I

aint scared.

Bring it :-).

You've brought it this far sister :-).

"Lord you know you make me high when you turn your love my way."

No wonder so many people are mad\jealous lookin at us different lol.

I told Alan:

"Why can't people just be happy for someone when things break their way?

Joanna, with all that woman has put me and Nicholas through, if things were to work out well for her?

I'd be happy for her.

I'd be happy for anybody that had blessings come to them.

I don't understand why people aren't that way.

It just doesn't make sense to me."

It really doesn't.

James was saying that a guy at work asked for a raise and didn't get it.

I really don't think they are giving them to anybody.

One of the owners of New Age sold his portion of the company to the other owner a while back.

I think he saw the writing on the wall.

New CIO doesn't like contractors.

Might make us all Kindred.

Anyway, this guy didn't get his raise then he finds out Kenny drives a convertible Porsche Boxter.

The guy was all like "He drives that? He don't wanna give me a raise...blah blah blah..."

Kenny doesn't have any say in raises.

You ask him.

He ask the owners.

I think they are scared they are loosing the contract in the very near future and want every penny for themselves they can get.

Could be wrong.

Anyway.

I remember when I saw Kenny in that car.

I was like good for him.

I told him to bring it down where I live and he could ride the bike and I would drive his car behind him lol.

He never took me up.

I mean you never know.

He could have got a deal on it at an auction.

It might have had water damage from a hurricane in Fla.

What fucking difference does it make what knid of car your boss drives?

Why are you jealous?

If you had that car would it make you happy?

No it wouldn't.

Not for most people.

After the initial love affair wears off most people would just want something else.

Cause they miss whats lacking in their soul.

They don't understand that till they get their spirit\mind whatever right all the material things in the world aint gonna matter for shit.

Anyway.

"Lucy, I'm home."

Can't wait to say it to you Dollbaby :-).

Peace.