Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Love you...


Love you sweetheart.

:-)...


A three...
See, you just made me smile.
It's always the lil things that mean the most.

I like...


I do however like the threes on the page views and the double digit page views as well. 
You gonna be here wit me to bring in the new year Lucy?

I just want my wife.


I get tired of things at times. 
Been in a wretched mood all day.

Sick of it.

I'm...



I'm meeting with my attorney Monday at 8 AM. I am so over this crap with Joanna. We are filing a motion for contempt on the child support and to be able to claim him on taxes for 2013. I can't figure out what they are doing except dragging things on as long as possible just to try and keep me off my center. All it does is just piss me off more. Maybe she just wanted to see if I would press charges against her I just don't know but she should know better.

Here is what I do know: Not Joanna, not my attorney, not some judge, not some civil agreement that's not worth the paper it's written on (She willfully and knowingly violated every agreement we ever had, changing it 8 times in 10 years often without good reason, just to keep shit stirred up) is going to keep me from our future together. Period. I mean what if you just decided tomorrow you wanted us there? What in the world do you think we would do? Give me the address now and tell me to get in the truck and I'll be there in 2:30 hours. Watch us. What? They gonna come get me? No they ain't. They gonna put him in foster care? After 12 years with me? No they ain't. She doesn't have what it takes to pursue those avenues and even if she did it just doesn't mean that much to her to do so and I know it.

After showing my attorney pictures of how our life is going to be, the above message is exactly what she is going to hear. I'm just going to tell her, I would like to make it legit but don't ever doubt for a minute whats about to happen here cause it is happening and I will just be gone one day.

Just a lil on edge today. Want some time to myself. Time at Dave's don't count lol. Can't ever get any. Need to clear my head. Can't ride etc. It really helps actually.

Anyway that's wats up...also frustrated in another area of my life that is your responsibility knucklehead. You know what I am talking about...

Peace.

Sup?



Sup beautiful?

We ever gonna start workin on some of these lil adventures?

Sure you do...



No you don't!

Show me something then Bambi.

Cause I just really don't think you do.

I mean...


Do you really understand what you're in for on a very frequent basis?

Monday, December 30, 2013

I'm gonna...



I'm gonna split you into.

Count on it.

Promise.

Bet...



Bet your night is not as good as mine.

Bahahahahahahaha





Willett and Elmer at Dave's.

Who else...





Who else you know drinkin Costa Rician Terrazu right now?
And got 75 seasons of the NFL (yes I've read it lol) 
and some Ray Charles stamps in the background?

Want me to tell you who else you know got that going on?
Nobody that 's who.
Wanna know who else you'll EVER know or meet that got that going on?

Yeah.
Dat's rite.

Nobody.

Bahahahahahahahaha

So wat...


So wat?

We gonna play peek-a-boo in Yahoo now?

Whatever.

You're ate up.

I love it.

Morning Beautiful.


Morning Beautiful.

Homemade veggie soup here today.

I'm sure "John" made you something better to eat today.

Bahahahahahaha.

I'm guessin right now...



I'm guessin right now...
Somebody just...
"ate my lunch?" 
:-)

Night 
Bambi.

I am so...


I am so the fuck out of here.
And I don't mean here as in leaving work right now.
I mean, I am so the fuck out of Hancock County and Kindred both, it aint even funny.
 
Peace.

Heading home...


Heading home soon.
Love you.

No Tony


No Tony today.
Adam just walked in.

Yeah...

 
Yeah you will.
Wait and see.

Will you...

 
"Will you please chat with me?" she says.
 
So where ya at?

James 1:17

 
James 1:17
 
Seriously, get to bed.

It's...


It's past your bedtime Bambi.
 
Love you.
Night.
 
 

Walking...

 
Walking you to your car in the parking garage.
 
You: "I've been thinking about getting a scooter."
Me: "A scooter? Get a bike instead."

Sunday, December 29, 2013

A Three...

 
Honestly...my favorite number.
:-).

Ready...


Ready when you are.
 
 

I'll...

 
I'll let you cry now.

I've...

 
I've shared it before.
It just cropped up again.
Right after that last post.
 
You tell me whats up lucy?
 
 

Connecting...


Connecting the dots.
 
When you left I asked James if he had heard where you moved to.
"Nashville I believe somebody said."
 
Somebody sent a picture of a house back in the POF days.
This was right about the time somebody would have received their Christmas package.
"Home sweet home. We can live here. Bought and completely paid for."
Like it matters lol.
Somebody has a tendency to give themselves away.
Just like they did when walking down the stairs at Kindred to go for a walk.
Just like they did in this instance in POF after receiving their package.
I'm sure the rules girls pack of cackling hens were like,
"NO! DON'T DO THAT! MAKE HIM PROVE TO YOU HOW BAD HE WANTS TO BE WITH YOU!"
 
