll...

Of course

it's purple.

 

Why would it be any other color besides purple?

 

 

I told you...

a long time ago.

A bullet.

The law.

 

Thats the only things that were ever gonna stop me from getting to you.

 

I wish everyone could know a love like this.

Yall

killin me.

To think that I don't know what's been going on?

At least a good portion of it?

 

It's hilarious.

I'm sure I am cracking yall up as well.

 

Seems like everybody is having a good time.

Fine with me.

 

I do have a life.

With her.

One people are just not going to believe.

 

Their tough shit.

 

"...watch her walk..."

Now back

to the business at hand.

 

"Whats this wedding that Suzannabananannadanna was talking about?"

I'll say

 

it again and again and again.

 

I'll shout it from where ever she wants me to shout it from.

I'll say it any way she wants me to say it to who ever she wants me to say it to.

I'll say it any way she wants me to say it.

I wanna tell people this story so bad it's killing me.

I will gladly make a complete and utter fool of myself for this woman.

(Okay, already have, but that's not the point).

 

Virgie?

I love you.

 

Say the word and I'll leave right now.

Right now.

 

Waiting...

And yes

 

I deleted that comment.

Cause I can.

It's called being an administrator.

 

The fact of the matter is I could shut this whole thing down.

I could make every last thing disappear.

For good.

 

Somebody better step up.

Soon.

As long

 

as I know she is reading them?

 

Then I'll keep posting them.

I plan on always doing so.

It's become a part of my life.

 

Why does she stay up all night 1+ing post?

10's of thousands of page views?

Must like something.

 

So you tell me.

Who has a life?

The one with time on his hands at his job that doesn't mind to write blog post?

Or the one staying up all night to see what was said?

 

Two peas in a pod if you ask me.

 

Yahoo first time in months the other night.

Now this bull shit from someone who is obviously not Virgie.

 

Gimme a break.

Time getting close.

Somebody knows it.

Testing, making sure, just like always.

Never once fooled me.

Maybe for a minute lol.

But that's about it.

 

If she wanted me out of her hair she would have said so once and for all a long time ago.

Things I said to her would make a dominatrix blush.

Restraining orders would have been issued.

Law would have been at my door, etc.

And she never would have talked to my son.

 

Like I don't know whats up.

Yall killin' me.

All of ya.

 

Give it a rest.

And

 

she does give me the time of day thank you very much.

 

In her very own ways.

I get it.

 

Very few would.

I like it.

 

Love it actually.

I'm waiting.

I know you got that text.

Tell me and I'll walk.

That was always an option.

I lost nothin'.

Had a good time.

Enjoyed almost every minute lol.

 

Tell me right now.

Leave a comment.

Dare you.

 

That shit sounded straight up like something James would say lol.

Leave another comment

 

like that and I am done.

"Bro"

Doesn't really sound like you.

Love you

 

Virgie.

And...

 

if you do have a pair of big girl panties?

 

They are just going to be coming right off of you anyway.

 

Bahahahahahaha

Yep...

What a story...



So

I don't even think you have a pair.

lol.

This summer huh?

mind to fill me in on some of the details there bubbalouie?

I mean, I might need to know.

A three

 

on the Suzannabannananadananana (yes, it just keeps getting longer lol) wedding post.

 

:-).

 

Made my day sweetie.

:-).

"I'm going to be tied up this afternoon."

 

lol.



Yea!

Twos!

 

 

My new

favorite comic book character.

The Rocketeer.

 

Lol.

Did I mention I like Pin-ups?

 

 

Damn

 

ones.

 

lol.

I'll

come right now.

Marry you tommorrow.

Oops...

 

forgot to ask if you wanted me to come there instead of work today.

 

Sorry sweetie.

Slept late.

Just wasn't thinking :-(.

 

Say the word.

Say it right now.

I'll be gone.

 

Promise.

Oh

 

yeah.

 

My bad.

 

Ornery ass.

 

Morning sweetie.

1 Samuel 16:7

 

1 Samuel 16:7

So...

 

whats this wedding that Suzannabananannadanna was talking about?

Seems

to be today's theme.

Going home...

Love you.

Night.

11 times

 

in two days.

You sure you can handle that?

 

Bahahahahahahaha

Well if the right...

time is now, come get ya some then.

 

Every day, on my way to work I am gonna ask if you want me to come there instead.

When you do?

Just text me the address and call me so I know there is no more funny business lol.

