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wishing you hadn't done some things in the manner you choose to do so here of late.

I'm sure you can say the same about me.

The difference is this: I don't feel like I put your health at risk but I feel like you currently are mine and its not appreciated and there is just no sense in it.

I feel like I am suffering so that you and your minions can perpetuate a charade that has lost all legitimacy at this point.

It's beyond ridiculous.

I love you.

It's killing me.

Butt I love you.

Another WOD BTW.

cha·rade

/SHəˈrād/

noun

an absurd pretense intended to create a pleasant or respectable appearance.

"talk of unity was nothing more than a charade"

Similar:

farce

pantomime

travesty

mockery

parody

pretense

act

masquerade

sham

fake

false display

show

front

facade

simulacrum