Oh

yea...

family closin in on me...

nice.

I forgot, single parents don't get to have a life.

Sick of this shit.

Nobody...

I mean nobody...

knows what I go through.

It's why I don't bother to tell them.

Then when I do?

They get mad at me.

So...

I just won't bother anymore.

I'll just keep being superhuman and go to an early grave

cause you know, that sounds like a plan...

Ready for a change on a lot of fronts.

The fact that it's not happening is sending me over the edge.

You better talk to mom.

I won't be made to feel guilty for having a life outside of Nicholas.

Not now, not ever.

Love you.