POF days
When speaking to the lack of quality men to date you stated,
"I guess I have too much to offer."
 
James
When telling me about talking to Joe.
"It's not good enough for you to be successful is it Joe?
You have to have others around you not be successful for you to feel good about yourself."
 
James
"I couldn't have done it."
"You're not gonna be happy unless she rides too."
Followed with a picture shared on my timeline of a woman with a bike and his comment,
"She likes to ride."
Followed by Adam saying,
"And it looks like she has her own bike."
 
Tony
"Maybe you will move somewhere where they have a big refrigerator with a crushed ice dispenser on the door already.
I'm not mentioning any names or anything."
With that sly grin on his face lol.
 
David
After telling him about Tony's comment
"Well that's a weird comment to make."
He tensed up when he said it, changed the subject real quick.
To quick.
 
 
Pictures
The pictures you sent.
The tile on the floor.
The vanity.
The top to the vanity.
All very nice.
Way to nice for an apartment or a condo in West Virginia in my book.
More in line with the picture of the house in POF.
I could be wrong but again I reiterate, "Does it really matter?"
 
Alan
The last time we were watching football he was not his usual jovial self.
Not upset, just a lil solemn.
Couldn't put my finger on it at the time.
Like he knew it won't be happening much longer.
 
Christian
Christmas dinner Christmas night with him.
"Man, if I was at home we would be frying turkeys in the garage..."
Didn't hit me then.
Looking back, he was solemn as well.
Not from working.
More like he knows that's not going to be happening anymore either.
Last time I went back to watch TV with him in the trailer and I was texting you?
He didn't ask who I was talking to.
He didn't say a thing.
He knew already.
 
Nicholas
Too many instances to mention.
 
Mom and Al
Lots of lil things along the way as well.
 
Funny how even at a young age I thought I could do a better job than a woman at managing a household :-).
 
We should be married and living this life already.
Love you dingleberry.
Just want my wife.
 
Peace.
 

I'm drinking...

 
I went with the security guard on part of his rounds the other day. I like the security guards lol when I go for walks they are the only other people I ever run into to talk to and they know everything and everybody and what is going on here so it's a good source of inside information. Anyway, I was walking with him on his rounds and we went to the third floor (Executive suites). He says 'I get my coffee from the break room up here, it has a coffee grinder for two different kinds of coffee so I put a filter under the grinder and then fold that up and put it in a cup and take it with me and brew it when I go downstairs later. Wanna try some?' I thought "Well why not?", never really been that much of a coffee drinker myself but I had just recently read about all the health benefits associated with it and when I had mom and AL over for Christmas I had brewed some in moms old peculator for them and had a small cup for myself and I thought "That was pretty good." So yeah sure I'll try some. OMG! So so good lol.
 
The other day, Thursday? I was tired, took a nap in the afternoon after watching Christians boys, just got out of the shower, it was cold outside and I was thinking, "Know what sounds good? Coffee." So I brewed some. Mom and Al are right, it does tastes better out of the peculator due to the way its brewed. So I had a couple of cups, just a lil creme and sugar and it just hit the spot. But the whole time I was thinking "Wow, imagine what that gourmet freshly ground stuff from work would taste like brewed in this peculator." Lets just say I made a trip back to that break room and I'm in good shape on the coffee front for a while :-).
 
Nothing like sitting here drinking a CEO's coffee talking to you lol.
 
Anyway. Cost Rician Tereazu Coffee beans are the shit! Just wanted you to know what we need to be buying :-).
 
Love you.
 
Peace.

COWGIRLS

COWGIRLS

Either way this game goes I win. If they loose, my torture for the season is over. If they win? Then hey, we won the division and we are in the playoffs :-).

Mathew 7:12

 
Mathew 7:12

Absolute


Absolute naughtiness followed by Rumi and bible verses.
Who else gonna give you this?
 
Nobody.
Thats who.

Matthew 6:25


Matthew 6:25

Reminds...

 
Reminds me of somebody :-).
 
 

Rumi


"The mind is strong, never fells down, while love hurts itself, fells into ruins.
But isn’t it in ruins that we mostly find the treasures?
A broken heart hides so many treasures."
 
Yes it does.
 
Love you.
 

Just...


Just like I thought.
Good.
Glad we understand each other.

Peace.

"I'm ready...


I can handle it."

You better seriously think about that.

