Saturday, December 28, 2019

Hey



fuckuts?

You want some hen-pecked SOB? 
Go get you somebody else then.
Been calm about as long as I'm gonna be.
You don't call all the shots with me.
You never have and you never will.
It's a big reason why you love me.

Enough.
Of this/your shit.
Youre fucking up.
Just thought I'd let you know.

I love you baby.

Friday, December 27, 2019

He's



100% correct.

‘Today THEY are trying to catch up’: 

Putin says Russia surpasses all competitors in advanced weapons for the first time.


Yes, I know the source.
But he is correct.




So?
It begs the question.
How in the world?

Do you do this:

"U.S. military expenditures 
are roughly the size of the next seven 
largest military budgets around the world, combined."






and not have the advanced weaponry that your rivals do?


Revelation 7:1

"And after these things
I saw four angels
standing on the four corners of the earth,
holding the four winds of the earth,
that the wind should not blow on the earth,
nor on the sea, nor on any tree."


Four winds leveling y'all.
Right in front of you.




Didn't






need them to win a Nobel to know:


"Natural experiments (involving Finns expelled from the USSR in 1945, Cubans flocking to Miami in 1980 and Jews settling in Israel in the 90s) prove that migrants do not steal natives’ jobs; they just help expose the holes in public services and social housing left by austerity. As for trade liberalisation, which economists treat as super-important, Banerjee and Duflo suggest it brings relatively small benefits while doing a lot of damage to the poor in countries such as the US and India. The resulting discontent turbo-charges racism: the moment white blue-collar men lose hope and apply for disability welfare benefits, it is no longer enough for them to denigrate black people and Latinos as “welfare queens”. They must now be depicted as gang members or rapists."



Read this four years ago.

"THE 4 BIG LIES ABOUT IMMIGRANTS – AND THE TRUTH

Donald Trump has opened the floodgates to lies about immigration. Here are the myths, and the facts

MYTH:  Immigrants take away American jobs. 

Wrong. Immigrants add to economic demand, and thereby push firms to create more jobs. 

MYTH: We don’t need any more immigrants. 

Baloney. The U.S. population is aging. Twenty-five years ago, each retiree in America was matched by 5 workers. Now for each retiree there are only 3 workers. Without more immigration, in 15 years the ratio will fall to 2 workers for every retiree, not nearly enough to sustain our retiree population. 

MYTH: Immigrants are a drain on public budgets. 

Bull. Immigrants pay taxes! The Institute on Taxation and Economic Policy released a report this year showing undocumented immigrants paid $11.8 billion in state and local taxes in 2012 and their combined nationwide state and local tax contributions would increase by $2.2 billion under comprehensive immigration reform. 

MYTH: Legal and illegal immigration is increasing. 

Wrong again. The net rate of illegal immigration into the U.S. is less than zero. The number of undocumented immigrants living in the U.S. has declined from 12.2 million in 2007 to 11.3 million now, according to Pew Research Center.  

Don’t listen to the demagogues who want to blame the economic problems of the middle class and poor on new immigrants, whether here legally or illegally. The real problem is the economic game is rigged in favor of a handful at the top, who are doing the rigging.

We need to pass comprehensive immigration reform, giving those who are undocumented a path to citizenship.

Scapegoating them and other immigrants is shameful.

And it’s just plain wrong."




I



love you honey :-).



Monday, December 23, 2019

This



was great :-).




Rode through here a few springs back.
Same exact situation.

That time?
Turned around went around.

So this time?
I'm like well...
I'm gonna go look at it at least.





Survey says?

Oh hell yeah.
Go for it.
Been through here 100's of times.
Know the road well.

Starting off  I could see the divided line under the water no problem.
Then?

All the sudden?

The water got a lil deeper than expected lol.
So I gunned it to get out of it.
Zippers on boots are busted
The water came up over my ankles.
Socks got drenched in cold ass water.
The rooster tails coming off both sides of the front fender.
were higher than the handlebars.
:-).
It felt like I was riding through a wall of water.

I was smiling, laughing the rest of the day.
Even with cold wet feet.