Somehow I get the feeling there will always be funny business where you are concerned.

 

I'm serious about no two week notice.

Just vanish.

Chad, Tony, James, Adam.

That's it up here.

Just be gone.

 

People be like "Wa, wa, wa what happened? He did what?"

 

Yeah sons of bitches, grow a pair, follow your dreams too, you'll never know what might just happen.

 

Beats not trying if you ask me.

What have I lost by trying to chase a dream?

Nothing, absolutely nothing, I am exactly where I was, only I am closer to a threshold that I couldn't even imagine a few years ago.

 

Love you.

Do you...

ever stop looking in here?

 

If you're so interested in what I have to say then give me a call dingleberry.

Sorry...

had to.

 

Lol.

 

Go back to bed.

 

 

You tired?

You wanna crawl in bed?

Love you sweetie.

 

Thanks for letting me be me.

Means the world.

Paul Coelho

"Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning."

Yep...



Then...

 

it grew on me.

I didn't like...

 

my beard at first.

Are

 

you ever gonna cooperate with me?

 

lol.

 

I wonder sometimes :-).

Pay back is hell darlin'.

 

Bahahahahahaha

A two...

of course it's a two.

 

why would it have been anything else?

 

Ornery ass.

Damn two's...

 

I see how it works.

I make you laugh.

You make me grit my teeth and pull my hair out. lol

Well, if I had any hair that is.

 

Hey, as long as you let me talk to you in the manner I have in the last 24 hours?

It's all good :-).

 

That shit is all happening.

You know that right?

You want more?

I got plenty.

Promise.

 

Try me.

Who

 

makes you laugh

Dollbaby?

Period.

Bahahahahaha.

 

Well...

 

then agian maybe they are :-).

PMS jokes...

 

aren't funny.

I...

 

 

I mist...

I tried to

 

catch some fog.

Sums it up.

 

"...Whatever, I just wanna be with you."

Seriously, what more can I say?

 

Started getting cold chills when it got dark.

Chad didn't think it was cold.

Probably just me.

Took some aspirin.

If it was a fever it always spikes at night.

I think I will be fine.

No more wheezing :-).

Gotta make it two more days.

Then rest for three.

Poor Nicholas.

Not doing much cooking while he is sick.

All I have planed is watching the UK U of L game Friday.

That's it.

That and just sleep all the time.

Seems to do as much good as anything.

Oh we have come...

 

so far Dollbaby.

 

I really love your choice in foot ware.

They are going to look great riding on my shoulders :-P.

 

Bahahahahahaha

Well duh...

Sounds bout right...



Just sayin...

 

"I'm not a contortionist!"

 

"Well maybe you should be."

 

"Hey, hey where you going?"

 

"You proved your point."

 

Scorpio to the bone sweetheart.

I can be like this all day everyday.

Tryin to warn you.

Want you ready to go.

Don't want you to be suprised or shocked.

 

Seriously, just giving you a heads up.

Being fair.

 

Run now.

Like that

 

lil scenario there Bambi?

 

I just don't think you're woman enough sweetheart.

 

Bahahahahahaha

So...

 

did you have me 20 different ways in your sleep today dollbaby?

 

I bet you did.

Yeah...

 

that wonderful new Microsoft Alerting system?

 

Yeah...

 

Not functioning tonight.

Nice.

 

Right after a Koronos Downtime I was the lead on lol.

I love walking in this door lol.

 

You just never know...

 

Love you.

 

Make it a three and I'll talk dirty to you some more.

Maybe.

If your Lucky Bambi.

 

Spencers has spreader bars too you know.

Just sayin'...

 

Bahahahahahahahaha

Well

 

that was a quick three.

I'll take that as a yes then?

Oh?

 

You want some more do you?

 

"...Yes, I will remind you.
Just how I am going to have you..."

Bout to be.



It's about what you do to me.

 

Set me on fire that is.

 

 

 

Signed out of Yahoo?

Awwwww.

I had more for you.

Been a while since I been that dirty with you.

Like you don't like it lol.

 

Woman please.

I know better.

 

Bahahahahahaha

 

 

:-).

 

It's about time knucklehead lol.

 

 

Your porn...

links suck btw.

Nasty lookin skanky ass european lookin whores.

Not my taste at all.

 

Just sayin.

Seriously...

 

get that thing cleaned up for me lol.

 

3314 West End Ave., Suite 103
Nashville, TN 37203

 

Decimated.

Pulverized.

Etc.