Cause I assure you I am not kidding and it will happen.

Heading home.


 
Love you.

For...


For the love of god are you ever gonna put on that black dress and me a suit and us go out on the town or what?
 
Geez woman.
 
That thing about telling a woman what she needs is so true.
 
Bahahahahahahahaha

Why...

 
Why you always gotta peek for?
 
Bahahahahaha

When...


 
"When your path is laid out before you it is not your path."

Saturday, December 28, 2013

When...

 
When we gonna be sitting out here on our kayaks watching sunsets Lucy?
 
Say the word and I'm out of here.
Just like that.
People gonna be like, "Where did he go?"
"Oh you didn't hear? Blah blah blah..."
 
Only 11 people I would even bother to ever say anything to.
The rest can hear it all second hand or some point later in time.
 
We would be gone like the wind...
 
Trust me.
Promise.
 
 
 

Given...

 
"...And he still gives his love, he just gives it away
The love he receives is the love that is saved
And sometimes is seen a strange spot in the sky
A human being that was given to fly

High.. flying
Oh, oh..."

So...


So what do I do to Joe?
 
Give him a Christmas card :-).

Honey...


You could be a multi-millioraire or dirt poor. I wouldn't care in the least, long as you're still you. You could be like "Baby come on lets get you a new truck." I would be like "But I like MY truck, there will never be another one like it. Why would I want a new one?" It's one thing to say it, but you know I mean it. From what I can tell you have ran background checks on me, talked to my family and friends etc...whatdidya find out? That everything I said was true? Well now how about that? Character, honesty, and integrity all just put here for you knucklehead. What did that meme say a while back? Something about the easiest thing to do is to give love but the hardest thing to do is think your worthy (that word again lol) to recieve it back.
 
Well heres right back at you dingleberry.

Oh...

 
Oh good heavens!
Like I need help being reminded of you.
 
You would need to get two pair.
The first time you were ever in them they would be ripped to shreds.
Hence the need for pair #2.
 
 

Why...


Why do I feel like everyone around me knows something I don't? I feel like I am standing right on the verge of something so unbelievable, so unimaginable that if somebody even tried to explain it to me I would not be able to fully understand or believe them? Do you feel that way Lucy? I feel as though I am about to be blessed beyond my wildest imagination exactly because I don't care for material things that much and because I never gave up on my faith. It wavered, it went away cause I let it, for years at times sometimes but it was always there, this little voice in the back of my head saying "Don't worry, it's all my plan, I got this, when you quit trying to do things your way and surrender completely to me you'll see what's in store for you." I think blessing are coming our way because he knows we will be able to handle them. That we will tell this story. That our character and the kind of people he knows us to be will not be changed by time or our circumstances.
 
Then again...
 
Maybe I'm just crazy like everyone has always said I am?
 
I know this, Joe Williams was as angry and as bitter as I have ever seen anybody ever. He was right in my face, his nose almost touching mine. Standing with legs shoulder length apart and back foot planted horizontaly, I didn't move an inch or bat an eye. I thought "Buddy, I really don't wanna but if you give me know choice I will defend myself from you." He may have kicked my ass, who knows, but I guarantee you one thing...He would have known he was in a fight. That's the thing about guys like me, you have to put us all the way down, cause we'll just keep getting back up and coming back at you.

I'm sitting here right now thinking..."All of that over not populating some field in a ticket that the other night shift doesn't even bother to create tickets on? Nah...there was a lot more to that than what was ever let on by anybody around here. Nobody has to tell me...I can feel it.
 
Love you Bambi.

Have...


Have you got us that stash of big fluffy absorbant towels yet?
We're gonna need them.
Soon I believe.

I like...

 
I like what it says cause I believe it's true.
Not all that keene on the picture however.
 


 

"I can..."

 
 
"I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By your side

I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When your face
Is before me
I can only imagine..."

Wow...

 
RUMI
 
Those doing soul work, who want the searing truth more than solace or applause, know each other right away. Those who want something else turn and take a seat in another room. Soul-makers find each other's company.
 
Whatcha think about that lucy?

Jeremiah 29:11

Jeremiah 29:11

Hell ya!

 
"Watch her walk"
 
I can't wait.
 

"...

 
 
"...Chickens..."
 
Bahahahahahahaha

Another...

Another video about the Cruise 12. We just need to rent a couple differnt ones and see what features we like and why and then make a decison. But something along these lines, all purpose, easily adaptable for fishing. The 12 footers track easier throught the water but are not as manurerable as the 10 footers which, go figure, don't track as easily as the 12 footers. Just like everything, it's a tradoff.
 
Love you.
 

