As much...

It's the end of the day.

Laundry lol.

Finaly "relaxed'.

A little.

As much as I have tried to tell you how much I knew you were the one on that third walk to the car, I don't even think I've come close to explaining just how certain I was. I've tried. Nothing does it justice.

Conversation with James

"I want a woman gonna just be able to look me and know to bring me a bourbon, over crushed ice, in a rocks glass. (oh, I don't know surely one of the 14 will do lol) Just by lookin at me! That's what I want."

"Dude, they aint out there."

"Well fuck 'em then, I'll be just like this. Like its so awful. Least there's nobody draggin' me down. I'm tired of that shit, done, over, through, no more, ever, moved past it, don't need it, aint doin' it. And that's just the way it is. Its goin to have to be spectacular or it aint worth it at this stage of my life. I look at my history and it's my fault and I know why, but most of the times I've done good in life I been on my own. It's says something. I want a quality woman or none at all, it's just that simple."

James, always a good brother.

"You look pretty good for your age. (I always love that lol "For my age").

You might get you a hot lil thing with that bike"

We just laughed and we went on.

Im exhausted.

Been goin all day on 4 hours sleep.

Wedding Saturday,

 No date?

Thanks Lucy, ppreciate it.

Get tired of going to this shit alone.

Oh, well. Least I got pics.

But see the problem is they don't keep you warm at night Lucy.

Love ya dollbaby.

Peace.