 

Bahahahahahahaha

Oh?

 

I'm sorry.

Somebody just expect me to be here around 6 PM?

Somebody jonesin for their attention are they?

Maybe you'll get some.

Maybe.

If your lucky enough.

 

Bahahahahahahaha

Make

it 11.

Obliterated.

You think I am kidding?

Better think again.

Make that 10 times in two days.

If you were woman enough to hang with me you would be doing so by now.

Are you...

understanding me and whats going to happen?

You wanna run or call this quits better go now while you can.

Cause I promise you it's happening.

Back to bed.

Think about what I said about when I am leaving this afternoon.

Love you.

You

ordered outfits from Spencer's?

Stocked up on towels?

Time to saddle up Bambi.

Bahahahahahahaha

Bet I know what you're thinking about all day.

Same as what I am :-).

I leave for work at 2:30.

I'll text when I am leaving.

You ready to go get ink?

Say the word and 

I'll come down there and call in to work.

Nobody will know.

Well till Thursday AM Janet will.

"I'm ready for it I can handle it."

Uh huh...sure you are. Sure you can.

Ain't shown me shit if you ask me.

Oh yeah...

Ornery ass.

You better come up with some other stuff besides just spanking me if you're gonna keep me interested.

Bahahahahahahahaha

Do you...

honestly think I would let myself be just some other guy in webcam?

Plenty of others for that role.

Not me.

Maybe

you should pay them a visit.

3314 West End Ave., Suite 103
Nashville, TN 37203

Love you beautiful.

Calling it a night.

Tired.

Figure better get down while I got a good chance of falling asleep.

Got no choice about getting up tomorrow.

Love you.

Pummelled.

There you go.

Go to sleep thinking bout that Bambi.

I'm full of shit?

Well I noticed how you aint tried me just yet to see for sure or not one way or the other.

Go ahead, call my bluff.

Chickenshit.

Trust me when I tell you...

you should be.

Bahahahahahahahaha

Now

which ones would we be?

I got

one if ya ever wanna use it.

Bahahahahahaha

Verizion Ampitheatre

Noblesville, IN.

It's the first place Nich and I saw DMB.

This is from a different show but nice view of the place and the crowd.

There's like 30-40 of these places across the US.

They call it the "Tin Shed" tour cause of the roof on the buildings.

See

that's the problem.

They're just not around here.

Or at work anymore either.

Chad, Tony James, Adam...

that's about it.

Those four and the ten or 11 from home

and everybody else be wondering what's up?

Where'd Drew go?

Hahahaha...

The periodically changing...lol.

I have always had one very simple rule...

"Never trust a rock-n-roll band that can't play at least five Chuck Berry songs."

It's

the truth.

Makes people mad.

Oh well.

Their tough shit.

Did I...

mention I like pin-ups?

Try to...

as much as possible anyway.

Pretty much...

Exactly...

Wow...

58 Impala...

Has horizontal tail fins...

can't see in this pic...

Sent you a pick before of those tail fins. 

Lic plate said:

"Assman"

Might beat out the split top vette for second place on my list...

Maybe.

 

Yes

he does.

Makes us whole again.

Over and over he does it.

Bout right.

Aint that

the truth?

Bout

to have some.

I Love pin-ups...

I love the whole retro feel, 

the culture of it, 

the glamor that's just not out there anymore.

Okay...

lets...

Not a big...

modern day country music fan.

But this song kicks ass.

Great sound.

Great production.

Great voice.

Great lyrics.

Good story.

What more can you say?

If you only knew what I wanted to do when I saw you in that dress the other day

and I love your shoes, boots, you're allowed to keep tem on.

I'll let ya.

Bahahahahahaha.

I gotta

three without having to say "Ornery ass"?

Wow...

I used to...

say:

"I'm a bird if you're a bird."

I think now I should have been saying:

"I'll be Mickey if you'll be Minny."

:-).

Love you dingleberry.

Feeling good.

Lil bit of a headache.

Slept on my shouder weird at janets Saturday and it's givin me fits.

Just lil everyday stuff anymore lol.

"He...

"He loves her more than he will show"

?

Honey, there is no way in the world for me to show you how much I love you.

It simply can't be done.

I've tried.

Morning Beautiful

Woke up at 3.

Shower.

First time in a while lol.

Visited mom and Al.

Went to store and got gas and groceries.

Didn't cook too much these two days.

Pizza and chicken wings in oven.

Love you.