I know...


I know you do lol.

You aint gotta tell me.

Man among men?
Ya think?

Come get ya some then chicken shit lol.

Bahahahahahahaha

You like...


You like what I text you don't ya Bambi?

Something...


Something for you to think about all day.

"It's alright, the water is stiff."

Well let me tell ya, the water aint the only thing that's stiff these days.




I just...


I just knew.
I just did.
No other way to explain it.
 
You just don't run around telling everybody exactly what it is you want and then have them show up one day out of the blue and sit down right next to you and think for one second it's an accident.
No way.
Not in my book anyway.
 
"Wats up dog?"
I was perplexed, confused.
Something had happened to me on the inside.
It just now came back to me.
I remember looking at the phone handset like I was going to be able to see you on the other end of the line lol...
 
I was thinking...
 
"I've seen her name in tickets...who is that?"
 
People are going to end up believing because of this story.
I have no doubt.

Matter of time.

 
 
But then she looks me in the eye and says,
"We're gonna last forever."
And man, you know I can't begin to doubt it.
No, 'cause it just feels so good and so free and so right.
I know we ain't never gonna' to change our minds about it - hey!

Here comes my girl. Here comes my girl.
 
Back to bed sweetheart.

Night...


Love you.
 
Lucy.
Bambi.
 
Whatever your name is.
 
Bahahahahahaha

Okay...

 
One last post and then of to bed with you.
 
I thought this summed it up pretty nice.
 
"When the potential reward outweights the risk involved, you break the rule".
 
Seems like somebody said that once a while back.
 
 

You...


You stayin up all night with me agian Lucy?

"I could..."


"I could die a happy man if I only knew for sure she was gonna marry me."
 
Meant it then.
Mean it now.
 
Even more so.
 
brb.

Nicholas...

 
Nicholas went on a lil rant coming back from Wal-Mart about how hot he finds intelligence to be in another individual as far as increasing attraction. About how he would rather have a 300lbs whale he could hold an intelligent conversation with rather than some ditzy individual.
 
I know he is not your average 14 year old Lucy but does that really sound like something he would just bring up out of the blue?
 
Things that make you go hummmm...

Every second...

 
Every second I can get Bambi.
 
That's all I want really.
It's nice to think about all these lil adventures.
Whatever they may be lol.
 
The thing that really matters?
Spending the time together.

Jackson...

 
Jackson Cruise 12.
Great all around boat.
Seat sits high and low.
Stand up strap.
Very stable.
Tracks great.
Easily coverts to fishing kayak.
Storage.
Suitable for putting around in or fishing.
 
Sounds like us.
 
 

You...



You do realize that you talk more to my son than you ever have me right?
Funny...
 
I'm serious, you have talked to him now more than we ever talked when we had the chance.
Rock on GF.
Do yo thang sister.

Fav...



Fav Christmas gift?
 
Nicholas telling me how much he liked his friend in Poland and about all the positive attributes she possesses.
 
Priceless.

Friday, December 27, 2013

I got...


I'm keeping the weather report for Lebanon TN on my phone.
Looks like the weather is a lot more condusive to riding down in those parts.
 
Just sayin...
 
Bahahahahahahaha

DMB...


Get it?
"Two" step?
 
Bahahahahahaha
 
 

onery...

 
just onery...
 
 
 
"I'm ready I can handle it"
 
Well then why aint ya?
Lil Miss "All woman over here babe"?

Nuthin but twos...


Nuthin but twos tonight.
 
Whatever...

When...

 
When we going ridin?
Cumberland Pleatau.
One of the best areas in the country for riding I hear.
From what I've seen I believe it.
 
Like you're kidding anyone at this point.

Three...



Three actualy is my favoite number :-).
 
It's perfect.
If you catch what I am sayin'.

Tell me about it...

 
"Sometimes you have to tell a woman what she wants. Sometimes they hate it when you do that."

A two...

 
you're something else...
 
onery I tell ya, just as onery as can be.

We...


We can keep doing this after we're married you know.

Am I...



Am I ever gonna be able to take you anywhere in public or are you always gonna be this onery?

Oh...

 
back to my new favorite number agian I see.
 
Nice.

Still...


Still wondering about that punishment aren't ya?
 
Bahahahahaha

Like I said...



If she will ever let me...
 
 

Psalm 107:1

 
Psalm 107:1

Philippians 3:14

 
Philippians 3:14

So...

I had an interesting morning. Eight hours of OT wasn't on my check from training. Text James about it, wasn't on his either. He got Kenny looking into it. It will come. Might just have to wait another two weeks, sux, was going to have a plumber come out and do some work, now it has to wait. Whatever...if it was the worse thing that happened to me today I had a really really good day.
 