Like my buddy says.
"Every day is an adventure."

I love you honey.
Hang in there baby.

I



just absolutely despise nosy people.
Just do.

They might as well wear a billboard around their neck that says:

"I hate my life so much
so I wanna know whats going on in yours."

Dear Haters



Stick around.




We're not even warmed up yet.

Hey honey






Don't let them get you down sweetheart.

I love you baby.

Saturday, December 21, 2019

I



bet you I've listened to 
"By my side"
30 times since last night.

:-).

I love you Lucy.




TTYS baby.

Lil



more about being a pro-choice, 
life begins when the soul enters the body Christian.

Don't Bother

Trying to convince me how wrong my position is.
Just because something is unpopular in a given community doesn't make it wrong.

I've already read the scripture you're gonna quote
and heard the arguments you're gonna voice.
Still not swayed 40 years later.
Not gonna be.

Trust me.
I've heard the arguments.
Face all red, steam coming off your  head,
hair on fire, screaming them through a bullhorn so to speak.

American southern white rural evangelicals do not make up the entire body of Christ.
In fact?
They are just a loud vocal minority.
Shouting your position the loudest doesn't make it any more right.

How about you listen to our points for a change.

I just don't trust made up theological constructs that didn't exist forty years ago.
Just don't.
Won't.
Can't.

Okay.
Enough bout that.



Yep



When your lost
I am found
When you slip
I hold my ground
When I fall
Please take a bow
And when you're up
Just remember I am down

People looking for
Fortune and fame
They don't know
That it's all the same
It's like any other game
You know there's a loser
But it's alright

When you feel your heart is breaking
When all your friends are faking
When its giving and no taking
I will be by your side

I've been over the hill and back
Survived every kind of attack
It's been a few years at that
As a matter of fact
Good luck is just good luck
You don't go hungry if you got pot luck
I've been down
But never on my knees
I see the forest for the trees






Background singers :-).

Cant wait dance with you to this sweetheart..

Hebrews 10:35-36



Hebrews 10:35-36

. So do not throw away your confidence;
 it holds a great reward. 
You need to persevere, 
so that after you have done the will of God, 
you will receive what He has promised.

Hey



honey.
Love you baby.

Phone still chargin.

Friday, December 20, 2019

I



thought it was interesting the other day.

Revelation 7:1 


"And after these things 
I saw four angels standing on the four corners of the earth, 
holding the four winds of the earth, 
that the wind should not blow on the earth, 
nor on the sea, nor on any tree."

Talked about this verse a lot.

7
is the number for completion.

1
is the number for the beginning.

The beginning.
Of the end.

Four winds.
Leveling.

I



felt like
it was about us.

Isaiah 34:16-17


Search and read the scroll of the LORD: 
Not one of these will go missing, 
not one will lack her mate, 
because He has ordered it by His mouth, 
and He will gather them by His Spirit. 
He has allotted their portion; 
His hand has distributed it by measure. 
They will possess it forever; 
they will dwell in it from generation to generation.…

Because you said.
Seven years ago:

"The time has come for him to bring his twos together."

I'm a pro-choice



life begins when the soul enters the body
Christian.

Ecclesiastes 11:5 

As thou knowest not what is the way of the spirit
nor how the bones do grow in the womb of her that is with child: 
even so thou knowest not the works of God who maketh all.

Nobody knows when the soul enters the body.
No one.
No one ever has.
No one ever will.
Any one who ever tells you they know with certainty 
when the soul enters the body is speaking against scripture 
and will not be able to support their position biblically.

The fact of the matter is you don't know.

No soul?
No Murder.
Period.
I'm not gonna apologize for it ever.

It's not even your business,

1 Corinthians 5:12

"What business of mine is it to judge those outside the church ?"

so mind your own business,

1 Thessalonians 4:11

 "and to aspire to live quietly, to attend to your own matters..."

and worry about your own sin.

Matthew 7:3

Why do you look at the speck in your brother’s eye, but fail to notice the beam in your own eye? 

