I

can't help but think Lucy, that a lot of this, Janets behavior, Nicholas behavior, Christians behavior, is because of whats about to take place.

I could be wrong.

But after I've had a chance to sit back and analyze things for a while and stew on them for a bit?

I can generally figure things out.

Just got to try to not get so emotional in the heat of the moment, take a while and just let it all sink in for a bit.

If I do that?

I can usually do pretty good.

Like last night.

Love ya girl.

Don't be to hard on me for today please.

Had a lot going on.

Like I said, this isn't easy.

But it is a conversation that needs to and will take place when the time is right.