Stayed up late, slept till 10:30 AM or so, got up, did laundry, dishes and packed, woke Nicholas up to go with me to the store to get groceries for him for this weekend. We were out lol, like completely lol. He gave what was left of our left overs to Christian. No biggie, I knew I would be fine. Then last night at 9:30 he wants to go to Wal-Mart. Ha! fat chance buddy lol. I told him "I've been in my pj's all day long except for the three hours we went and watched JR and Ryder and now you want me to go to Wal-Mart? Ain't happening. Have a PB and J, have a grilled chz, have some ramen, I'm not going" lol. But I had to get stuff this AM before heading out. I thought I would get a roast, carrots and potatoes, he likes that and it only takes a minute to get it in the crock pot. Picked up the usualls as well, pizzas, chix patties, etc. Came home, showed him how to peel potatoes and put the stuff in the crock pot, Lipton onion soup mix etc. We were just about good to go. I start to turn on the crock pot and the knob breaks off. Well not actually the knob lol. The metal piece that the knob slides on to. The knob has been long gone lol. I had been using pliers to adjust the temperature setting for about two years now. It's that whole "when it doesn't work any more we will upgrade" way of life coming out. Trust me, single parent? We make shit last. Anyway I was using the pliers to adjust the temp and the damn metal piece broke off. I tried with some needle nose pliers, but it just wasn't going to work. "Lets go to Granny's and borrow hers for now, I'll get us a new one later. Better yet lets go to the Dollar Store and see if they have any and if they don't we will stop in Granny's on the way back home". "The Dollar Store ain't gonna have them" He says. "You never know, you would be surprised sometimes at what they have, lets go". Off to the Dollar Store in Lewisport, no luck, over to moms, no luck, she is not there and we can't find it, off to Dollar Store in Hawesville, no luck. So we finally made it over to Tell City to Wal-Mart to get our crock pot. They had two flowery ones and two black ones. I picked up a black one, while standing in line I noticed a corner was smashed. I went back to get the other black one, only it had been opened. Whatever lol, grab the flowery one and get out of here at this point. So here is Nicholas in his blue Furbie hat holding our new seven quart flowery crock-pot at Wal-Mart. I should have got a picture lol.
 
So much for having two and a half hours to go back to sleep on before going to work, which WAS the original game plan lol.
Oh well, Nich loves our life and how we live it and so do I.
 
How much longer you just gonna let us have all the fun knucklehead? Don't you want some of this action?
 
Love ya Bambi.
 
Peace.

Sup...



Sup Bambi?
 
Bahahahahahaha

Well if...

"Love your wife like there's no tomorrow; then if tomorrow comes, love her even more."

Well if she would ever let me...then I would...

Rumi



On a day when the wind is perfect,
the sail just needs to open and
the world is full of beauty.
Today is such a day.

Gotta get to L-ville here in a minute. 
Love you.

Nich...



Nich also said his friend in Poland liked playing video games and that she didn't care what anybody else thought of her.

Now who ever could this friend be Lucy?

Oh...


Oh I am sorry.

Was I supposed to whine and cry and freak out?
Cause you didn't call or come by Christmas?

Give it a rest.
Like I need any body to validate me at this point in my life.

You just keep racking up punishment.

You'll see what I mean later.

Maybe.

If I feel like it.

If you could be so lucky as to have me explain what I am talking about..

Bahahahahahaha

Bambi...



Bambi...

Saddle...

Ice...

Just sayin..

Love you...

Night..

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Oh...



I'm sorry.

You still waiting for me in Yahoo?

Well maybe I'll hit you up there maybe I won't.

Bahahahahaha

Nich...



Nich said he had been talking to his friend from Poland a lot more here recently lol. 
He said she was "intelligent, funny, progressive, forward-thinking, liberal, and ...cute." 
I was thinking "Dude, that's why I been chasin her for 18 months now...duh."
I told him the next time he talked to her to tell her I said hello lol :-).

We gonna...



We gonna need a greenhouse. 
A lil one. 
Like my uncle has.
With a serious lock on it.

Yes, it is a need sweetheart.

Like...



Like I said: 
"Don't even think I am done in Yahoo either."

Bahahahahaha

Just...


Just chillin today. Visited Christian yesterday. Took him a bunch of food, his gift, had a bourbon with him. Gonna go look after his boys here in a few. Gonna clean house a lil bit. Got kitchen floor swept and mopped. Gonna vacuum and clean the bathroom. Nice to have a helper these days in Nich.