I'm not even gonna list all the verses that support life starting with the breath of life.
(Breath of life to me being God's spirit, or the soul, entering the body.).

I'm not gonna try and force my belief on anyone.
Ever.

I just get tired of the, 
"You aren't one of us if you don't go along with all we believe"
nonsense thats taken root over the church the last forty years.

It's not even a theological issue.
It's was an issue that was created to serve nefarious political purposes.

Besides?
90% of what we agree on in the church is all the same.

And?
(I've mentioned this before),
It's perfectly fine to have disagreements within the church.

Just don't disagree on any of this:

"I believe in God, the Father Almighty,
maker of heaven and earth;

And in Jesus Christ his only Son, our Lord;
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, dead, and buried;*
the third day he rose from the dead;
he ascended into heaven,
and sitteth at the right hand of God the Father Almighty;
from thence he shall come to judge the quick and the dead.

I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic** church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting. Amen."







What if?



Trump gets removed from office.

Markets imploe.

The six biggest banks in the US 
(which are bigger now than they were
when they were deemed to big to fail), fail.

Russia invades Eastern Europe, reconstituting the Iron Curtain.

China invades Hong Kong and sets up a tariff system for passage through the South China Sea
 and?
Turkey leaves NATO (and takes with it 40 US nuclear warheads) and aligns with Iran and Russia?

Lets just say it all happens at relatively the same time.

Matthew 24:22 

“If those days had not been cut short, 
no one would survive, but for the sake of the elect 
those days will be shortened.

Revelation 7:13-14 

Then one of the elders asked me, 
“These in white robes—who are they, and where did they come from?”
I answered, “Sir, you know.”
And he said, 
“These are they who have come out of the great tribulation
they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.

Anybody, can have faith during good times.

Better be ready spiritually.

"Lord Jesus, I ask You to forgive my sins and save me from eternal separation from God. By faith, I accept Your work and death on the cross as sufficient payment for my sins. Thank You for providing the way for me to know You and to have a relationship with my heavenly Father. Through faith in You, I have eternal life. Thank You also for hearing my prayers and loving me unconditionally. Please give me the strength, wisdom, and determination to walk in the center of Your will. In Jesus’ name, amen."

Just say it and mean it.
Go talk to somebody to help fill in the blanks and question marks.

More of a seed planter than someone that wins conversions honey.
But I try.
I love you Lucy.




This article




just assumes this continues:

"Since Trump was elected, the Dow Jones Industrial Average has soared 
by more than 50 percent to more than 28,000 points. 
The S&P 500 Index has climbed by more than 50 percent to more than 3,200 points. 
The Nasdaq Composite has risen by more than 70 percent to more than 8,800 points."

Seems like it's headed for a correction if you ask me.

Unemployment numbers have become irrelevant.
Who cares about jobs you can't pay the bills with?


“There’s lots of areas where the narrative isn’t exactly right,” Porter said. “For example, we have a lot of people employed, but there’s a lot of data that shows that the people employed are often not getting a living wage, or they’re not being paid for their qualifications. A lot of college graduates in jobs that don’t really compensate them for what they know.” 

Porter said the real unemployment rate is closer to 10%. 

“On the state of the economy, I think there’s a certain tendency now to tell a good story,” he said. “But if you look underneath the hood at some of the things that really matter to our society, we’re not doing as well as is sometimes alleged.” 

Lets look under the hood shall we?


"There are several “knotty structural problems” 
that he says can’t be helped by an accommodative monetary policy, 
including

 unsupportable pensions,
mounting consumer debt,
a health-care system that’s bankrupting the country,
outrageous student loan debt,
funding unwinnable wars, etc.


The “loose money” approach is actually “metastasizing” a new set of problems 
that will ultimately “bring this sucker down.” 
All that free-flowing Fed cash is nothing more than 
“socially useless financial activity” 
that, he says, enriches a few at the top and leaves the rest of the country behind."

The great recession?
Will seem like nothing when it goes down this time.





Don't ever






run your fucking yap again,
about being 

the "law and order party"

when you ignore subpoenas 
and want a trial with no witnesses.