Love you. Like I said just resting today. Been way busy for a bit. Fells good. Glad to help out Christian today. ttys.

Don't even think I am done in Yahoo either.

I am...


"I am so glad we bumped into each other..."

lol...me too sweetheart.

Ran...


Ran into my ex the other day. GF not Joanna that is lol. She is well on her way back to being over 300 lbs again. You can see it coming. She was big when we were just friends then she lost all her weight when she knew she was divorcing her husband. Anyway, at first when I saw her I was like, well good, glad you're getting back to being yourself. But then I was like, stay away from that, that is your base instinct to want to gloat about how things turned out for both of you, don't do it. So then I just gave thanks for having had her in my life cause I know if I didn't go through what I went through with her I wouldn't have made the changes to become the person I am today. It's true. It's how it works.

It was funny, I told mom about running into her and she was like "Were you scared?" I just laughed, the time for butterflies about running into her has long passed.

Peace.

Morning...



Morning Sunshine...

Apparently...


Apparently its woman's logic too.

Love you.

Night.


Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Jus...


Jus didn't want you to forget wats up...

Monogrammed and manicured.

Have I...


Have I made myself perfectly clear today missy?

Back to...



Back to my fav number nice.

Good.


Good.

We...


We understanding each other Lucy?

I been...



I been sweet, lovey dovey and all christmasfied for a good lil bit...

Time for Lil Miss Thang to be reminded how this is gonna work.

A real...


A real woman would have been under my tree with nothing but a bow on for me to "Unwrap" my present when I woke up.

Just sayin'...

Merry Christmas
Chicken shit...

Love you.

Bahahahahahaha

Out of...

 
Out of here soon.
Love you.
 
Peace.
 
 

Adam is here.


Adam is here.
Tony is off.
Heading home soon :-).

Thought...


Thought it might be easier for you to share that video if I put it on YouTube Dingleberry.
I really don't care to make an idiot out of myself for you in public or otherwise knucklehead.

Forgot...


Forgot to tell you. When we had Christmas dinner at Janets last Friday, Nich was sitting there and all the sudden he just says kind of quietly "Chickens" with that lil smirk on his face. It was awesome. We both just laughed.

I love...

 
I love catching you peaking lol.

Good Night...

 
Good Night...
 
Love you.
 
Have a great Christmas.
 
 

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

I thought...

 
I thought it was funny as shit personally lol.
 
I stopped it just to see what I had.
I thought it might take four or five takes.
 
When I saw how it ended in the middle, I thought "That's perfect,
if she wants more she can come get it."
 
Pants kept falling down lol.
 
Do you have any doubt how much I love you?
I have no idea where I get this shit from.
 
Okay, yes I do.
It comes too easy.
 
Like it's not even me or my ideas.
It's how I know.
 
How long a boy gotta keep telling ya?
Merry Christmas.
 
Love you.
 
Once again, you will get none of my turkey!
Bahahahahahaha.

If you...


If you want to see the rest...
 
Well...
 
You have to come get that live and in the flesh lol.
 
First take.
Totally unrehearsed.
Total sober lol.
 
Promise.
 
Love you.
 
Here is the YouTube link.
 
 
Merry Christmas and God bless.

Here...

 
Here is your gift.
Enjoy.
Repeatedly.
All day.
Love you sweetheart.
Peace.
Andrew.
 
 

Just sayin'...

 
There is plenty to do besides go to the beach.
 
I'm sure we will think of something :-p.




Like I said...

 
Like I said, maybe you will get your Christmas gift...maybe you won't.
 
Bahahahahaha

Awesome.


Might just be my favorite of all time...
 


"Do..."


"Do not be afraid."
 
You gonna be afraid Lucy?
I don't understand people of faith that are fearfull.
If you truely have faith and have seen first hand the miracles of grace, what have you to fear?
 
Nothing...

Amen...

 
Pope Francis rang in his first Christmas at the Vatican with a Christmas Eve Mass on Tuesday, preaching a message of love and forgiveness.
"On this night, let us share the joy of the Gospel. God loves us. He so loves us that he gave us his son to be our brother, to be light in our darkness. To us the Lord repeats, 'Do not be afraid,' ... And I, too, repeat, do not be afraid,'" the Pope said.
"Our Father is patient. He loves us, he gives us Jesus to guide us on the way which leads to the promised land. Jesus is the light who brightened the darkness. Our Father forgives always. He is our peace and light."
He called on the throngs gathered at St. Peter's Basilica to cast aside hatred.
"God is light and in him there is no darkness at all. Yet on the part of the people, there are times of both light and darkness, fidelity and infidelity, obedience and rebellion, times of being a pilgrim people, and times of being a people adrift," the Pope said. "In our personal history, too, there are both bright and dark moments, lights and shadows. If we love God and our brothers and sisters, we walk in the light. But if our heart is closed, if we are dominated by pride, deceit, self-seeking, then darkness falls within us, and around us. Whoever hates his brother -- writes the Apostle John -- is in the darkness; he walks in the darkness, and does not know the way to go, because the darkness has blinded his eyes."