And while were at it?
Don't ever run your yap again
about your glorious worship
at the alter of the free market.

"The president has provided $28 billion in bailouts for farmers 
who have been affected by the trade war over that past two years, 
but farmers are saying the funding isn't enough."


I thought these guys always argued to let the markets
decide things?


This impeachment isn't about removing 
a dangerous, 
traitorous, morally bankrupt president from office.

It's the death of an immoral political ideology 
of tax cuts for the rich.
(And xenophobia and racism and a lot of other things as well)

It's about the coming death of a political party.
They know it.
Thats why they are going to do everything in their power to stop it.
They've won what? 
One?
Popular vote in a national election in  the last two decades.
(Bush in 04)
They even lost control of their own gerrymandered house.

70% of the american people wanna hear from witnesses at a Senate trial.
Courts will be ruling soon whether first hand witnesses have to obey congressional subpoenas.
Lying to the senate is a felony.
Republicans were counting on a speedy trail and acquittal.
Conventional wisdom said it's what will happen.

Opps.

These aren't conventional times.
Duh.

Im not a big fan of Pelosi or Schumer.
But waiting to transmit articles of impeachment over to the Senate
(Hopefully until the courts rule on witnesses having to testify?)
Genius.
Completely caught the grim reaper off guard.




So sorry Mitch.
Somebody is playing your game your way these days.

"McConnell clearly took umbrage at the half nelson Pelosi had just put him in."


"According to ABC/Washington Post polling out this week, 71% of Americans want Trump’s top aides to testify in the Senate trial, including 2 in 3 Republicans. Additionally, more than 60% of voters of every political persuasion expect to see a “fair trial” in Senate, including 64% of independents. McConnell has already made a public promise to deny Americans both witnesses and impartiality, and Pelosi was making sure they knew it."

“Is the president’s case so weak that none of the president’s men can defend him under oath? 
If the House case is so weak, why is Leader McConnell so afraid of witnesses and documents?”

"...the longer she waits to transmit those articles, the worse it gets for McConnell. Trump will get absolutely rabid in his desire for acquittal, making vulnerable GOP senators even more anxious. And the more time that passes, the greater the likelihood of good court rulings that put more documents and witnesses in the offing. Refusing to take them up will only make McConnell look more partisan, more unfair, and more unfaithful to democracy. So Pelosi might take a bit to transmit those articles to the Senate.

It's a remarkable power play.
And it's exactly the right one for two reasons, 
because:
there's absolutely nothing in the constitution 
about when the articles of impeachment have to be transmitted to the senate
and because it caught Senate republicans completely off guard.

It's like going for it on forth and one with two tight ends and a full back in the formation.
Everybody just thinks your gonna hand it to the running back or run a quarterback sneak.

Instead?
Democrats are opting to throw it to a wide receiver on the outside for a touchdown.

Well played.

These are not conventional times.
Throw conventional wisdom out the door.

Oh,
and goodbye


you're about to become irrelevant for decades.

I always wondered how the "Reagan revolution" would fizzle out 
and conservatism would die away in this country.
Now I've got my answer.
I just always thought it would be at the ballot box.

I love you Lucy.






I have


Matthew 5:15-16

"Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. 
Instead they put it on its stand, 
and it gives light to everyone in the house. 
In the same way, 
let your light shine before others, 
that they may see your good deeds 
and glorify your Father in heaven."

absolutely no intention,
of ever
turning it down,
so that others 
may feel more comfortable
with themselves.

If we are too bright?
Buy some sunglasses.
Turn away.
Go away.
Do what ever you gotta do.
But this light is gonna shine.
Period.

I'm done shrinking back.
Holding back etc.

Time to share with the world.
Us.
Our story.
What we've lived.
What I've lived etc.
I don't care who doesn't believe me.
Preachers, others, nobody etc.
Doesn't matter.

NOW TESTIFY!


All



I ever wanted for Christmas since I met you?

Was you.




I love you honey.

Thursday, December 19, 2019

"You



need to work"

=

"You need to conform to my accepted standard 
of how the world should work for you."

Yeah...uhhhh, no thanks.
Explained all that already.

How dare you do things your way and have it work out 
seems to be the underlying message.

Newsflash



You don't have to know where youre going.
To end up where youre supposed to be.




"I don't know where I'm going,
I don't know what I need,
But I'll get to where I'm gonna end up,
And that's alright by me."

Watch us.

I love you Lucy.

"You



have to work."

Really?
Why?

How much more money I gotta make?
How many more homes we gotta pay off for people?
How many more kids we gotta put through school?

Like I need to hear this shit in my life any more.


Wednesday, December 18, 2019

Things



I don't ever wanna hear one word about,
ever:

The S spent on:

The 48.
I don't care I spend enough to buy 
a brand new one.
This one ends up looking like I want.

The fat boy.
(See above)

The KY Bourbon collection.
(Even if I never even sample all of them, 
it will just go at auction someday anyway, for more than I paid for it.)

Ganja.

Period.

I get to be me honey.

I love you baby.





Word



of the day.


Transmogrify 
verb

trans·​mog·​ri·​fy 
transmogrified; 
transmogrifying

Definition of transmogrify:
Transitive verb

To change or alter greatly and often 
with grotesque or humorous effect
intransitive verb

: to become transmogrified

As in, Donald Trump,
transmogrified, 
into a corruption fighter.

71%



Honey.

I'm gonna charge the phone all the way up 
and then go get something to eat and text.
:-).

I love you baby.



Revelation 7:1



We've ceded political leadership of the middle east.
Just absolutely gave it to Russia.
(Syrian decisions)

And now?
Were gonna loose influence in Europe.
As well as a market for our LNG.






They are laying the last few miles of the pipeline right now.
In the next few months they will be making connections and testing.

Making money.
Denying you a market for your commodities.
Further stresses NATO.

Revelation 7:1

"After this I saw four angels standing at the four corners of the earth, 
holding back its four winds 
so that no wind would blow on land or sea or on any tree."


The winds = a time of turbulence.
The four winds are:

US
Russia
China 
And radical Islam.

When the four winds are equal in strength?
The angels stop holding them back and unleash them.

Revelation 16:16 

And he gathered them together 
into a place called in the Hebrew tongue 
Armageddon.

Were watching the leveling out process unfold right in front of us.







The



KY Bourbon Wish 
list continues to grow.

Longer it goes on?
Bigger it gets.
Just the way it works honey.

In fact?
It's not a wish list any more.
It's the, 
"It's about to happen" list.

In fact?
It should be called the:

"Going to wherever the fuck I want
and getting whatever I choose list"


 at this point 
:-).




115 Proof?
Oh hell yeah.




To be "Bottled in Bond" 
a bourbon must be crafted: 
by one distiller 
at a single distillery 
and crafted over one single distillation season.

If it's from KY?
And it's Bottled in Bond?
You won't be disappointed.




Barrel proof?
And it's a "wheater?"

Oh hell yeah..



Always heard good things.




See the note about Bottled in Bond" earlier.



And again one more time for good measure.


"To be labeled as bottled-in-bond or bonded, 
the liquor must be:
 the product of one distillation season 
(January–June or July–December) 
by one distiller 
at one distillery. 
It must have been aged in a federally bonded warehouse 
under U.S. government supervision 
for at least four years 
(Most are 6-8 seems like) 
and bottled at 100 (U.S.) proof 
(50% alcohol by volume). 
The bottled product's label must identify 
the distillery where it was distilled
 and, if different, 
where it was bottled.
Only spirits produced in the United States may be designated as bonded.

Some consumers consider the term to be an endorsement of quality,
(Yep)
 while many producers consider it archaic and do not use it.
However, because bottled-in-bond whiskey must be the product of one distillation season, 
one distillery, and one distiller – whereas ordinary straight whiskey may be a product of the mingling of straight whiskeys (of the same grain type) with differing ages and producers within a single state – it may be regarded as a better indication of the distiller's skill
making it similar in concept to a single malt whisky, 
(The only kind I ever liked)
 small batch whiskey,
(Yep)
 or single barrel whiskey. 
(Works as well)
Bonded whiskeys are also valued for their higher-than-usual alcohol content (100 proof rather than the more typical 80–90 proof), 
(Nah...Really? Who knew?)
 as this means the product contains a less diluted spirit, 
typically corresponding to more flavor.
(Yeppers, works).