Sounds...

 
Sounds like some people I know...
 

You can't constrain them.
You have to let them be themselves.
If you truely love them you will.

 

Be grateful...

 
Be grateful for your unique personality and characteristics. You have what someone else needs.
 
Victoria Osteen
 
Seems right on the money there dingleberry.

Love is...

 
Love is the most important gift you can give because it lasts throughout eternity.
 
Victoria Osteen.

Over the years...lol

 
Ralphie as Adult: [narrating] Over the years I got to be quite a connoisseur of soap. My personal preference was for Lux, but I found Palmolive had a nice, piquant after-dinner flavor - heady, but with just a touch of mellow smoothness. Life Buoy, on the other hand...
Ralphie: YECCHH!

Getting...


Getting all kinds of alerts about deals in Destin the  last few days.
 
Things that make you go...Hummmm.

The three gifts...

 
The three gifts as they were explained to me:
 
Gold: Signifies He was to be a king.
Frankensense: He was to be a priest.
Myrrh: His death was foretold. (Mrrrh was used to prepare the body for burial as there was no refrigeration etc).
 
Like I say. it's how it was explained to me anyway.

Only

 
Ralphie as Adult: [narrating] Only one thing in the world could've dragged me away from the soft glow of electric sex gleaming in the window.

Guess what were watching?

 
Flick: Are you kidding? Stick my tongue to that stupid pole? That's dumb!
Schwartz: That's 'cause you know it'll stick!
Flick: You're full of it!
Schwartz: Oh yeah?
Flick: Yeah!
Schwartz: Well I double-DOG-dare ya!
Ralphie as Adult: [narrating] NOW it was serious. A double-dog-dare. What else was there but a "triple dare you"? And then, the coup de grace of all dares, the sinister triple-dog-dare.
Schwartz: I TRIPLE-dog-dare ya!
Ralphie as Adult: [narrating] Schwartz created a slight breach of etiquette by skipping the triple dare and going right for the throat!

Yep...





27...



27 pageviews on "Now..." and 27 more views about calling you a knucklehead much longer? Whats up wit you these days Lucy?
Something sure got into you.

Worth repeating...

 
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.”
― Bob Marley
 
Husband Revolution
"Tomorrow we have a unique opportunity as husbands: we can lead our families in reading the Christmas story. Seize the holiday and your role as leader of your household, and direct your families' hearts toward Jesus."
 
Well I would just love to have someone sitting on my lap to read to. If she would ever show face.

:-).



Rumi

 
Lots of way to reach the God, I chose love...

Night Lucy.


Love ya girl.

Diggin these high count page views :-).

James...

 
James be here before long.
I love you Virgie.
 
 

You...


You were just gonna keep sending me all over the place to see if I would or not.
Well, I did.
Well played.
But nuff is enough Lucy.
 
Why all the great love stories gotta be about a girl trying to convince herself ,"This can't be real, this isn't supposed to be happening! This can't happen! This is not what I had planned! Iwon't let this happen."
But when it's true love they always do...let it happen that is.
 
Women...lol
Gotta love 'em :-).
 
Everything about you was giving you away.
Your smile, your mannerism, your eyes, your body, they all were saying one thing while your lips were saying something else.
Like I couldn't tell.
 
How different would our lives be if I didn't see you in the parking garage that night?
Accident right?
Pure coincidence?
 
Uh-huh, sure it was.
 
When we get to tell this story to the world Lucy?
A boy is tired of waiting sweetheart.

West Virgina

 
West Virginia...
 
Give me a break.

Monogrammed and manicured.


Monogrammed and manicured.
 
Just sayin'.

Sweet Dreams...


Sweet Dreams Knucklehead.
 
I'll see ya back here around six AM.
 
 

A two?

 
A two?
 
Is that a maybe?

You gonna...

 
You gonna stay up with me all night Lucy?

Past your...

 
Past your bedtime aint it knucklehead?
Am I going to be able to keep calling you that much longer Lucy?

Call me...

 
"Call me" she says...
 
"I dare ya" she says...
 
Like I aint had enough of her rejection lol.
 
Sitting here admiring your gift lol.
 