Were up to 20 bottles now BTW.

I love you lucy.

Just



want my baby.




Charging phone honey.
TTYS

Tuesday, December 17, 2019

And



for the love of God,
knock off this fake polish girl crisis drama bull shit 
that I don't even know what you are talking about.

Thank you.

I love you.
TTYS.

And



Dear future mother in law:
(or anybody else that wants to know):

I smoke ganja.
I have since I was 12 years old.
I'm never gonna stop.

So either you can tell your mom Virgie.
Or I can.
Or she can walk in the house in the middle of the afternoon 
and find me doing bong rips.

But I am never hiding shit in my own residence ever again.

Just thought you might want to know.

I love you honey.

Feel



like you're pushing just to see how much I'll take right at the very end and I'm telling you
I've taken more than I ever should have already and you're not listening to me.

You



said the other day, that blowing up like I did Saturday:

"No helps us."


Well?

You know what else 
"No helps us."?

Moving the fucking goal post for seven years.

I love you Lucy.

Relax honey.
I'll try to as well.

Honey?



I just want my wife.



Wednesday, December 11, 2019

Lived it yo.



“The problem is that the quality of the stock of jobs 
on offer has been deteriorating for the last 30 years,” 

Well no shit.



If Unemployment Is So Low, Why Don’t Wages Go Up?
"Economists have long wondered: if unemployment is so low, 
why aren’t we seeing more rapid wage increases?"

Cause greedy bastards are running the show.
Duh.
The progressive wing of the democratic party is right.
The system is rigged.

Why Is Participation In The Workforce So Low?
"Another perennial debate among economists is: why is participation in the workforce so low? Tens of millions of working-aged Americans are still not formally employed and have no apparent interest in sending out a resume."

"Workers don’t re-enter the workforce because many of the the jobs themselves are rotten."

Count me among them.
I'm gonna work your shity job with some jerk as a manager and still fall behind?
Fuck your system.
I'll figure out something else.
I hear that Waffle House ion Fla is still hiring Lucy.
:-).


Weren’t Manufacturing Jobs Replaced By Other Jobs?
“Lost manufacturing jobs were chiefly replaced by lower-wage/lower-hours service jobs.”

Duh.
Where the fuck these people been?

Why Didn’t High Tech Save the U.S. Economy?
"With other countries targeting what they see as high-value industries, the U.S. is not just in danger of, but actually has been, forced into greater reliance on low-value, low-growth industries, offering lower-wage, lower-hours jobs.”

What Do The New Jobs Actually Look Like?
“When all that a country has left is the domestic manufacture of processed foodstuffs,” concludes the JQI White Paper, “you end up with a lot of unhealthy and unwealthy workers who are in dire shortage of security, much less dignity. A republic that offers no better than this cannot long endure.”

You gotta be a rocket scientist to figure this shit out?
WTF?

I said this three years ago:

"How bout this?
These jobs aren't worth it.
They don't pay enough.
Why work for peanuts and barely get by and not have a life and basically be an indentured servant when you can do largely the same working lil odd jobs or hardly working at all?
You can work your whole life with these shitty ass jobs with nitwit ass kissin managers and you're never gonna have enough to retire on or put your kids through school.
So why even bother trying?"

Trust me



I know the feeling.

Numbers 12:7


"not so with My servant Moses; he is faithful in all My house."


Matthew Henry Concise Commentary

Numbers 12:1-9 

The patience of Moses was tried in his own family, 
as well as by the people. 
The pretence was, that he had married a foreign wife; 
but probably their pride was hurt, 
and their envy stirred up, by his superior authority. 

Opposition from our near relations, and from religious friends, is most painful. 
But this is to be looked for, 
and it will be well if in such circumstances we can preserve the gentleness and meekness of Moses. 
Moses was thus fitted to the work he was called to. 

God not only cleared Moses, but praised him. 
Moses had the spirit of prophecy in a way which set him far above all other prophets; yet he that is least in the kingdom of heaven, is greater than he; and our Lord Jesus infinitely excels him, Heb 3:1. 

Let Miriam and Aaron consider whom it was they insulted. 

We have reason to be afraid of saying or doing any thing against the servants of God. 

And those are presumptuous indeed who are not afraid to speak evil of dignities, 2Pe 2:10. 
The removal of God's presence is the surest and saddest token of God's displeasure. 
Woe to us, if he depart! he never departs, till by sin and folly we drive him from us.

Hebrews 3:1 

Jesus Greater Than Moses

Therefore, holy brothers and sisters, who share in the heavenly calling, fix your thoughts on Jesus, whom we acknowledge as our apostle and high priest.


2 Peter 2:10 

This is especially true of those who follow the corrupt desire of the flesh[a] and despise authority.

Bold and arrogant, they are not afraid to heap abuse on celestial beings;






Your



country is being destroyed from the inside.

"Experts said the depiction of sources and vetting in the report 
could pose problems for the U.S.’ information sharing relationships, 
and undermine the FBI’s recruitment efforts."

'Questions about the Trump administration’s
willingness to declassify typically sensitive material
predated Barr and the IG report.

In February 2018, Trump cleared the release of the so-called “Nunes memo”
over the objections of his deputy attorney general at the time, Rod Rosenstein,
and FBI Director Chris Wray,
who argued that certain information in it should have been redacted."






Somebody



told me once:

"God doesn't want you to suffer."

O contraire.
Please allow me to retort.

Why Must I Suffer?


"Suffering is a part of our lives. Most people at one time or another experience physical illness. Hunger is frequently endured by a large percent of the world’s population. Poverty is widespread. Still others suffer at the hands of people, either in difficult marriages, or with abusive parents, or oppressive masters. As a result of greed and corruption, the political climate in some countries produces much bloodshed and war. Those with deep spiritual convictions have to suffer persecution because of their obedience to their beliefs. Millions of people around the world suffer daily. Why? What is the reason?

Suffering came into this world in the beginning because of sin. It is a continual reminder of man’s sinful condition (Genesis 3:16-19; Romans 5:12). Pain, trouble, and sorrow became an everyday part of man’s existence, because of his disobedience. Since sin is in this world, suffering is a part of life. We cannot, in this earthly life, expect to see the complete eradication of disease or the end of suffering. We are all subject to it regardless of status or nationality.

Many people suffer unnecessarily because they abuse their bodies, or do not take proper care of them. If we indulge in smoking, drinking, taking drugs, and intemperate living, we are making excessive demands on our bodies. Consequently, our bodies, and even our minds, may break down under these stresses. It is sin to abuse our bodies (1 Corinthians 3:16-17, 6:18-20).

There is much suffering, however, that comes upon the human race over which we have no control, and it comes unbidden to the rich and poor alike. No one, no matter how good a person he is, can be assured that he will be exempted. Job, the great example of suffering, was commended of God as a perfect and upright man. Consider the misery he suffered, losing his health, wealth, and family, and even his wife turned against him! God was glorified through his suffering, and He would like to be through yours. Read Job, chapter 1.

A person is not necessarily sick, blind, maimed, deaf, deformed, barren, etc., because he or his parents have sinned. At one time the disciples asked Jesus after meeting a blind man: “Master, who did sin, this man, or his parents, that he was born blind? (John 9:2). Jesus replied, “Neither hath this man sinned, nor his parents: but that the works of God should be made manifest in him” (v.3). Later, Jesus healed the man. In some cases the barren woman suffers unjustly. She is despised and rejected because of superstitions and cultural stigma. Her condition does not indicate a curse from God, and she need not despair. In this case, as well as in all requests to God, let us always remember that He knows what is best for us.  