Made it myself.
 
Didn't cost me a penny lol.
 
You're gonna love it.
 
And if you don't? So what.
 
I loved making it.
 
Bahahahahahahaha

Now...



Now why in the world did "I had a great Christmas" get 19 views?
Whats up with that Lucy?

Monday, December 23, 2013

Jeremiah 29:11

 
Jeremiah 29:11
 
Didn't somebody say something once about believeing in the prophetic?

Merry Christmas Eve

 
Merry Christmas Eve.
 
 

Aint...


Aint nobody seen it and aint nobody gonna see it so don't even bother calling and asking around.
Not even Nicholas gonna see it.
 
Bahahahahahaha.

Bahahahahahaha



Like I say, you might get it.
 
Maybe.
 
If you start being good.
Start being really really good lol.
 
Bahahahahahaha.

It's not...


It's not Johnny Cash stamps in a picture frame either...
 
Those were just for the guys.

It's not...


It's not a ring...
 
I wouldn't make you one of those and you gotta say yes after I ask and then get ink on that finger first anyway...

I know...

 
I know you're dying to know what it is.
 
Bahahahahahahaha.
Bahahahahahahaha.
 
No, it's not an ornament :-p.
 
Sucks to be you.
 
Bahahahahahahaha.
Bahahahahahahaha.
 
That's four
Bahahahahahahaha's.
Make it five now.
 
That's a record Lucy.

I got...

 
I made your Christmas gift...
 
You might get it.
Maybe.
Maybe not.
IDK.
 
You been pretty naughty this past year.
We will see.
 
I'm such a push over lol.
 
Bahahahahahaha.

I got...


I got enough cash for Christmas to get my Chaps!
(I was only trying them on in the picture.)
I got enough cash for Christmas to get my Chaps!
I got enough cash for Christmas to get my Chaps!
I got enough cash for Christmas to get my Chaps!
I got enough cash for Christmas to get my Chaps!
I got enough cash for Christmas to get my Chaps!
I got enough cash for Christmas to get my Chaps!
I got enough cash for Christmas to get my Chaps!
 
Yes, I am that happy :-).
HD don't stand for hot deal sweetheart.
More like High Dollar...lol.
 
Love you.

We...


We old school at my house bout a lot of things.
 
Alan came over to moms and ate lunch with mom AL me and Nich after church.
Then he came over and watched some football at my place.
They had the Christmas program at church yesterday at 5 PM so he had to leave around 4.
He really liked the gift I gave him.
"How cool is that?" He said.
Told him I wasn't going to the Christmas program. That I had been away for eight out of the last 11 days and that I was going back to Louisville Monday and I just wanted to be home as much as I could.
Some people you can tell things to and they say they understand but you can tell they are a lil upset about it? You've had that happen right? We all have. Not Alan. "Dude, I don't blame you one bit".
You can tell when somebody means it. He did. Very nice of him.
 
Mom was saying it didn't feel like Christmas to her.
She didn't even put up a tree this year because they weren't going to be there.
They are going to my aunts for Christmas.
Mom and Al went to the Christmas program.
Mom said
"Since we're going to be out do you want us to come over to your house? At least you have a tree."
I said sure.
I made sure I had Christmas music playing, soft lights on, the tree lit up. Even got out moms old peculator and made coffee. We had pecan pie, cinnamon rolls, chess mix and sugar cookies all of which she had given us, except the sugar cookies, Janet gave us those.
 
After we had exchanged gifts I said "Does it seem like Christmas?"
She said "Yes, yes it sure does."
We all had a good time.
 
Love you Lucy.
Just want my wife sweetheart.
Wanna come home (where ever that might be) and say
"Lucy! I'm home."
 
 
 
 
 
"...I am a poor boy too, pa rum pa pum pum
I have no gift to bring, pa rum pa pum pum..."

Never ends...never.


Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never ends.
 

Matthew 2:10

 
Matthew 2:10

:-).


Who makes you smile Lucy?
 

Tom

Tom is the eldery white gentleman in the picture. He worked at Kindred as a security guard. On his right is Derrick Brice who I also ran into at Kindred. He also worked there as a security guard for a while. I went to high school and played football with Derrick. Funny we ran into each other after not having seen each other since high school till he walked into the NOC one day doing his rounds.
 
Back to Tom. He is the one that saw you that day in the lobby and said "Who is that? Wow!" I told him "Remember the story I told you about the young lady in the parking garage?" The look on his face lol, priceless...anyway, with hands out motioning downward slowly he says "Be patient, it will be worth it." I never had any idea how much so...
 
Love ya Lucy.