God does not intend to punish, but would rather like to refine us through this type of suffering. Actually, we can gain spiritual enrichment through such experiences. Suffering brings out the “real” or inner man and reveals our makeup. Many have found that by accepting difficulties and troubles their hearts have become softened. The humility this brings opens our mind to our dependency on God and His purpose for us. Then we can understand that, through suffering and difficulties, He intends to draw us closer to Him. Joseph was sold as a slave by his own brothers. Rather than being bitter about this, he let God work in him. He filled a great place in God’s plan. Later he told his repentant brothers, “But as for you, ye thought evil against me; but God meant it unto good, to bring to pass, as it is this day, to save much people alive” (Genesis 50:20). He was blessed in his submission.

The suffering we experience tends to make us think about ourselves. We may feel alone in our problems and think no one understands. The burdens we have may seem greater than what others have to bear. It is easy to indulge in self-pity and become bitter, but the example of Joseph shows us how God can bless us as we submit to Him.

Rather than despairing, we can allow our suffering to be turned to the glory of God. Once we are resigned to our lot and can humbly say, “Lord, Thy will be done,” God can speak to us. There are many instances where people have thanked God for taking them through the valley of suffering because it has caused them to stop and think. They then realize there is more to life than to fulfill their own desires, pleasures, and pursuits. Many testify that they have found the Lord through suffering. Then, when they must face death, they can joyfully say with Paul, “Death is swallowed up in victory. The sting of death is sin; and the strength of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ” (1 Corinthians 15:54, 56-57).

Suffering will be the eternal lot of all those who reject Jesus (John 12:48). However, those who are willing to suffer for Jesus in this life will enjoy the rewards of eternity with no suffering at all (Revelation 21:4). By humbling ourselves to accept God’s way for us and repenting of our sins, our robes can be washed white in the blood of the Lamb. Those who are redeemed in this way can obtain the heavenly reward (Revelation 7:13-14).

Suffering would teach us to be more sympathetic to others. We may make little effort to visit or pray for the afflicted, until we have experienced suffering ourselves. “That we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God” (2 Corinthians 1:4).

Jesus, who once lived on this earth in a body like ours, understands us and our sufferings well. He can sympathize with us beyond the capacity of any human being. He knows our pain and our troubled heart. When Jesus witnessed the grief of His friends at the death of Lazarus, He was so touched in His heart that He groaned within Himself and wept (John 11:33-35). He gave Himself to suffering for the eternal salvation of humanity. If He, being the perfect Son of God, accepted this, then we should be willing to also endure affliction. True followers of God willingly accept adversity since they are servants of Him, who is their example. A vision of Jesus, His love, and His sacrifice, causes them to consider, “Why should we be spared suffering?”

Even though we may have to suffer extensively, we can find a rest in accepting what God has allowed to us. God is the Master Planner-with every trial He has promised to provide for our keeping. When the apostle Paul was able to accept his difficulty or handicap, he was able to be a happy and useful person. He prayed three times, asking God to remove the thorn from his flesh, but God answered, “My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness” (2 Corinthians 12:9). Similarly, as we completely surrender to God and accept our suffering, God’s strength sustains us. When we accept God’s plan for us in suffering, it brings forth an expression of thankfulness that blesses our hearts and witnesses to those around us."



Genesis 50:20

“But as for you, ye thought evil against me; but God meant it unto good, to bring to pass, as it is this day, to save much people alive” 

Trust me.
That verse resonates with me.
A lot.

res·o·nance

/ˈrezənəns/

noun

1.
the quality in a sound of being deep, full, and reverberating.
"the resonance of his voice"

2.
PHYSICS
the reinforcement or prolongation of sound by reflection from a surface or by the synchronous vibration of a neighboring object.




Everything in the universe is vibrating.
You just can't see it, right Lucy?


"The burdens we have may seem greater than what others have to bear."


Reminded me of:




"Every man thinketh his
Burden is the heaviest (heaviest).
Every man thinketh his
Burden is the heaviest (heaviest).
Ya still mean it: Who feels it knows it, Lord;
Who feels it knows it, Lord;
Who feels it knows it, Lord;
Who feels it knows it, Lord."




I love you Lucy :-).